There will also be residual fear, which is normal.

I haven't gotten rid of the character yet, so I'm naturally influenced by the character, and the character itself is fear, so it's normal to still have fear.

It's just that fear has become a guide on the path to killing. As uncomfortable as this guide was, it tempted me to turn away, but she was able to lead me to the source of my fear, to see what it was that self-defined fear.

Besides, the Guide itself is not a Guide, but the character's Guardian Knight, in order to avoid the existence of the character to collapse. So, what more could I ask for?

Why is it always afraid that you don't get into management after you are in your thirties? Why are you always afraid that you are still on the front line in your thirties?

There are many explanations, what can be said to be afraid of mortgages, fear of future development, fear of future jobs being replaced, fear that you will always be a little scumbag, fear that you have no new skills......

The truth is, after so many years, I don't know how I got here.

No, because after so many years of exploring a set of reasonable time-saving working methods, unless there is no waste, then what you need to face is only the competition of peers and the suppression of prices by the boss.

I've been here for so many years, and I don't know how I got here, and I seem to have come to this position in a daze. Deep down, I know that I am actually useless.

The things that a character has are inherently limited, and when faced with the nearly infinite possibilities of the entire world, his control over the future will seem very small. People in the system rarely worry about the future, "Whoever cares about Nima, anyway, gets off work every day and gets paid at the end of the month." As long as I don't make mistakes of principle, no one will dare to fire me. ”

When I realized that I had no chance to become a leader in my life, I would be a staff member all my life, and at most I would be an office director. Many of the character's self-definitions begin to disintegrate, life gradually comes out of the shackles of fear, and second hobbies are slowly developed.

Wrong!

Why did I start talking about this bullshit?

Why do I want to explore some kind of false truth in the midst of a pile of falsehoods? Do I still want to hold these false truths, these distorted views, in order to gain the approval of others?

There are too many twists in my head, and I feel like my whole person is carrying countless meaningless things. It was not carried up the mountain with these things on his back, but he was bound in a certain circle by these things and did not go anywhere.

Do I have a smash template character?

I don't know, the only thing I know is that I'm not done yet.

However, when I think of the Grim Reaper's cutie, I don't even have the urge to kill. What else is there to kill? The character of Yuan Changwen has nothing to do with me, I'm just waiting for time and then going home with the Grim Reaper.

I don't care what I'm thinking about now, I don't even want to look at those distortions. Moreover, without thinking about them at this time, it seemed that the whole person had become a lot more relaxed, as if the distortion in his mind had disappeared.

But I know that the distortion in my brain has not gone away, it is just that I can't see it when I hide it. Haha, I was forced to retreat by the light of my love with the little cutie of death, and I didn't dare to show up for a minute.

At some point, when you are touched by something, the distortion in your mind will immediately manifest itself. Isn't it possible to kill them after all? In this life, the most important thing to hide is to hide these things, and then try not to rebound?

It's like stepping on an egg yolk, although the spring gradually loses the possibility of bouncing as I gain weight, there is still a spring under my feet, and I need to step on the spring to stop it from bouncing.

Can't you just remove the spring?

Yuan Changwen was very uncomfortable, obviously hugging the little cutie of the Grim Reaper, what a warm and comfortable intention. Why do you have to think about all this bullshit, why do you destroy your comfort, why do you take the initiative to roast yourself on the fire?

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"It's late night news, and there's an urgent update on the news. ”

Late-night TV broadcasts late-night news, and almost no one watches it, but it's just almost. How many people can't sleep late at night, and how many people wander outside all night, at least this news is seen by someone.

“…… In a rare ball lightning attack, the entire city was spared. Fortunately, there were no mass casualties. According to statistics, the death toll is only 13, and many people have fallen into coma. But the doctor said that the unconscious person was not in any life-threatening ......"

"Below, we have experts from the Chinese Academy of Sciences to explain to us what ball lightning is and why it causes the entire city to be stunned. ”

A energetic old man appeared in front of the camera, his demeanor was calm, his eyes were focused, and the whole person exuded a wisdom full of reason. It seems, at first glance, is an authority figure.

"Ball lightning is very rare...... In general, ball lightning has a peculiarity, it is different from ordinary lightning and even from any macroscopic object. In fact, the mystery of ball lightning lies in the fact that such a macroscopic object has a microscopic particle effect......"

The old man talked eloquently.

“…… For enclosed environments, we consider it to have an electrostatic shielding effect. In other words, if a metal birdcage is connected to an external power supply, then the inside of the birdcage is a safe environment...... But ball lightning ignores this fundamental law and, like microscopic particle transitions, can occur in any enclosed environment......"

As the old man explained, various cases appeared on the screen, as well as some basic teaching of the laws of physics.

“…… Another peculiar phenomenon is that ball lightning has a certain degree of recognition. This phenomenon is very strange to say, but there must be certain scientific laws, but there are no mature theories to explain at this stage. Ball lightning usually only strikes a specific object, and then strikes without affecting other objects in the slightest......"

"For example, there was a case where a family was eating in their room and was struck by ball lightning. As a result, the flesh was completely reduced to powder, leaving only a little flesh remaining. However, the clothes he was wearing were unscathed, and he didn't even have the smell of high temperature burning. ”

"In another case, the plane was struck by ball lightning. All the plastic in the cabin was damaged, and all the passengers were not in danger of life. Of course, the eyes are irritated by high-intensity light, resulting in temporary protective blindness. And this large-scale ball lightning attack on the whole city should be lamented by our luck. All the damage, all the clothing, we were just knocked unconscious......"

On the screen, the people's soldiers appeared, cooperating with the doctor to send the unconscious citizen to the ambulance.

“…… All medical staff are on duty, and it is our tradition and a symbol of our civilization to support them in times of need...... Please rest assured that we will do our best to provide treatment. Luckily, everyone was just unconscious, and the vital signs were the same......"