015. Heartbeat

Zhan Dong said, "Now it's up to me to ask you." ”

I said frankly, "Okay, you ask." ”

Zhan Dong asked with a suspicious expression, "Who is that man?" ”

I said, "There are no men." ”

Zhan Dong said with a disappointed face: "Charlelai, you said that you were honest, but I was honest, what about you?"

I got up from the bed, walked up to Zhan Dong, pointed to my lips and said, "If I tell you that I was forcibly kissed that day, would you believe it?"

Zhan Dong finally had anger on his face, no man would not be angry in the face of his wife's fancy things, and after enduring it for so long, he was naturally no exception, he raised his voice and said, "Then you tell me!Who is this person?!"

I said, "Lin Rongshen." ”

I was afraid that he didn't hear clearly, so I repeated it word by word again: "It's Lin Rongshen." ”

I saw with my own eyes that Zhan Dong's face changed from iron blue to pale, and from pale to dull, and that process was more than the change of face of the quintessence, this is the first time I have seen that people's faces can have so many colors.

He was speechless for a long time.

I continued to explain: "You have always known that the conflict between my mother and the Lin family is very deep, and Lin Rongshen's father's death is inseparable from my mother, so he came back this time to take revenge on me, and the forced kiss that day was also ......"

Zhan Dong suddenly laughed, his smile was endless mockery, and he said: "Charlai, you treat me as a three-year-old child? You need to kiss you forcibly to retaliate? What can you revenge if you kiss you forcibly?"

I just wanted to correct his insulting speculation, Zhan Dong looked at me and said: "Actually, I have long found out about the unusual relationship between you, when we first met, what was Lin Rongshen's attitude towards me, and your perfunctory treatment of me, don't think I'm blind, I don't say it doesn't mean I don't know!"

The more Zhan Dong spoke, the more angry he became, and said: "I've been waiting for you to forget him in the past few years, and I thought that in five years, no matter how much you like someone, you should forget it, right? But what about you? Not only have you not forgotten, but there is still a secret joy in your heart about his return, right? You are still so flustered in the face of him, and you are still so lost in the face of him, Charlelai, how long are you going to use me?"

I said, "What about you? Have you ever loved me?"

This sentence directly stopped Zhan Dong, and his anger seemed to have been poured with cold water, and half of it was extinguished in an instant.

I said, "Zhan Dong, do you think I don't know why you got married in the first place? You said that I used you, why didn't you? When we got married, you were still a poor boy who was poor and white, if it weren't for our family's financial support for you for so many years, would you Zhan Dong have such a status now?" Zhan Dong, I don't deny your talent, but talent also needs a starting point to pile up, there is no springboard for you to use when you have talent, everything you get now, it will be postponed to ten or fifteen years, I use you to forget Lin Rongshen, you use me to get your success, your fame and fortune, who is more despicable between us?

Speaking of this, I also sneered, I said: "It's been five years, the person who should fall in love should always fall in love, but we haven't fallen in love with each other, this marriage is really a fair deal." ”

I threw down this sentence, walked to the bed, picked up the quilt and pillow, and went to the guest room, leaving Zhan Dong standing there silently.

has been a husband and wife for so long, both of us know what each other thinks in their hearts, but no one says anything, they are all pretending to lie, I didn't expect that in such a situation, five years have passed, it is really painless.

It was destined to be a long, sleepless night, and I thought that the marriage would end in this conversation, but at six o'clock the next morning, Zhan Dong knocked on my door, and he seemed to have not slept all night, and he asked me what I was going to do.

I also wanted to test my intentions about how to deal with this marriage, and to be honest, I didn't know what to do, so I didn't answer clearly, so I asked him, "What about you?"

Zhan Dong saw that my face was very pale, his voice was much softer, and he said: "Of course I mean that I don't want to divorce, you know, a marriage is not easy, I don't have much energy to fall in love again, and then get married." ”

I said, "After we get divorced, you can be with your ex-girlfriend, after all, the child is hers." ”

Zhan Dong directly denied it: "This is impossible, even if we divorce, I can't be with her." ”

I was a little surprised, I didn't expect Zhan Dong to answer me so categorically.

Zhan Dong didn't seem to want to talk about his ex-girlfriend, so he changed the subject and said: "Lailai, I believe that everything last night, we both confessed cleanly, in fact, I don't hate this marriage, if you are willing to accept the child, I will naturally no longer care about what happened to you and Lin Rongshen before, we ...... Is it okay to start over?"

I did not answer him immediately, but was silent for a long time.

Zhan Dong waited quietly for a long time, and he said with a smile: "Actually, you don't have to give me an answer now, it's not too late to tell me when you think clearly." ”

He glanced up at the clock on the wall behind me and said, "I'm going to the company, so I'll go first." ”

I nodded, and after Zhan Dong left, my mother called and said that my aunt had brought a local chicken from the countryside and asked me to come and taste it.

I thought I hadn't been to see her in any time, so I agreed, and after breakfast, I changed my clothes and went to my mother's, who was sitting on the couch humming a little song and trimming her eyebrows.

When he saw that I came back, he didn't raise his head, so he said something and asked me to go to her room to find her eyebrow pencil.

I rolled my eyes and said, "You're old, what are you still thinking about here?" Having said that, I changed my shoes and went upstairs to get her an eyebrow pencil, and on the way I passed a closed door I stopped and looked at it for a long time before reaching out and pushing it open.

I walked inside, and found that it was still the same as before, that it had been largely untouched since the owner had left, and that the medical books on the desk in front of the windowsill still had been turned over by him, even though they were covered with dust.

There are also two porcelain cups on the table, one pure white without any pattern, and the other pink cup with small patterns engraved on the body, and the two porcelain cups are placed side by side.

Seeing this familiar scene, I suddenly remembered the scene when Lin Rongshen gave me make-up lessons a long time ago, when I was in high school, my math scores were very poor, and Lin Rongshen often called me to his room for compulsory tutoring when I got home from class in order to improve my grades.

But every time I was in a daze, when he gave me a point, I sat beside him and touched here and there for a while, without stopping for a moment.

Lin Rongshen was very helpless and asked me several times if I had ADHD.

I lay on the table, aggrieved and justifiably said, "I'm in the advanced stages of ADHD." ”

Lin Rongshen put down the book and looked at me and asked, "How should I treat it?" ”

I said shamelessly: "Kiss, Brother Rong Shen won't be fine if he doesn't kiss." ”

Lin Rongshen smiled, that smile was as beautiful as it could be, and suddenly took the lazy handful lying on the table in his arms, and before I could react, he kissed it.

His kisses were soft and comfortable at all times and places, guiding me little by little and teaching me how to respond.

Usually I look like a hooligan, but when I was kissed by him, I realized how honest I was, and I didn't even dare to come out of the atmosphere, but dared to nest in his arms and be bewitched by his warm touch.

It wasn't until I was about to suffocate myself that Lin Rongshen gasped and let go of my lips, put them on the corner of my lips and said, "It's time to study honestly, right?"

Where do I dare to make trouble, lying on his shoulder and whispering contentedly, my heart is beating fast as if I am about to faint.