Nausea, want to throw up.

The twist in the brain seems to turn into vomit, trying to be expelled from the body.

I should die, there is no reason to continue to live, the character is false, and I should be in a false position.

I have said this sentence countless times, but I still hold on to something in the end, and hold on firmly to make it stable enough to support the character. Burn, don't dive, burn it all.

I won't keep anything, whether it's my mother or my wife and children, I won't keep it. I will not keep those precious moments, those sweet memories, and all the advantages of life.

If it's going to turn out to be mentally retarded, it's going to be out of place, then I'm willing.

Unreality does not qualify as pretending to be real, and despite the fact that it is a graphic element so presented, there is no reason to continue to be arrogant. I don't know what the picture elements will present, but what I did was what the picture elements were presented.

I can never be wrong, as long as words and deeds happen, then it is the presentation of the elements of the picture. Maybe it's not going with the flow, but it's still the presentation of the picture elements, that is, the life that is presented against the current is not smooth.

It's not a mistake, and there's no reason why you have to go downstream.

I always want to make sure I'm thinking right before I start implementing it. This can't be done, because I don't know everything, and no matter how I judge, it's nonsense.

And as long as you do it, then you will never be wrong, because it is already a thing that is presented by the elements of the picture, how can it be wrong. As for whether it is downstream or not, it has nothing to do with the specific behavior, and I can't be sure whether the behavior is downstream or countercurrent until it happens.

Does "everything is a presentation of picture elements" have anything to do with "do I continue to kill"?

This is surrender, not being hostile to oneself, and resigning oneself to everything that happens.

No, it's not real, it's just a discussion about how to live a better life.

The paradox is that I always want to make sure that my words and actions are useful, and that I can achieve my goals before I adopt them accordingly. However, this kind of judgment is simply nonsense, and I don't even know if my words and deeds are trying in the opposite direction.

I can't be sure if a slash will lead to a slash or if not slashing will lead to a slash being done, it's just a representation of the graphic elements. There is no causal relationship, just a direct representation of the elements of the picture.

So why do I have to fight to kill?

This problem is not a waste problem, because I just firmly grasped that "slashing can lead to slashing completion", so I made my own efforts to kill. And this firmly grasped thing is just an artificial distortion, just fake shit.

When I want to get rid of this piece of shit, my emotions pull and I don't dare to let go. Just like the previous filial piety, how can you not be filial? How can you not be filial?

The distortion in the brain does not allow the imagination of a state that does not require a brain, the so-called downstream, the kind of statement that there is no mistake in any case, which only creates fear in the brain.

I really don't need to kill, I don't need to try, or anything I have to pursue, I don't need it. Even life is not something that must be maintained.

Yuan Changwen suddenly couldn't understand what the previous contradiction and the previous obstacle were.

Everything is the presentation of picture elements, and my efforts have nothing to do with success, so why should I work hard?

Is it really my choice to work hard? Isn't it the effort to directly present the elements of the picture?

When there is no relevant distortion in my mind, I don't think that hard work can be successful, and I don't think that hard work can be successful, then the above problems do not exist at all.

Because there is no causal relationship between success and hard work, it is natural that I don't ask the question, "Why do I have to work hard when everything is a presentation of the elements of the picture?"

Like, the rooster doesn't ask, since the rising of the sun has nothing to do with crowing, then why do you have to try to keep crowing every day.

The metaphor is far-fetched, and some of the expressions are unclear. It doesn't matter, I just know it myself.

Why do I have to work hard? yes, why do I have to work hard?

Yuan Changwen was amused by his own question, because the distortion in his mind was still there, so he would work hard. No one thinks of pooping every day as an effort, and the word effort has nothing to do with words and deeds, but rather as a feedback of inner feelings.

The subtle misleading is that since success has nothing to do with hard work, why don't I take a break and have fun, because it is possible to succeed if I don't work hard anyway. Yes, it's all possible.

However, I am not in a state of possibility, but I believe that hard work will lead to success. Or, believe that you can succeed without working hard. If you're not careful, you'll fall into one side of a binary opposition instead of jumping out of it.

When I hear that there is no causal relationship, my first reaction is how it is possible. Because I believe that hard work leads to success. The second reaction was that it felt ridiculous, because I subconsciously thought that it meant that I could succeed without trying.

Actually, I don't know. There is no relationship between effort and success, so effort can lead to success or failure. Without effort, it can also lead to success and unsuccess.

To say it is to say nothing.

The most realistic question is, do I still have to work hard?

No matter how you answer this question, it's all nonsense and artificially distorted. I don't know, that's the answer. And, the real question is, do I still have to hold on to my hard work?

When there is no distortion in the mind, the question of "do you still have to work hard" does not arise at all.

This is completely contrary to my current worldview, which has nothing to do with material things, but is completely based on inner surrender. There is no way to determine whether an action is against the current or the current, only after the inner surrender and the feeling of ease arises, the action is the flow.

The success of things does not prove anything at all, and the words and deeds based on fear are the result of distorted minds. Whether or not the goal is achieved, there is no way to prove the causal relationship between the words and actions and the goal.

On the contrary, without the distortion in the head, those thoughts would not exist. I don't know if I can succeed if I work hard, I don't know if I can succeed if I don't work hard, and there is nothing to do with what I say or do.

How does fear come in? Naturally, that sense of accomplishment or show-off doesn't exist. What's there to be happy about, does all this have anything to do with me?

No longer act according to the standards of the outside world, nor do you need to refer to the distortions in your mind, all words and deeds depend on the mood. The pain of the catastrophe that occurs is only inevitable. It has nothing to do with me, and naturally there will be no regrets or anything like that, it's just happening like this at the moment.

Yuan Changwen felt relieved, as if something had been shattered. But then, the feeling of devouring continued. ()

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