Yuan Changwen sat by the lake, quietly feeling the night. Although lonely, he is not lonely, and it seems that heaven and earth have become his friends. It's not because of an unfamiliar environment, but everything is a part of yourself.

Very comfortable feeling, distorted in the head, no noisy sounds noisy in the head. The so-called rules, the so-called musts, all sink to the bottom of the lake.

I'm not afraid of life, such a simple truth, I have only figured it out now.

All the cool points are afraid of life, so I have to find a sense of security in fantasy. Because deep down, I know that the characters are not real. And the real doesn't exist, so I have to keep reminding myself that the characters exist.

What better way to express the existence of a role than to recognize self-definition?

This is what belongs to me in the first place, and the falsehood of the characters blocks all of this and makes me not believe in the good intentions of life. And the composition of the characters is almost the propaganda of the empire, and almost all self-definition comes from others.

That's how I've been blocked, manipulated by all this twisted shit, for so many years. I don't understand, what was the thought of my former self, how could I agree with this idea, how could I believe that I was in control of everything?

Moreover, he always comforts himself, "It's nothing, just work hard, and you won't regret it", how many years has this Nima deceived me?! Obviously I don't know anything, I can only see a small picture in the whole picture, according to these distorted views in my mind, what qualifications do I have to say that I am moving in the right direction?

I had no idea if my efforts were working or not. Because my brain is full of twisted things, all man-made things, how do I know if acting on this shit will take me away from my target?

At this point, the so-called effort becomes just self-comfort, as if I have done my best, in fact, I don't know what I am doing.

It's like going abroad, and then holding a map of the city to keep searching, deducing, and finally comforting yourself that you have worked hard.

What is this not a madman?

It's fear, it's fear of life, there's no other explanation.

The lake glows, but the reflection is not clear.

Yuan Changwen felt that he was gradually blending into the lake, as if he was originally a lake, but he had forgotten it. The presence of the character makes me think that I am this character and everything else is something else.

But now, it seems that everything is not so far away from me, and I always feel that I can touch everything with a single thought. However, when I really touched it like this, I obviously felt the constraints of the character, like a film wrapping around me, preventing me from touching the whole world.

yes, so many labels, so many self-definitions, so many distorted perceptions, I'm just dragging this pile of shit forward. It's all artificially distorted, it's all false.

When I believe in these things, I naturally turn a blind eye to the others. It's like building a wall of thought out of thought, and everything you see is artificially distorted, and the world is lost as it is.

It's really funny that I didn't realize that the world in my eyes came entirely from my own mind, and it was all labeled things.

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt that his ease was dissipating, and it seemed that the discomfort of killing was slowly coming again.

Hey?

I haven't decided to move on, have I?

Could it be that this path is no longer under my control, and can't it be stopped after stepping into the slaughter?

To be honest, I really didn't finish it, and I was still under the control of the character. It's just that it seems that the role has become less important. But I still fantasize about being cooler, which shows that I am still afraid of life.

Of course, a momentary epiphany serves no other than to tell the direction. It is impossible to exist after an epiphany, when the whole person enters another level and then never falls. Because, that's not something that an epiphany can bring.

I haven't moved on to the next level yet, so what's there to hesitate about? If you cling to the ease of an epiphany, isn't that just a fear of life?

Stride forward, boy.

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Lao Zhang took the driver and personally went to the stronghold in front to check.

How could so many people have just disappeared? Those people are already dead, and if they didn't die at that time, then why didn't they report it on time?

However, in the other direction, bodies were indeed found. In other words, that person's attack range can indeed reach this far. In that case, where did the corpses of these strongholds go? Who moved them, and why did they move them?

And that green aura, an obvious product of civilization, why did it appear here? Why did the people in it put on such a strange pose? Could it be that they were welcoming something?

Perhaps, aliens are really coming?

Lao Zhang was entangled in his own thinking, lacked information, and was unable to make effective judgments at all. All actions are taken to avoid the worst-case scenario.

Along the way, there were no vehicles, and the front was already blocked. Despite the fact that it was night, the driver's speed did not slow down at all, and he soon arrived at the base.

Sure enough, no useful clues were found.

Lao Zhang set off again and went to the next stronghold, but also in vain.

In fact, this lack of clues is itself a kind of clue. Who can do it and transfer so many corpses without leaving any clues?

It can be done!

Lao Zhang suddenly reacted, no one could do it before, and killed all the enemies in his field of vision in an instant. But the man did, and effortlessly. Well, this supernatural power can definitely do it too.

Could it be that the man still has a companion?

But why is he free to move within the green aura?

Damn, if I knew this, I should have taken it directly to the slicing and research, wasting an opportunity in vain.

Lao Zhang thought again and again, with that person's ability, maybe he couldn't be arrested at all, but it would cause him to attack in advance.

Hey, there's a problem. Did he get his superpowers after he came out of it, or did he have superpowers himself?

However, if he has always had it, then what kind of mentality has kept him unnoticed?

Lao Zhang suddenly felt that perhaps, that person was just an ordinary person before, and then because of his special genes, he could move freely in it and obtain superpowers.

What if your own fighters can also gain superpowers? It doesn't take too many, dozens are enough.

But how do you guarantee the loyalty of a warrior after having superpowers? It seems that if this plan is to be implemented, it must be absolutely loyal. However, there are very few people who are absolutely loyal, and no one knows how likely my guess is.

it!

Lao Zhang had a headache for a while, forget it, give the proposal to the scientists, and let them brainstorm.