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The wife is anxiously turning around at home, like ants on a hot pot.

I don't know what happened to the long article?

Is it really catching Kuaifu?

Why are you in the Capture Mansion, is there something committed?

My wife recalled all the abnormalities in last night's long article, and her heart chuckled.

You can't really abandon all morality and kill people, right?!

My wife was very anxious and didn't know what to do.

It is the best way to go to the Kuaifu in person.

But will you be deceived?

Or, should I find someone to accompany me?

Call your best friend together, but if it's a scam, the two girls are not the same as delivering food!

If you find a boy, will you be jealous for a long time?

Moreover, if Changwen really killed people and was locked up in the Kuaifu Mansion, and he called someone over, wouldn't everyone know that Changwen had committed a crime!

No, no, in this case, how can I raise my head in front of everyone in the future.

It's annoying!

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Interrogation room.

The three of them sat there, the assistant quickly recorded, the doctor asked, and Yuan Changwen was a little excited to try.

Doctor: "Even if you are skeptical about your dreams, what about the future? Not to mention the lofty ideals of life, the most basic future? If you go to prison, the future can only live in that little bars."

I don't have a job, and I can't sing and drink with my friends. Even, your friends will talk about you at every party, as a joke or as a warning. Even if you end up getting out, how are you going to find a job? If everyone knows that you have a criminal record, will others be comfortable hiring you?"

Yuan Changwen really wanted to be heroic, but Lao Tzu didn't care!

However, if you can't do it, even if you can deceive others, you can't do anything about your own heart. It's not that I didn't know the deeper meaning of my various behaviors and thoughts.

It's just that I don't want to look at it, I don't want to discuss it with others, and I choose to ignore it.

At this time, what the doctor said was not intimidation, but to a large extent, these were the facts.

Yuan Changwen didn't care what would happen, he only cared about his inner state at the moment.

Obviously, there was a wave of anxiety, accompanied by a slight fear.

If you had fled from this state a long time ago, you would have either changed the subject with angry scolding, or convinced yourself that none of this had happened.

Yuan Changwen felt the emotions carefully and nailed himself firmly to "I exist".

The future will always be the greatest source of human fear. Because the future is uncertain, and for the "self" that is full of control, this is a good focus.

Every fear of the future reinforces the definition of self-weaving in some way. In this way, a virtuous circle of "self" is generated, and the more you fear, the stronger the "self".

Think about your future self, maybe you are still renting a house at the age of forty, you can't give a down payment, and you often move with your children.

Even if you live there, it's someone else's home, and you have to prevent your children from scribbling, and it's impossible to play with your children at home.

That's not your own home!

If you get dirty, you're going to lose money!

What to do?

Work hard and keep fighting. But I'm forty years old, what else can I do but do it step by step?

After so many years of hard work, it has not been fruitful, why will this year's efforts have a huge return?

Helplessness at work, helplessness in money, the "ego" does not allow this sense of loss. Because once you are full of a sense of loss for a long time, it is easy to pick on the child, and Lao Tzu will quit!

What success, what life, get out!

This is also a lot of people, after experiencing a major blow, completely change the direction of life.

Yuan Changwen knew that he was afraid and anxious, even if he knew that all this was just a play of "self", he would still fall into the pull of emotions.

Am I really doing something wrong?

If I hadn't thought about what was real, I wouldn't have killed anyone, and I wouldn't have sat in the Catcher Mansion.

Perhaps, I should have been sleeping in bed now, the bedding at home and the temperature of my wife are so charming.

I'm here, I'll be sentenced later, and my life will be ruined from now on!

I don't have a job, my wife and children don't wait for me, and even if I can come out, I'm just alone.

My mother may take me in, or she may dislike me.

No!

Yuan Changwen began to tremble slightly, and subconsciously began to refute his thoughts, wanting to grasp some bright words and let himself escape from the fear of this darkness.

No...... Flee!

Yuan Changwen forcibly controlled his thinking and didn't let it think about those cheering words as usual.

What are you afraid of?

Once you start to analyze it carefully, you will find that there is nothing to be afraid of at all. Because this fear itself is a product of imagination and does not stand up to serious analysis.

But what the "self" needs is that analysis, and then strengthen and expand the buildings on the desert.

Yuan Changwen is firmly nailed to "I exist", allowing fear to erode, but he does not follow the fluctuations of fear, nor does he resist fear.

Submit to!

Yuan Changwen did not guard a place, letting fear wash over and stand still.

Not really.

There is no reef to stand, and the waves cannot make a splash.

Yuan Changwen was like being above the waves, watching the tide of fear advance, not resisting and disobedient.

That's right!

That's not me at all, it's just the product of the interaction of self-woven definitions with reality. Whether I am submissive or resistant, I admit its existence in disguise.

The solution to a problem is never the right answer.

Instead, if you analyze the problem in detail, you will find that the question itself is a joke.

How to solve the fear? There is no solution, and any solution is to strengthen the "self" and pave the way for the next fear.

Deny the problem, or ask, why address the fear?

Because I identify with the existence of fear, because I still want to control my life, because the "self" needs to survive.

Similarly, why care about the future?

Because I want a good future.

Who wants a good future?

Lao Tzu is that stupid background, and there is nothing but awareness.

So, who's making the decisions?

The definition of self-weaving!

I shouldn't be thinking about what the future holds, or how to control it. All this is a lie of the devil.

Hum!

It makes me think that I am slashing fear, and the driving force of "slashing fear" itself is the fear of "fear".

Therefore, by killing fear, I recognize the existence of fear.

The devil carefully weaves, layer upon layer, good look!

What else can you do but surrender?

What can you do but be firmly nailed to "I exist"?

Yuan Changwen felt funny, even if he knew this, but imagining that he would have no job or income in the future, there was still a little fear and anxiety rolling in his heart.

Even just now, I was silently thinking, whether to pretend to be a mental patient, I don't have to be sentenced and I don't have to go to prison.

Spending a year or two in a psychiatric hospital and then pretending to be mentally healed is a good way to praise the hospital's excellent and effective treatment.

If you don't escape prison, you won't have a problem with your future job.

I don't say, who knows he's ever done this.

Also, just now I said killing people in fear, hehe, the demon still wants to pull me back!

The power of fear is so powerful, I didn't kill anyone, because everyone is just that awareness, how can I kill it?

I put an end to the flesh, but I didn't kill, and there was no one to kill.

Can't do it!

Doctor: "For the future......"

Yuan Changwen smiled: "Get out! What kind of future, Yuan Changwen is not even doing well at this moment, what is the future to talk about?"

Doctor: "You have to think about your future, right?"

Yuan Changwen: "It's not me who thinks, but Yuan Changwen thinks." However, Yuan Changwen can also not think. Actually, if you think about it, it's super ridiculous. The future is built on the present moment.

And we completely ignore the present moment, when countless moments are piled up to form the future, how can we get a satisfactory future? Because we are not satisfied with each moment, can we be satisfied with the countless futures that are piled up at this moment?

It will produce inexplicable mutations? Suddenly go from dissatisfaction to satisfaction? So, any future, it's all nonsense! It's just a means of survival for the 'self'. ”

The doctor nodded in agreement. [.]