Interrogation room.

The doctor and assistant sat here, turned on the camera and kept the video on.

This is an essential procedure for evaluating a mentally ill person and is one of the pieces of evidence that can be tested by the court.

The only trouble is that Yuan Changwen is mostly mental activities, which makes the whole video look extremely weird.

No, Yuan Changwen suddenly burst out laughing and said happily:

"Come, stimulate Yuan Changwen!"

The doctor was stunned for a moment and said, "What, what did you figure out again?"

Yuan Changwen: "It's not about figuring it out, it's about returning to the goal again." ”

Doctor: "Can you tell us about your goals?"

Yuan Changwen smiled: "It's very simple, it's farther away." Everything in this world, except that 'I exist' is a definite reality, is 'indefinite true' or false. And what Yuan Changwen is doing now is to kill these false self-definitions. ”

Doctor: "But how do you kill these self-definitions, which is a self-definition in itself?"

Yuan Changwen: "I don't know. ”

Doctor: "It's not that you don't know, but you don't want to admit that the so-called killing itself is a self-definition. In that case, your so-called slashing is just a joke. ”

Yuan Changwen suddenly became angry and shouted: "You know a ball...... Not true!"

The first four words are shouted very loudly, but after the pause, the two words "no" are firm and soft.

Where does the anger come from?

When did I consider this kind of killing to be superior?

When I first started communicating with the doctor, I was a little domineering.

I thought I had seen through this new self-weaving definition, I thought I had slashed out "I'm looking for the truth, you're just humble ants, still struggling with illusions." ”

But now it seems that that self-definition has changed its costume and dressed up as another building again.

Could it be that this mentality of self-esteem as superior to others has been ingrained to such an extent?

If you're not careful, you'll be taken advantage of by it.

Yes, if you think about it, from childhood to now, I have been trying to get the attention of others all the time.

Anytime, whether it is an exam or a chat, colleagues always show off their erudition, their own humor, and their own high-minded talk at a colleague party.

Otherwise, they don't speak and attract attention with indifference. Perhaps, there are also mavericks, who make disdain for others their focus.

I am like this, I always like to help newcomers, and I especially like to see newcomers thank me.

What a terrible thing it is!

What's even more terrifying is that there seems to be a consensus to look out for each other to provide what they want.

For example, I, as a good listener, have a little admiration for your high-minded talk. So as feedback, you have to give me something back, maybe it's studiousness, maybe it's good looks, maybe it's my other strengths.

If you don't have feedback, it's clear that you've gone from being a bit of a high-profile figure to a proud peacock who only knows how to talk about it.

Moreover, the longer the illusion of one's superiority becomes a self-definition, the more real this definition becomes, as if oneself is really superior in some way.

Once the reality does not match, then it will bring anxiety and irritability, and you will either not believe it, "How is it possible!"

Either he was furious and scolded God for not having long eyes or something.

Yuan Changwen took a deep breath and said, "Thank you." ”

Doctor: "Killed?"

Yuan Changwen shook his head and said, "Yuan Changwen found that he didn't understand what killing was, or how to kill. Yuan Changwen just keenly grasped the emotion, and then firmly nailed himself to the 'I exist' to avoid himself drifting with the emotion. ”

That's it, is there any other way to do it?

At least Yuan Changwen didn't expect it.

Face emotions, such as fear of the future. If you try to justify and convince fear, you are fighting against fear, and even if you succeed in convincing fear to become comfortable, it is only reinforcing another self-definition.

Use chicken soup for the soul to convince yourself that there is no failure in this world, and that your so-called fear is just a future that you weave.

Indeed, doing so will make the fear dissipate, the mood will be opened, the whole person will seem to be empty, and then the world will become a little more beautiful in an instant.

Yuan Changwen can't do this, because the emotion of "being open-minded" is also the scope of killing!

True Nyima Neuropathy!

If you continue to strengthen certain self-definitions, you can make your life much better, or make the whole person optimistic and not be entangled by negative emotions such as fear.

"God is with me", this reinforcement of self-definition, can allow many people to eliminate some of their fears. If someone has more faith, then the more they believe that God will not abandon them.

Such people, in the face of so-called disasters, will be extremely calm. Because, God is with me.

"Hard work will be rewarded, persistence is victory", this strengthening of self-definition, can allow many people in the face of failure, cheer again, stand on the starting line again.

This kind of person, he may be anxious about why success has not yet appeared. But as his faith deepened, he would take every failure as a step towards success. He will laugh in the face of failure!

It's a pity that Yuan Changwen has lost this qualification, and when he is nailed to "I exist", whether it is negative emotions or positive emotions, he is the target of killing.

The doctor flipped through the notebook and said, "How do you make choices in your daily life?" We discussed it before, but you didn't give an answer. ”

Yuan Changwen: "Yes, this question is just misleading me. I need to go further, I need to clear my self-definition, and this compromise with life is not something I need to think about right now. ”

Doctor: "But you always have to make a choice, don't you?"

Yuan Changwen thought for a while and said, "You can't make a choice in fear. ”

The doctor smiled: "I am afraid that I will fall and hurt myself, so I choose not to jump off the building, is there a problem with this choice?"

Yuan Changwen suddenly couldn't find anything to say, yes, this is also a choice in fear, but it's completely right!

Will you never be able to get rid of fear?

Wrong!

I don't have to dwell on any choice, no matter what self-definition is based on, that self-definition needs to be killed.

So, every time I choose, I can kill my self-definition.

However, the so-called me still refers to Yuan Changwen. Because Lao Tzu is the stupid background, except for awareness, it has no effect. ”

The doctor knew that this was Yuan Changwen's mental activity, and he subconsciously said the words.

Yuan Changwen: "Therefore, Yuan Changwen can only get close to me, try to make himself into that background, that is, firmly nail to 'I exist', and then make a choice." ”

Right!

It doesn't matter what choice you make.

It doesn't matter if it's a choice based on calculating the maximization of profits, or a choice made by a strong fear.

The reason why I still care about that choice, and how I still think about how to make it, is a self-definition implied in itself.

That is, "I'm going to make a good choice." ”

But what is a good choice? It's not a return to the calculating kind of thinking, and it's beginning to recognize some self-definition.

All self-definitions are false, and when I began to distinguish between good and bad, I was already convinced that some self-definitions were correct.

Unfortunately, self-definition is the target of being killed.

"So, just take your pick. ”

Doctor: "Even if it's a random choice, it's based on something, which is what you call self-definition." ”

Yuan Changwen smiled and said, "Yes, that's right. Then find that self-definition, and then kill it. The more choices you make, the more self-definition you can find. ”

Doctor: "According to you, this selection model is itself a kind of self-definition. How are you going to kill it?"

Yuan Changwen: "I don't know. Yuan Changwen is now firmly nailed to the definition of 'I exist', and everything else can be killed. As for the definition of 'I exist', the devil knows what will happen then. ”

Doctor: "Well, it looks like we're stuck in some kind of contradiction...... So, let's talk about your future, what about your future when you go to prison? Don't you have a dream to achieve?"

Future?

Dream?

Yuan Changwen saw that there were two huge buildings, standing on the desert.