Chapter 182: The First Step 482

Yuan Changwen suddenly wanted to commit suicide physically, not because he was depressed or depressed, but because he wanted to commit suicide with happiness and eagerness.

What the hell, when did it start to permeate the body with this irrepressible little happiness?

I don't know, it's obviously a sense of devouring, how did it become a little happy?

Luckily, I didn't need to figure it out, and I didn't need to figure it out. Thinking that it is the credit of his own killing is just wishful thinking.

The elements of the picture show the slash, and the situation is presented, so I naturally think that the slash leads to a certain situation. Because the elements of the picture are presented in this way, I can only think so. Of course, none of this is true, it's just that the picture elements explain the picture elements.

Just like in a movie, the plot unfolds inextricably linked to the characters. But is it really the words and actions of the characters that lead to a certain situation, or is it just the whole situation presented in the movie footage?

Yuan Changwen completely let go of himself, the icy lake water was no longer cold, but the dark surroundings became even darker. And the strange thing is that I am full of joy in my heart for this kind of environment that is so dark that it resembles a death gaze.

An inexplicable sensation of electrical paralysis fills the whole body, from the soles of the feet to the palms of the hands, the thighs and torso, as long as you pay attention to a certain part, the tingling sensation will appear. This does not mean anything, and any attempt to explain it is speculation.

It's like the so-called appearance of a saint, which is simply nonsense. All saints have to drink water and eat, so is it that I am also a saint when I drink water and eat? And saints have a unified physiognomy, which is even more nonsense, I don't know what saints look like, and it is irresponsible to infer from the books and documents I have seen at this moment.

Because the authenticity of the literature is not considered at all.

In any case, it's just picture elements explaining picture elements, and it's not worth believing. If you think about the scene where the apple falls to the ground and breaks, you can find that the so-called causal relationship and the so-called explanation are all nonsense.

It's just that the elements of the picture are presented in this way, whether it is the words and deeds of the other party, or the development of things, or my words and deeds, they are all just the presentation of the elements of the picture. There are no mistakes, no high or low, it's just presented.

Yuan Changwen felt that he was empty, it was not a mysterious description, but his mind was empty, like a retarded mind, and he didn't know what to think about at all. If you really want to describe it, it's like seeing a complex math problem.

The difference is that I am more happy than anxious and irritable about this kind of confusion.

I don't worry about the future anymore, not because of how courageous I am or how open-minded I am. It's just that the part of the mind that worries about the future is dead, it's not a special state, and it's not a high-level existence.

I am false, and there is no high or low in falsehood. Because it is the distortion in the mind that distinguishes between the high and the low, that is nonsense in itself, and the result of the distortion is even more absurd.

Custom roles are no different from template roles, maybe one is a little more happy, the other is a little more anxious, but it's all fake. It doesn't matter which character wants to pursue, it doesn't matter what kind of person the character becomes, or what kind of character attributes he has.

It's just the presentation of the elements of the picture, and it has nothing to do with reality.

Is this a reassurance?

Yuan Changwen didn't know, and he wasn't sure if he knew this from the beginning, would he still be able to kill it?

I don't know, even if I really experience it, it doesn't mean anything. Right, it's just the visual element that I perceive at the moment.

No matter what it means, as long as you answer this question, it is a distortion in the mind that is answering, and the distortion in the mind wants to find a reasonable explanation, and it makes sense to think that these things are correct.

I was just aware of someone else talking, and that's it. While others are performing, I'm just a theatrical role on stage. Regardless of whether I go with the flow or not, my words and deeds are stage plays.

There is no real self, and there is no real character, so what the hell is that so-called reality?

Dark, transcending time, no change, infinite...... I don't know anything about it, except it's scary.

I can never go wrong, this sentence sounds ridiculous and arrogant, but it has become a normal narrative at the moment. Like I'm going to, bland and natural tone.

As long as it happens, it is the presentation of the elements of the picture. The so-called mistakes are just distortions and fabrications in the mind, and the most fundamental nonsense is that life is full of hostile universes with the goal of killing me.

Letting go of fear, abandoning life is a hostile distortion, so how can you care so much about mistakes, as if what you do wrong will lead to the beating of life. This kind of thinking is in itself, and I have been torn by the twists in my head again and again.

Without a me, all of them are the presentation of picture elements, and no one will get hurt.

Yuan Changwen muttered these words, as if he was shattering the fear in his brain.

Unreal is unreal, even fear itself is not real. You can fear me, you can deceive me, but you don't exist. That inexplicable force makes all this seem real, but that inexplicable force is as unreal as this world.

The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, but the picture elements are presented in this way, framing the scope of the presentation in an area, and then it seems that the role of Yuan Changwen is me.

Unconscious life is terrible, and conscious life is also false. It's not a great thing for a character to know that they are a character. This is also part of the stage drama, so what's so powerful?

The statement of superiority is nonsense in itself, and it is just nonsense created by sects or certain circles for their own stability.

Without this kind of thinking, it is difficult to gather characters. However, it doesn't matter if you can't gather characters, and the fall of the empire is not a big deal, it is not a big deal. Fear will make up all sorts of reasons to justify the collapse of an empire as a big deal, but what if there is no fear?

The distortions in my head, those logical analyses, all speculations are shit. I should stay away from these things, even if the picture elements are presented, they can't change it, it's all shit.

I don't understand why this shit is in my head, but it doesn't matter if I hate it.

Yuan Changwen spread his limbs and experienced the flow of the deep lake. It's not like a sense of relaxation, it doesn't seem to be anything special, but it feels a little special.

At least, the twist in my head is gone. (https:)

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