Chapter 835: The First Step 235
So, what exactly am I going to do?
The distortion in my mind is not worth believing at all, and the role of Yuan Changwen is fake, so what should I do at this moment?
The question itself shouldn't even exist, because the assumption is that I have to do something, so I can ask myself what I should do.
I think boredom is a bad thing, so I try to get rid of it. I think it's a good thing to be fulfilled, so I feel at ease even if I don't even know what I'm up to. Even, sometimes I think it's right to be busy.
That's right!
The distortions in my mind are too complicated, and it's a psychologist's business to try to sort them out. And no one can figure it out, except in the case of an omniscient and omnipotent being.
I don't know how else to get to the truth, I'm not done at the moment, that's all I can say. As for why, as for what conclusion, it's all just speculation.
Can the character of Yuan Changwen still summarize a set of rules, and then repeat the experiment to make many people cultivate to the truth?
All summaries are based on the assumption that time passes linearly, so what else is there to discuss? I don't know what the "before me" has to do with the "current me", is it really the same person who has gone through time?
I do not know.
There must be a real being, and I can't see anything real, "there is a being" is the only reality. What is the answer? You can't touch the truth, you can't touch the truth.
The role of Yuan Changwen will not change anything because of this, nor will it become a higher-level existence because of this. No, none at all, only the death of the character. And to live without any faith in the world is the so-called eating and waiting for death.
The only difference, perhaps, is that it is full of lightness and a little pleasure to eat and wait for death.
Out of place, but very comfortably out of place.
How can I be sure that there really is a world out there?
Yuan Changwen found that his senses for others seemed to have dropped from three dimensions to two dimensions, and everyone was just aware of the picture elements. Behind these people and things, there are no real people and things, just like the void, they are just perceived pictures.
But the feeling quickly faded away, as if it had been a hallucination.
It doesn't matter, anything can happen to the character of Yuan Changwen. It's okay to hallucinate, break up, explode, and so on. Because, what qualifications do I have to say that these things can't happen?
At this moment, I am just a false thought, and this thinking thinks that the body that appears in the picture at any time is the carrier of thought. So, this thinking strives to treat the character as real, and strives to make the character stand at the top of the world.
Only in this way will this thinking not doubt itself and will not doubt the truth of this thinking itself. How do I know that this thinking is real? How do I know that I am thinking?
I don't know, but always pretend to know.
What a damn thing!
What the hell are these words doing? Not killed, just meaninglessly discussing what has already been discussed.
I don't know what's going on with me, but I don't know. This state is this state, and there is nothing wrong with it.
Ha!
This is the so-called gap between the goal and the reality, setting a goal, and then working hard to achieve that goal. This seems to be a very normal thing to do, and an act that the entire empire is encouraged to do. Of course, the goal has to be positive.
In this way, no matter what the goal is, it will be beneficial to the development of the empire.
But why stick to a goal, why set a goal, and where does that goal come from?
It's as if there must be a goal in life.
As for me, I set "cultivating to the truth" as my goal, but I have not completed it at the moment. Moreover, I have come to understand that there is no truth in this world, and that truth and falsehood are incompatible. It is simply impossible to find truth in this false world.
Like, carving a boat for a sword.
How could I be in a place where there is no truth, looking for the truth?
The goal is to kill because of hatred of falsehood. However, it seems that he has not hated falsehood for a long time, and the anger of being deceived seems to have vanished.
Occasionally, the act of still believing in the twisted mind can make you feel sad.
It's like my goal was to exercise, but I kept worrying about why I didn't grow muscle.
It's not a very good analogy, but who cares? I know what's going on, what I'm bothered about. As for others, feel free.
Look at yourself, it's a pile of fear, what else is there to say, why is I still alive, or in other words, why hasn't there been a change of TV channels? What are you doing all the time watching me here?
There is no truth in this world, so what can I do?
My words are like reflexes, my thoughts are as rigid as programs, and most importantly, none of these things are mine. Why do you say that there is a Yuan Changwen, and why do you say that the role of Yuan Changwen has a thinking?
I don't know why some of my bodies keep appearing in the picture, or why my invisible mind keeps running.
It's my business.
Do you have to find a plausible explanation? Do you have to find something that explains everything?
"That awareness is everything", what? Does this fully explain the whole world? Everything cannot escape the sentence "At this moment, I am aware of the ......".
I don't know, and it's my.
The character of Yuan Changwen is not real, so everything about the character is no longer important. Why should the character of Yuan Changwen be understood? Why should the character of Yuan Changwen be at the pinnacle of the empire? Why should the distortion in the mind be believed to make trade-offs?
I don't know, here's the answer.
Moreover, I am not qualified to know.
I don't know, and I can't know.
How can something false touch the truth, and how can that truth be in the falsehood?
The Buddha Jesus is likewise a false being, perhaps what happens inside is different, but its role itself is false.
When it comes to "that awareness," I'm totally trusting my teachers and the various classics. That's what they say, so it must be that's what it is.
Damn, I'm still pretending to think like that. How do I know that this is true? How do I know that "that awareness" is the only truth?
As similar as it may seem, for example, no one can grasp "that awareness", for example, "that awareness" has never appeared in this world, and for example, no sentence can escape the category of "that awareness".
However, does this show that "that awareness" is the only truth? The use of the word "that awareness" seems to have characterized the truth as just "awareness." So, is this kind of characterization a limitation? It can only be "that awareness" and not a piece of shit?
So, "there is a being" may be a more appropriate expression.