The arrogance of those people and things in my mind is not because they are too powerful or anything like that, it is all because of the power I have given them.

I care about them, I want to weigh them so they can be arrogant in my head. Right, who cares if the storm on Mars blows for too long, and who cares if Confucius shaves his legs or something?

It's me!

I've been constantly trying to weigh up, I've been looking for a better outcome, and I've been tirelessly using the distortion in my head to make choices. This is the reason why those people and things are arrogant in my mind.

I don't know what the future holds, and I don't know what it means to be good for me. The character of Yuan Changwen seems to know a lot, but I only know one thing, that awareness is everything.

The rest is just speculation. Even the so-called Tao is only a speculation. In other words, it's just a name for easy expression, and who can tell what "Tao" is?

It's all just a visual element that is perceived at the moment, so whatever happens, it's the best or the worst. Strictly speaking, this is the only possibility that can happen, so what else is there to compare?

There is no best and no worst, and in the absence of comparison, neither the words good nor bad, right or wrong, should exist.

Perhaps, the characters just like to hear this. What happens is the best, of course the best, because this is the only one that happens, and there is no other possibility. Well, it doesn't seem wrong for me to describe it as the "best", and the characters love that statement so much.

What happened happened happened, always thinking that if I did it, then it wouldn't happen like this and so on. For example, I pick up a cup and accidentally trip over it, and the cup breaks with my hand.

It seems that if I didn't take that cup, it wouldn't have caused the cup to break. Seems to make sense, oh hard to argue. But did this happen? No. So, this seeming possibility is nothing more than an illusion.

It's like if a character in a movie does that, it completely changes the direction and tone of the whole movie. But is that a possibility? Aren't these just "what they seem"?

I still don't want to admit that I don't have free will, so I still want to make choices and trade-offs through the twists in my head. Even though I already knew that the cognition in my head was a piece of shit, in a trance, the characters seemed to start looking for the so-called flow.

This is an unguardable concept of stealing, and you have to use your brain anyway. You say that the cognition in the head is shit, then we don't need that knowledge, we look for the so-called flow. And then, my mind starts to decipher, is this a downstream, is that a countercurrent? I used to do this with the current, so now I have to do it.

This kind of "because so" is not valid at all, and it is completely a matter of using the limitations of the brain to interpret the so-called flow. Until you get rid of the template role, you can't see the flow. Of course, maybe I can see it, but I can't see it anyway.

How many times will I have to say it to understand that I have no free will, all I have is the visual elements that I perceive at the moment. It's not that "what's going to happen is the best", it's because that's how things can happen. It's not that "everything is arranged for the best", but that things can only be arranged this way.

Of course, many times things happen that they are judged to be bad or bad. But this judgment itself is a distortion in the mind and is not credible at all. What's more, this kind of judgment is only a picture element that is perceived at the moment, and it also belongs to the same level as things.

Believing in the distortions in the mind will naturally believe those judgments. But he just "thinks" that he is the character of Yuan Changwen, and "thinks" that he is that kind of thinking. In fact, I could never escape the fate of the elements of the picture.

No matter how I argue it, I can never go beyond the fact that I am aware of the pictorial element at this moment.

Therefore, whether the character believes or does not believe does not affect the reality, nor does it affect that awareness, and does not change "all these are the elements of the picture that are perceived at the moment". Characters can not believe in reality, they can still think that they have free will, and they can live in the linear passage of time.

However, this is just wishful thinking. It doesn't matter if the character doesn't know or knows. To reality, any action of the character is an ethereal dreamlike smoke that dissipates with a single blow.

Since things can only happen like this, what are you resisting against?

The point is that none of us know what the future holds. This thought made me mistakenly think that I could control the future, or that I could choose the best one among the few options.

Since I don't know what the future holds, how do I know which behavior is predestined and which behavior is "only going to happen"?

This kind of search is a trick of the brain, to split things into pieces, to have a me, and then to find the right pieces. But in fact, it's not about choosing the best, it's about what I say and do.

There is no segmentation at all, they are all perceived elements of the picture. I don't know how this picture element came to be, or what it will become.

How can I find the best option? I can't find it, my choice is the best.

It feels like there is no answer at all, but it is, how do I know what's best? It's only when I choose that choice that choice is the best. Whether that option is downstream or countercurrent, it is the only option.

Characters consider themselves very important, which is also a reason for wanting to weigh up. Because it's important, of course, it needs to be taken seriously. Who cares if the first bite of dinner is eaten first or eaten first?

It doesn't matter at all, the role is not more important than a piece of shit. That awareness is what really matters, because that's the only thing. As for the characters, it's completely fake.

Although I don't know why I am behind the character of Yuan Changwen, why I can only perceive this body-based picture element, but after all, this character is fake.

The role doesn't matter, you can do whatever you want. Who put the idea that "life matters" into my head? Who declared that "life must make a difference", "life is not a child's play", "life needs reverence" and so on?

Why did I accept it all without thinking about it, and take it for granted?

I really can't figure it out, I can't believe it so simply, am I so easy to deceive?

Why can't life be like a child's play?

Who's going to answer that? Who can answer that?

Either way, it is an imposed explanation, a distortion. Because life doesn't come with a label that says "I'm important" or something like that. It's all just a product of the twisted and emotional characters. ()

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