Chapter 659: The First Step 59

Level.

Thinking that some obstacles have been solved are actually just lifting a thin veil, and there are countless layers of thin veil flying there.

How long will you deceive me?

Why was I pulled back?

Yuan Changwen couldn't control his emotions again, it was a disappointment in himself, a strong contempt that he knew was false but couldn't be killed.

Sou!

Yuan Changwen was like releasing pressure and maximizing his spiritual power, and he flew out of the window like a cannonball.

Behind him, glass shattered.

Flying aimlessly is a hatred of oneself. Originally, being deceived by falsehood was the pain of this life, but now I can't kill it when I see falsehood, and I hate it even more.

Will anyone understand?

I don't know, I don't need to!

There is no one else at all, everyone is just dummy data in my head. Asking for someone else's understanding is like praying for the data in your own head to be updated, which is a kind of falsehood.

Yuan Changwen flew to the edge of the lake and looked at the dark lake with a green light.

If you're making a horror movie, maybe this is a good location. By the lake, the view is wide, but with a deep shade. It's a beautiful environment, but it looks very strange in the dark night.

Yuan Changwen is not afraid, ghost? That's just another character, no essential difference from a piece of.

Sitting on the edge of the trestle, looking at the blurred reflection, I seem to remember a lot of things from my childhood.

I remember my mother taking me to swim, and at that time I didn't dare to go into the water at all, either in the children's area or sitting on the handrail by the pool.

Ha!

A bolt of lightning swept through Yuan Changwen's heart!

Swim!

That's right, swimming.

For those who can't swim, the most feared thing is swimming. If you want to learn to swim, you don't need any coaches, class registration, etc. Get into the water yourself and within a day, make sure you learn to swim.

Of course, whether you swim well or not, whether you are fast or not, is another matter. At least, for a day, you can swim freely in the water.

It only takes one step and is not afraid of water.

That's enough, the only obstacle for all those who can't swim is fear of water.

Find a pool where you can step on the bottom, then stand in it, take a deep breath, hold your breath, and bury your whole body in the water. As long as you can hold your breath for 10 seconds, you can learn to swim in a day.

When the number of breath-holding increases, you will naturally not be afraid of water. Then, while holding your breath, your body can slowly swing with the water. You don't need any rules, you don't need any posture, you just swing at will.

Anyway, if you can step on it to the end, what are you afraid of?

You don't need to swim hard to keep yourself on the surface of the water, or to hit hard to keep your body from sinking to the bottom. Real swimming is to make some random postures in the water to just let your body swim.

And life is like swimming, the first step is not a rule goal or anything like that, but not being afraid of life.

I am now in a living pool that I can step on to the end, and the role of Yuan Changwen is not me at all, and it doesn't matter if I die. So, instead of resisting life or controlling it, I slowly entered life and slowly swung my body in it.

Depend on!

My life has just begun.

My life has just been born.

The waves of learning life, this Nima should have belonged to me, but it was ruthlessly deprived of the role of Yuan Changwen.

Before he was born, Lao Tzu knew how to swim, and he even had to learn to swim again?!

I want to drift slowly with the waves of life, just as the water itself flows with the terrain.

Yuan Changwen was in a super good mood, and once again figured out a fundamental problem, he was afraid of life.

No matter how you justify, no matter how strong a person is, no matter how successful a person is, if you don't know this, what difference is it from a child?

Children are afraid of ghosts, afraid of terrible things, afraid of miscellaneous thoughts?

No matter what he has achieved, if he doesn't understand this, he is just a pitiful thing played by the bewitching woman who fears it. Achieving this kind of bullshit is not an indicator of human attainment at all.

In fact, when measured by "achievement", one has become a slave to fear without knowing it.

Looking at my own past, those efforts and sweat, it sounds particularly inspirational, but in fact it is afraid of life. I don't need to defend myself at all, because I'm not trying to convince anyone, believe it or not.

Anyway, I used to be afraid of life, and even though I didn't say it, everything I said and did showed it.

Yuan Changwen felt very good, not happy or ecstatic, just like the previous successful killing, the weight of the whole person was completely thrown off. Not afraid of life, it's that simple. There are no rules to learn, no goals to achieve, and the only thing that needs to be done is to kill all kinds of false self-definitions in the mind.

I'm not done yet, but it's definitely a milestone step.

Really? Who knows? I don't need to know.

A lot of times, the idea of "I have to know" is a twist that assumes "I can know" and then realizes that I don't, so "I should know". However, I don't know anything at all, that's what it is.

Denying the truth is what I've been doing all my life.

Re-learning, that's what I'm going to do now. Don't think through the dirty shit in your head, but slowly float with the current of life. To hell with those morals, those rules, those self-definitions.

How idiot am I to believe that life is a battle, to spend my life fleshing out characters, to let a distorted perspective guide my life?

God, if there really is a God, it must be the greatest blasphemy against God.

Yuan Changwen was alone, standing by the lake and dancing, to be precise, he just swung his body at will. It's very comfortable, it's a really great feeling. Of course, it is only at this moment that it feels so obvious, like when you have just thrown away the weight, the lightness is the most sensitive and comfortable.

I'm not done yet, though.

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt that he was really no longer willing to continue to kill. Especially at this moment, life has become a swimming pool, turned into a playground, why do you continue to kill?

The characters are fake, but how can I play the game of life without them?

Cultivating immortals.

Yuan Changwen suddenly thought of the myths and stories of the home star era, Taoism has been passed down to this day, and there are also many Taoist temples in the empire. Legend cultivates immortals and escapes the world.

That's right, that's how I am now, fearless. Don't be afraid of life anymore, slowly learn new patterns, and throw away the shit in your head.

However, this is not cultivating the truth, it is not cultivating to the truth.

Yourself, do you want to continue?

Yuan Changwen didn't know, he didn't know what he should do next.

I'm not done yet, it's an ironclad fact that can't be quibbled. Of course, I can say that it's good now, it's really good, and it feels like I've been born again. Coming to a new world, no longer hostile, no longer full of noise.

However, I'm not done yet.