Chapter 693: The First Step 93
All fears arise from the fear of "selflessness", that is, the fear of "the role does not exist".
Just think about it, if I'm not afraid of "characters don't exist", it doesn't matter to me whether characters exist or not. Well, I won't have any more fears.
For example, fear has no income. Since I'm not afraid that "characters don't exist", the question of whether characters have income or not is not an issue at all.
Embrace the Grim Reaper's cutie, and what death brings is the non-existence of the character. Once dead, all of the character's dissipation will be dissipated. How can it exist that you are not afraid of death but you are afraid that you will not be able to succeed?
Since the role of Yuan Changwen can not exist, then what the character pursues and aspires to will also not exist. If I'm not afraid that "characters don't exist," then I don't fear that things that come with those characters don't exist.
So, naturally, there is no fear of income, money, success, family, etc.
Because the characters don't exist anymore, why are you talking about all this?
Just like those martyrs, they still choose to keep secrets in the face of the horror of death. When he is not even afraid of death, what kind of torture will he fear to extract confessions? What kind of family children will he fear of being threatened?
Even keeping a secret is no longer a fear, and I don't make any choices for fear of revealing a secret, just as I don't fear that I'll be suffocated by urine.
Embracing death is a powerful meditation. And when the Grim Reaper becomes the girl next door, the original fear turns into an expectation. I have to say that every time I think of the Grim Reaper's cutie waiting for me by my side, there is always a warmth flowing into my heart.
This feeling is like a girlfriend who indulges herself in playing games, "You play for a while, let's go home when you're happy", even if you get lost in the game, or even if you fall in love with other girls in the game, the Grim Reaper cutie will not leave and wait for me to go home with me without changing at all.
When did I feel so unable to let go of the little cutie of death, every time I thought of her waiting, it seemed that no matter how big the problems and setbacks were, it was nothing. After all, it's just a game, and after all, I still have Death Cutie going home with me.
Really, I guess I'll be considered crazy or mentally ill. Who would love the Grim Reaper? Who would think that the Grim Reaper was a cutie? And who would remember that when the Grim Reaper waits, he is not afraid but happy?
This feeling is really warm and comfortable, and forgetting death is the greatest sorrow in life. I'd love to say there's no fear now, I'd love to say there's anything else to kill, but......
I'm not done yet, so I'm going to continue.
After I had nothing to do with the role of Yuan Changwen, the theater viewer mode was often turned on. But after all, it still doesn't keep on, and many times it will be diverted. And when there is nothing around to tempt me, the theater viewer mode will be automatically turned on.
However, my mind is now full of the Grim Reaper's cuties, and I have nothing to worry about, nothing to worry about, and nothing to fear. Although I know it's just the fear that the bewitching woman can't resist the lovely death, so I'm just hiding to the side for the time being.
Just like two parties in love, there is nothing but each other, and nothing can affect the relationship in the slightest. No matter how big the difficulty is, in the eyes of people in love, it is an obstacle that will be crossed with a light step.
I'm like that now, but it's just a Grim Reaper cutie.
What else is there to say? I can't see anything but the Grim Reaper cutie. The role of Yuan Changwen has nothing to do with me, I want to go to heaven and heaven, I want to cry and cry, I want to succeed, I want to stand at the top, or I just want to be mediocre, it has nothing to do with me.
Lao Tzu doesn't have enough time to look at the Grim Reaper's cutie now, where do you want to care about the character's.
Does anyone understand this weird mood?
Why should I think about this, should I discuss it with someone who also loves death?
I don't have time, I don't want to leave the arms of the Grim Reaper, and then discuss the Grim Reaper with some boring person. I'm obviously hugging the Grim Reaper cutie, what else are you discussing? Exploring the temperature of the hug or the height of the Grim Reaper's cutie?
There's nothing to say, the characters are dispensable, what do you want, what do you like.
It's not a "treat every day as if it's the last", as if to say, hurry up and do what you want, or you won't be too late. This is a panic about death, and although it can effectively get rid of the false demands of the characters, it is ultimately a prejudice against death.
In the game of life, play well and don't care about time. No matter when I die, I always go home with the Grim Reaper cutie. I don't have to worry about running out of time, and I don't fear death, it's my little cutie of death, a girl who has been waiting for me to come home, but never rushes me.
There is only one life, which is not only an unproven hypothesis, but also a cruel whole life. It's hard to think of life as a game, think about savings, think about career, and live life as a game?
However, when Cutie Death stood aside, I understood that life is a game, and it was a game that Cutie Death allowed me to play. So, there is always plenty of time, because this is the permission of death.
Hurry up and live only once, the two really complement each other. Because you only have one life, how can you waste time. But the question is, what is a waste of time?
Depend on!
It's a distortion in my mind again, judging how to hurry up first, and then judging everything else as a waste of time. And where does this judgment come from? God? Apparently it is just the propaganda of society, and it is up to everyone to strive for it in order for the whole empire to flourish.
The characters have a lot of unverified assumptions, those unfounded affirmations, and that's how easily they manipulate me. Those so-called opinions twisted me like a twisted towel. Thinking about it, it feels, how did I believe those baseless affirmations? Is it really brainless?
However, at that time, it seemed that this was not thought of at all. My mind is full of "what to do, what to do in the future" and so on, and I have never separated the character from me, as if I am the idiot of the character.
This made me live up to the kindness of the Grim Reaper's little cutie, who was supposed to allow me to play the game, but it turned out to be a lifetime of panic. But luckily, at least I'll be able to go home, with Death's cutie.
Well, in fact, there was no me at all when I went home, because there would be no characters. And the Grim Reaper cutie, in the final analysis, is still me.
It's all "I exist".
So, I fell in love with myself?
Yuan Changwen smiled, this statement is true, but he still likes the cute Grim Reaper. If you have the chance, you will build a temple to commemorate the Grim Reaper. Outside, there is a cold sculpture of a black hood and a sickle, and it makes you feel terrified when you look at it. Then inside the temple, there are all kinds of cute appearances.
Ha, this is the Grim Reaper.