Chapter 408: Cultivating to the Truth 38

It has been said countless times that both positive and negative need to be slashed.

Fortunately, Yuan Changwen keenly grasped the positive emotions and avoided identifying with them.

The first step in killing is to see, to know that these self-woven definitions are not real, nor are they themselves. The reason why I think it's me is because the sense of identity is too strong, which leads to blinding thinking.

The second step, seeing and knowing, does not mean killing. It doesn't help to think you know. As long as things happen, not mixed with emotions and moving forward, this is considered a killing.

The third step is to get rid of emotions and get rid of these attachments to self-definition.

Positive emotions are super difficult to kill, "I am a logical and thoughtful person", this kind of praise has long been regarded as a part of myself since I was a child.

Telling yourself that this is fake is tantamount to digging into the heart and cutting the flesh.

But Yuan Changwen must do this, must disagree with this, and must deeply understand that these are all background additions.

This is not some modesty, "oops, no, no" and the like, but just to lure the other party to praise a few more words.

The reason is very simple, if you are humble and say "where, where", and then the other person nods in confirmation, "Well, it is true." ”

Will it suddenly be cold, the mood will be depressed for a moment, and then negative emotions will come, complaining that the other party can't speak.

Different from the fearful flood beasts, the emotion of happiness is gently blowing with a breeze and a little sweetness.

It is difficult for Yuan Changwen to firmly nail "I exist", looking happy and floating around, but he can't find anyone to answer.

I really want to jump out, dance with Happy, and play with Happy.

Yuan Changwen can't!

Once you go out, you are identifying, identifying with what does not belong to you.

Happy as a bewitching woman, dressed in tulle, dancing in that desert.

The eyes are charming, as if accusing Yuan Changwen of not coming to play together.

Depend on!

Why a bewitching woman?

Is it okay for a fat woman?

Suddenly, the painting style of the woman on the desert changed, with thick thighs, layers of fat, and that hair, which was instantly disgusting.

Yuan Changwen hurriedly closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, the fat woman disappeared, and she was still the bewitching woman.

It's a pity that at this time, where there are still all kinds of amorous feelings, it was completely destroyed by the fat woman.

Hum!

The bewitching woman stomped her feet angrily and gradually dissipated.

Yuan Changwen clearly saw that behind the happy body, there was fear.

If you get compliments, you'll be happy, but what if you can't get them?

The consequence of agreeing with this self-definition is the unhappiness and anger that comes with being despised by others.

"Everyone says I'm a logical and thoughtful person, why should you deny it?"

"What are you?"

"Do you want to compare?"

These scenes are all kinds of copies of my previous ones.

Yuan Changwen breathed a sigh of relief, at least he didn't agree with this happiness.

(However, if this is the case, isn't it no different from marble?

[Further.] 】

(It's farther away!I just can't explain it, so I escaped, and I have the ability to make it clear!)

[Explanation is circumambulation, circumference is to stop advancing, and stopping to advance is the devil's trick. So, further. 】

(It's the wrong way to go, and it's a waste of time.) οΌ‰

Time does not exist. 】

(Is it good for work?Is it good for making money?)

[Why work, why make money?]

(Why do you survive in society if you don't make money, eat?)

【Why Survive?】

(If you don't live, then why don't you die?)

[Why do you want to die?]

(Stupid!)

[Except for swearing, there is no way to give an answer at all.] 】

(What's the answer to this question? Isn't it obvious?)

[Please speak.] 】

(Damn!)

Keiko looked at Yuan Changwen for a while and frowned for a while, but he didn't bother. Most of the patients in this psychiatric hospital belong to people who think differently from ordinary people and do not have much physical risk.

Of course, some patients fantasize about cultivating the truth and the valley, and of course, the risk is very high, and the hospital will take coercive measures.

Yuan Changwen sighed, what should I do in the future?

Do you have to live like this all the time, and every time your emotions appear, you have to keep a firm eye on them?

Depend on!

I was still thinking that there were not many realistic conflicts in the mental hospital, but now it seems that every word and deed will be deceived by the devil.

Keiko: "What's wrong?"

Yuan Changwen: "There was no success in killing. ”

Keiko: "I've read your information, why do you want to kill emotions?"

Yuan Changwen: "Because I'm fed up with emotional pulling. ”

Keiko: "Hmm...... Why didn't you call yourself Yuan Changwen? I see that the information says......"

Yuan Changwen: "Because I have firmly fixed my eyes on 'I exist', any self-definition that will produce identity needs to be killed. ”

Keiko quietly gestured behind her back and said, "Then have you ever thought that you can't finish killing at all?"

Rumble!

A wave of fear is coming!

Can't finish killing at all?

Aren't you doing useless work yourself?

I pressed everything on the killing, just thinking that one day I could get rid of my emotions.

If you can't finish the killing, you can never get rid of the pull of emotions?

Yuan Changwen suddenly fell into a whirlpool of fear.

"Ahh

Yuan Changwen suddenly yelled, causing the security guard who had been given a gesture on the side to rush over, and then looked at him just holding his head in pain, so he didn't continue to approach.

What to do?

How can it be?

Yuan Changwen thought that he had let go of his expectations of killing, thinking that he had no hope but anger.

Dr. Keiko's words made him understand that he still agreed with this self-definition, "After killing emotions, you can get rid of the pull of emotions." ”

【Nailed!】

[Time does not exist!]

Yuan Changwen closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and his stomach was swollen wide, as if his stomach was sagging.

Imagine that there is an observer behind you, looking at yourself, looking at your thoughts, your words, your actions, watching it all.

When imagining that this observer appeared, Yuan Changwen could not follow the fear and make up a story, because his mind could not turn around.

There is no justification, no confrontation, and no encouragement.

Yuan Changwen stood there like a stake, taking a deep breath and allowing the invasion of fear.

This wave of fear came fiercely, as if it were a real existence, causing the whole body to tremble slightly.

The heart is tightened, the desire to escape, the desire to find an umbrella, the desire to grasp some meaning.

Yuan Changwen was nailed to "I exist", like a thin sapling, beaten by the raging wind and torrential rain.

Wrong!

It's an illusion!

If I can be attacked by these fears, then this "self" is not me at all, but Yuan Changwen.

Lao Tzu is that stupid background, how can these things attack the background?

Just like a movie screen, when can a movie screen tear the curtain apart?

Ha ha!

Nailed?

Nail a ball!

None of this is me, it's not me who thinks, it's not me who is attacked by fear.

It seems to be nailed to "I exist", but it is just a deception of the devil.

[At this time, I should move a small bench, eat some melon seeds and chicken feet, and then sit and watch Yuan Changwen be attacked by fear. 】

[And Yuan Changwen, he thought he had figured it out, and then firmly nailed it to "I exist". 】

[It's not me who thinks, but Yuan Changwen, so the current thinking content is also Yuan Changwen. It's just that Yuan Changwen tried his best to turn himself into that stupid background. 】

[Wait a minute, isn't this scolding yourself?]

[The stupid background is aware, I am that awareness, and the background is also awareness, but the name is different. 】

That is, the slash is simply a joke?

[I've been watching the tearing war between Yuan Changwen and his self-definition. 】

These are all images on the screen, and I have not changed.

"Damn!"

Yuan Changwen suddenly said angrily, because the moment he figured it out just now, he seemed to catch a glimpse of something.

It flashed by, but I definitely saw it.

Strictly speaking, it's not something, but I'm in some kind of trance.

I want to find it again, but I can't do it.

However, this time, you really can't deceive me, demon.

Yuan Changwen laughed happily, then hugged Dr. Keiko and said:

"Thank you!