Interrogation room.

Through the doctor's stimulation, Yuan Changwen discovered the fear in his heart, and used the place of "I exist" to successfully kill the definition of self-weaving.

But at this moment, Yuan Changwen felt a faint sadness.

I don't know where this emotion comes from, but I feel sadness pervade my body.

It seems that even thinking is unwilling to operate.

If I go to prison, my wife and children will definitely be uncomfortable, but do I need to be responsible for this?

In the past, I would definitely have held high the banner of "family responsibility" and crusaded against this kind of scumbag.

Unexpectedly, he became such a scumbag.

Hehe, that's funny!

These responsibilities, no matter how justified, cannot escape the scope of self-definition.

Falsehood is falsehood, even if it maintains social stability, even if it is advocated by the whole society.

Society itself is also a product of fear.

Whoever argues with falsehood will always be false.

Truth can't tolerate falsehood, and I've nailed it to the truth, compromise is impossible!

Even if my heart is as uncomfortable as a knife, I will not leave.

In fact, there is no way to leave.

When I saw this reality, my life was already off the rails, and I had no choice at all.

Yuan Changwen seems to have the option to abandon this idea and return to those previous states, but unfortunately, these choices are just delays.

I can't stand the pull of emotions, even if I barely keep those definitions now, but one day, I won't be able to stand them again.

Am I responsible for the future of my wife and children?

This choice should not be built on fear, nor should it be held hostage by self-woven definitions.

Am I not responsible?

No, if everything is just a reversal of choice, then it is also the definition of self-weaving, "I have the opposite choice with everyone." ”

What to do?

Yuan Changwen became distressed again, holding his head and lying on the table.

Doctor: "Is it trouble, or is it fear?"

Yuan Changwen: "Is there any difference? All emotions are the embodiment of fear, and the fear that their children will not be filial when they are old, so it has become the morality of putting filial piety first."

Fearing the departure of his lover and making him a lonely person, he has one or another responsibility as a man and a woman. Fear of being abandoned by society, so work hard.

Fearing that others will do evil, they advocate kindness, thinking that if everyone is good, then they don't need to be afraid. And troubles are just another incarnation of fear. ”

The doctor nodded: "This is normal, no matter how civilized and advanced human beings are, they can't escape the framework of biology after all." And as a living organism, the survival and reproduction of the race are all written in the genes. If there were no fear, the human race would have perished long ago. ”

Yuan Changwen didn't answer, and the doctor's words made him think of another thing.

All choices are based on fear, and the essence of choice is comparison, calculation, and avoiding small losses in exchange for maximum gains.

However, the calculation of gains and losses is determined by thinking. It uses previous experiences, information, and ways of seeing things to make choices together.

It's not about me!

Lao Tzu is the background of that stupidity!

Once I find the truth, how should I make choices in my life?

Once a choice is made using computing, fear is inevitably involved, and the basis of computing is based on the outside world.

The external world is "indefinite of reality", and there seem to be some laws that give people a sense of control.

If you think about it, what can you control?!

How much knowledge do you have in your head? How much information do you have?

How can we be sure that we can make decisive judgments about the future?

So the choices made through brain calculations are actually wrestling with fear. And anxiety, but fear prevails.

The end result is that no matter what you choose, there is fear involved.

Gee...... What's the difference between this and gambling?

I bet that there is a good probability that the future will develop according to my ideas. So, after making a choice, I didn't worry too much.

But once the future development is beyond the scope of cognition, then a large wave of anxiety and sorrow will strike.

After all, I just want to control. And the root cause of wanting to control is to know that you can't control it, and you are pulled by fear to make choices.

How can you avoid this maelstrom?

Each time you bet right, you reinforce the definition of self-weaving.

If the bet is wrong, it will also strengthen the definition of self-weaving, because repairing or building another building on top of a building is a complex of buildings on a rich desert.

Yuan Changwen closed his eyes, wanting to control his thinking and no longer wrestle with fear.

But I found that I couldn't control my mind at all. In my mind, my thoughts are like a galloping horse, and I can't stop at all!

Depend on!

I can't even control my own thinking, what else can I control?!

Yuan Changwen suddenly thought that some thoughts appeared without thinking about it in an instant.

Just like the idea now, if it comes out of nowhere, then it is not calculated, there is no fear involved.

Many times, I have this kind of fleeting thought. But either I didn't care, or after careful analysis, I felt ridiculous and gave up the idea.

Now that I think about it, that kind of analytical behavior is absurd.

The self-righteous add fear to it, and the self-righteous want to control it, but it is only a little knowledge in the mind.

The first thought is my choice for the future!

Yuan Changwen was very happy, because this solved the problem that he couldn't choose before.

But how do you make sure that this first thought is really the first thought?

What if it was the first thought in the guise of fear?

"Damn! Lao Tzu is that stupid background, everything is Yuan Changwen making choices!"

Doctor: "What?"

Yuan Changwen waved his hand, ignored the doctor, and continued to think on his own.

How do you tell the difference between first thoughts?

Can't tell.

Yuan Changwen was a little distressed, and finally found a way to make choices in life, but he could only see that he couldn't use it.

Wait a minute!

Why should I struggle with how to make better choices in life?

Life is false, and the need for choice means interacting with self-definition.

I haven't finished it yet, so why do I start fantasizing about my future life?

Tsk, Devil!

It seems that I can only nail myself to "I exist", and then use the conflict of reality to slash the definition of self-weaving.

Regardless of the rest, let's clean up the "self" first.

Further!

It's such a powerful word that every time I seem to have no way in, I look like I'm going to be tricked by the devil into going around in circles.

It's just two simple words, telling me that the matter is not over yet, and that I am not done yet.

Yuan Changwen laughed and said, "Come, stimulate Yuan Changwen!"

Doctor: "......"

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Monitoring room.

"Boss, Yuan Changwen's mobile phone rang, his wife's call. ”

The old catcher: "Take it in." ”

Wife: "Hey!"

Lao Zhukuai: "Hello, it's Yuan Changwen's wife." ”

Wife: "Who are you?

"According to the process, you should be notified after 12 hours." However, Yuan Changwen's situation is a bit special, and you need to come to the Kuaifu to make a record. ”

Wife: "Hmph! Do you want to pay money or something? The old lady hates liars the most! You'd better not let me catch you, the guy who stole the phone!"

The old catcher couldn't cry or laugh: "Come over by yourself, just come to the Catcher Mansion, and you'll know when you come." ”