Chapter 774: The First Step 174
Without the character of Yuan Changwen, then who is panicking? Where did the panic I perceive come from?
Or am I just aware of the character and just happening to be panicked?
If that's the case, then all the elements are unrelated and just happen to appear in the same picture. Then it seems to be connected to something from before, and I think it's the previous event that is causing the emotion at the moment.
But after removing the time, I will find that I am only aware of the character of Yuan Changwen at this moment, as well as the scenery in my eyes, as well as my emotions and mental activities.
Just happen to be aware of all of this at the same time!
How can I think that all these things belong to me? They all belong to the character of Yuan Changwen?
Guess!
Since this is the case, then I can't figure out who the character of Yuan Changwen is. What analyzes oneself, what understands oneself, what inner psychology, what human nature, and so on, all become illogical speculations and baseless assumptions.
After removing the time, everything is, including slashing.
I just happen to be aware that these elements are coming together, I happen to be aware that the memory in my head contains the previous life, and I happen to be aware that the environment at this moment matches the memory in my head, so can I claim that the memory is correct? Can I claim that time passes linearly?
Although there are many elements in the picture, they are all elements in the picture. Those understandings, those interpretations, those cuttings, those sortings, those inductions, all are distortions. Even this distortion is only an element that is perceived at the moment.
How do I know that my memory is correct? How do I know that the character of Yuan Changwen has grown up as I remember?
Right, although this question is pointless, although this question does not make people cool and does not make people have any godlike powers, but not knowing is not knowing.
It doesn't matter if you don't discuss it, you can continue to maintain the same ideas as before. Because no matter what the role is, there is no escape from the sentence "I am aware".
How can something false escape the truth?!
The question of "who am I?" is indeed devastating, but it implies the assumption that "I am a human being, but I don't know who I am." ”
But in fact, even this assumption needs to be refined, how do I know that I am human? Perhaps, the question is more appropriate to say, "What am I?"
What the whole world is like, I don't know.
I don't know why others are doing this.
Whether the character of Yuan Changwen can be successfully killed, I don't know.
Whether the sun will still rise, I don't know.
Will I die tomorrow, I don't know.
I used to be full of fear of this unknown. Now, instead of fear, it's a relief. Because not knowing is the honest answer, and not knowing is the natural state, not carrying many twists and turns.
Aren't you tired?
In other words, life is to be harder? Life just can't be defeated? Life is always struggling, hard work and positivity is the meaning of life?
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While carrying numerous twists, you tell yourself through other twists that these twists are not twists. Or, don't be knocked down by these twists, we have to work hard to move forward, and there is a future for families and children waiting for us.
It's not a shame to be ignorant, and it's not a shame to be idle. Of course, for a character, having more character attributes will always look sparkling and will always make the character look charismatic.
Perhaps, some people like this fighting spirit, some people enjoy it, some people just love to work hard, and some people are willing to spend a lifetime to enrich the role. No problem, I'm not trying to persuade anything, let alone write some magnificent work.
This is my life, and these contents are all my killings, and they don't have much to do with others. In fact, I very much doubt that most of the officials who can see this place have the same doubts and discomforts in their hearts as me.
Of course, what do I know? Maybe the chapters weren't released at all, maybe my book was sealed in a moment, maybe I suddenly didn't want to continue uploading, maybe I would die tomorrow.
These are all possible.
Why deny these possibilities? simply because these things are not good for the character?
These things are still just perceptual visual elements, there is nothing to avoid, and there is nothing to be encouraged by. I just happen to be aware of the accumulation of these elements, maybe the character will be happy, maybe the character will just be mediocre, who knows?
However, after handing myself over and no longer believing in the distortion in my head, things seemed to be very different from me. There is nothing to work hard for, and there is nothing to struggle for, just wait for life to unfold on its own.
It's not negativity, because at the moment my heart is full of lightness. If being positive and working hard is only uncomfortable, then why don't I give myself up, wait for things to unfold on their own, and then take my time and enjoy the ease of life as it flows?
There are many reasons why you can't do it, but all of them are distortions in your head. Even if you say that society is very realistic, the full expression of this sentence is, "In my limited knowledge and cognition, I think society is very realistic." ”
So, since it's something that "I think", it's the effect of the distortion in the mind. I believe that the distortion in the brain will naturally be distorted. It doesn't make sense to follow the twist in your head, and life becomes smoother.
Of course, it's also possible, who knows?
In fact, it doesn't matter if the character is negative, it's not me who is negative anyway, it's just what I'm aware of anyway.
The paradox is that the character thinks he has to complete the kill. In fact, how the character does not matter how it is done, nor is it a necessary thing. For me, for that awareness, nothing is necessary.
Everything is just the content of the perception, and I can't even be sure that the content of the perception is continuous, just as I can't be sure if time passes linearly.
Even if the character sleeps without dreams, that awareness is still there. But why doesn't the character have a memory of what he was going to do, about his sleeping state?
How do I know, maybe the character is asleep, so the memories can't be transmitted. Unlike when awake, the character can receive a real-time transmission of awareness. Perhaps, the character is dead and wakes up with a new character, but with the same memories as the character before going to bed.
Who knows?
There are too many possibilities, but it's all speculation. I don't have any reason to try to explain something in order to make it understandable to the character's head. Because there is no way to explain it in the first place, and the thinking of explaining things belongs to the character itself.
Also false.