The biennial "White Camellia Theatre Festival" is a major event in the television industry, which will focus on the excellent TV drama works of the next two years, and is quite famous and influential in the industry. No matter how big or small the work is, no matter how big or small the role is, it is a great honor for TV actors to be recognized by the White Camellia Awards Ceremony, just like the flower language of the White Camellia: You are worthy of admiration.

The fact that "White Camellia", which is highly competitive every year, can be shortlisted is already a recognition of acting skills and popularity, and this time Qiao Lianxin can be shortlisted for two nominations, which makes Jolene and Lulu very happy, but she herself is still very calm.

In order to attend the award ceremony of "White Camellia", Qiao Lin contacted Ami Gang to do the styling early, and the dress was also specially customized, Lulu was excited, and she began to fidget a few days before the award ceremony, and even Aunt Fang was infected and started to be a staff officer together.

From the opening of the festival, a special report was set up to continuously track the activities of the entire festival, and of course, the award ceremony before the closing ceremony attracted the most attention.

On the day of the awards ceremony, the media gathered, and stars from all walks of life appeared on the stage to murder many films, walked the red carpet, signed autographs, gave interviews, and reminisced about old friends, and a grand awards ceremony was about to kick off.

At the award ceremony, he met Chen Xi of Starlight International, Zhang Liyou, Cen Yan, Yuan Zheng of Yuantang Media, plus Lin Su of Chenhui Media, and the six leading actors of "Bihuyuan" gathered together.

Chen Xi debuted at a young age with a cheerful personality, knows the living environment of this circle very well, is very familiar with everyone, likes to take the initiative to contact friends, and is a warm girl. In contrast, although Zhang Liyou is a hearty girl in private, she has mostly shown her gentle role since her debut, and her movements are suitable.

The two were chatting, a reporter came to take pictures, posing as a close best friend, at this time, Zhu Xin just came over after the interview, Chen Xi saw it and immediately stretched out his hand to greet her, she walked over, Zhang Liyou stretched out his hand to pull her to the middle, Chen Xi held her arm, the three girls smiled like flowers in front of the camera, the picture was extremely beautiful, and the reporters opened the shutter and kept shooting.

After the reporter left, the three of them walked and chatted together. Usually everyone is very busy, and it is rare to get together. Chen Xi has always been able to speak, a clever mouth can simply turn out flowers, very active atmosphere, Zhang Liyou is also very relaxed when he is with friends, the two of them sing and talk about those interesting things in the circle and laugh all the time. She doesn't have many friends in the circle, and she often contacts even less, "Bihu Yuan" is a drama that impresses her very much, not only because of the touching storyline of "Three Worlds Fireworks", but also because of the feelings of several people outside the play.

After entering the venue, I saw Cen Yan and Yuan Zheng chatting with Lin Su from a distance, and the three girls naturally wanted to go over to say hello, and the reporter who saw them asked to take pictures. It wasn't until the award ceremony started immediately that the staff led the artists to the designated seats, and everyone went to their respective seats.

The seats of the award ceremony are divided separately, with an artist area, a media area, a guest area, and an audience area, and a small number of designated areas for staff to facilitate work.

Reporters from the two media areas chatted in the smoking area, "Qiao Yan has a great chance of winning the award this time, why is she still absent, she is the first sister of Starlight International." ”

"People are filming Director Zhang Da's "Sword Soul", this time it is just very likely, but next time with "Sword Soul", it should be 100% awarded. ”

"That's right, Director Zhang Da's play is really speechless, the competition was so fierce that it was only when the film was started that Qiao Yan had the ability. By the way, did you see the gathering of six people in Bi 2 just now? It's rare, I guess I won't see it in the future!"

Cheng Shuo, who was just passing by, stopped outside the door, but the people inside didn't notice it, and continued to say: "It's rare, look at this propaganda introduction, especially the one that is very good: 'Well-behaved personality and clean face, low-key personality and powerful acting skills, Yan Zhuan Xin became popular with unexpected speed and influence, and the indisputable chic made such a girl who is not dominant in age live in people's hearts. 'That's a good job. ”

Speaking of this, she is really an alternative in the circle, I heard that after she became an instant hit after playing Xiao Xia, how many companies rushed to sign her, according to the grapevine, in the end, it was Zhao Jin's recommendation, she signed Xinyuan, but her request to the agency turned out to be that all scripts should have the right to choose whether to star in the end, which is a requirement that only big-name actors are qualified to make, she was popular at that time, so it is not excessive, but the most outrageous thing is that she actually asked herself to have the right not to participate in publicity activities and announcements, which makes it clear that she is not famous。 ”

"It's really fake, how can there be such an artist, does she have a backstage?"

"If you want to say that Zhao Jin backs her, but everyone in the circle knows that Director Zhao Da's temper, it is really unlikely, and at that time he had just established his own studio, and he didn't sign it but recommended it to Xinyuan, if it was really backstage, it really didn't make sense. ”

"That's right, I don't know if I know if she still doesn't know Zhao Jin. She doesn't have any other backstage and relationships?"

"Just her beautiful style of everyone who doesn't go out except for work, how many peers spend a lot of time, and in the end, it's not a bamboo basket to draw water. ”

"Isn't being a celebrity famous? I don't believe there are such artists. ”

"That's what I'm saying, but an artist like her with zero scandals and a good image, if I am the boss of Xinyuan, I am also happy to be idle, it doesn't matter if she wants to be famous or not, just film obediently and make money for the company.

But then again, an artist like her, who has no ambitions and intentions, is easy to control, but also difficult to control. ”

"This is a bad thing, except for work, I stay at home, I really can't catch any news to write, that is, in the crew, no matter when I go, I see her sitting alone in the corner reading the script, and occasionally talking to the staff is polite and distant, and I finally interviewed her once and even laughed lightly. After a long time, everyone is used to it, and they don't want to waste time on her, and they can get a lot of money if they have the effort to shoot a gossip, who is still wasting time here. ”

"No, and her agent Qiao Lin, she has been doing publicity for so many years, to say that she understands the means and rules better than anyone else, but she doesn't use anything, at first I thought she couldn't get used to seeing the deliberate thing, but what happened, she was more protective than Xinyuan, and the relationship between these two people was really incomprehensible. ”

The voices of the two of them have always been very low, and the surroundings are relatively noisy, in fact, no one will notice what the people around them are saying and doing, so the two of them will talk so unscrupulously, but they didn't expect to be fulfilled Cheng Shuo.

Cheng Shuo, as a guest performer at this awards ceremony, was not with other artists who came to attend, and the focus of the media was almost on the other side, he moved around relatively freely, and hearing those words was also an unexpected gain.

The awards ceremony is about to start, and when a staff member sees Cheng Shuo, he asks him to go to the designated position, he looks at the star-studded artist area, and doesn't know where she is, this kind of feeling is something he has never experienced.

I don't like to be polite with people, I didn't talk to other people much after I was separated from everyone, and when I saw someone I knew to say hello, I walked all the way to my seat, and casually flipped through the process list that almost no one reads, so she saw Cheng Shuo's name.

She looked at those two words and was distracted, Cheng Shuo, when I walked out of my own world for you, you chose to leave, no matter how much I kept and tried, in the end I still couldn't change.

The family environment in which she grew up made her more sensitive than ordinary children, so she noticed the changes after Cheng Shuo's debut very early, and the changes did not come from him personally, but from the surrounding environment, many things that he couldn't control.

After the fan incident, she thought a lot, the external environment has changed, but he is still as good to himself as ever, he wants to chase his dreams, those changes are powerless for him to stop, since this is the case, then she will work hard to get close to his world.

So longing for a peaceful life, she decided to be willing to accept the test behind those flashiness for him. But when she was trying to accept and change, the car accident not only shattered her original world, but also took away Cheng Shuo's love.

The lights dimmed, the opening scene on the big screen interrupted her memories, she put away the list in her hand, crossed her hands and put it away, the host on the stage had already walked out, and the opening remarks composed of a series of gorgeous rhetoric seemed a little unreal under the light.

The award presenters, award-winning actors, and performers coming and going on stage, coupled with the gorgeous lighting and stage effects, made everything look so perfect, and everyone seemed to be really happy with a smile on their faces.

Among the ten most influential works of the year, Yan Zhuanxin won the honor of being shortlisted and awarded two works as a newcomer, and Xiao Xia and Yi Lan's deep-rooted performances, whether it is several Davids' multiple rotations or ratings breaking historical records, make her award well-deserved.

With the background music, a moon-white dress slowly walked onto the stage, Cheng Shuo has seen her many performances and competitions, except for the black prescribed dress, she has always preferred plain dresses, three years have passed, this habit has not changed.

"Thank you to all the staff of the crew of "Trajectory" and director Zhao Jin, it was you who took me into the world of Xiaoxia, thank you to all the staff of Yuantang Media and "Bihuyuan - Three World Fireworks", without your dedication, there would be no legend of Yilan, thank you to all the people who have helped and supported me, it is you who have brought me confidence and courage, and finally, Sister Qiao and Lulu, thank you two for always being by my side, I love you!"

He took the crystal trophy from the hand of the award presenter Jiang Li, hugged and then turned around and smiled and bowed, as if it was still the scene when he won the competition that year, but the humble or happy Zhu Zhuan Xin picked up the trophy now, although he smiled generously and decently, but he did not have the happiness of the year.

Cheng Shuo still remembers that once when he hurried to the competition venue, Zhu Zhuan Xin had already finished playing, and she was receiving the award when she saw Cheng Shuo's figure from a distance, smiling so brightly. Afterwards, he apologized, because the plane was late, so he couldn't catch up with her game, but she didn't care at all, "It's okay, I'm already very happy that you can come, by the way, is the crew okay?"

Cheng Shuo smiled, "Of course it's all arranged, so I still have a few hours to accompany you, the plane will go back at eleven o'clock, and the play will be early tomorrow morning." ”

He stopped: "Cheng Shuo, you don't want to come to such a thing in the future, it's too hard, and it's not an important thing in the first place." ”

Cheng Shuo took her hand, "Yes, yes, there are a lot of trophies like this, so it's not uncommon, but I want to listen to Zhuan play the piano, can I?"

"I can play it to you whenever you want, but really, don't run back and forth for me like this, it's too hard. ”

Cheng Shuo looked at her serious appearance and reached out to hug her into his arms, "Zhuan, with your distress, I won't feel tired no matter how far away." ”

The host asked her to stay and walked over, "Teacher Jiang Li and Zhu Xin have played mother and daughter in the play, a "Guardian" not only made Teacher Jiang Li win the crown of the actress, but also won the Best Newcomer Award, although it was a little late, but I still have to say congratulations!"

Jiang Li hugged the sluan and the two smiled and said thank you.

"Teacher Jiang Li has played many well-known and classic roles, "Guardian" is your first time working with Lianxin, what do you think of this daughter?"

"When my son is older, I'll tell him, 'See?' I'll find my mother a daughter-in-law like that later. As soon as Jiang Li's words came out, there were laughter on and off the stage, "I rarely give any evaluation to young juniors, this industry is not easy to do, they must have their own advantages and strengths if they can go all the way through five levels and six generals, I don't want to say anything about Zhuanzhuan's acting skills, everyone can see it, I was very surprised when I filmed "Guardian", for so many years, I even believed it to be true to have a little girl acting. I must say something, I am very touched by this child's professionalism, this is very important, from a child can give positive energy to the people around her, she is indeed worthy of the fans' love. ”

Cheng Shuo in the audience looked at the well-behaved appearance of Wei Zhuan Xin standing beside Jiang Li, but remembered that she could indifferently talk about her childhood like Wenwen, and after knowing that past, Cheng Shuo felt very sorry for her. His parents have been working abroad since he was very young, he lived with his grandparents, and later went out to study and even saw his grandparents once in a long time, but that made him miss and cherish them even more.

He never knew what it was like to have a home but not want to go back. When he saw Wenwen in "Guardian", it was as if he saw her past, but compared to Wenwen, her forbearance made him feel more distressed.

How deep the pain must be, how much despair it has experienced, before it can look down on everything like being born again.

After receiving the award, she and Jiang Li went backstage together, and they never had a chance to meet after filming, and the two talked for a while before parting, Jiang Li went back to the stage to sit, and she turned around and went to the bathroom.

An old artist like Jiang Li has really high requirements for acting, and it is normal for her to question Zhuan when the filming of "Guardian" first started.

When I first received the script of "Guardian", I only read a brief introduction and put it aside, such a realistic theme happened to be a topic of family disharmony that she didn't want to touch from the bottom of her heart, but she couldn't sleep after being awakened by a nightmare at night, and she turned it out and read it overnight, and her eyes were red several times, but she never held back her tears. Over the years, except for the need for filming, she has hardly shed any more tears, and the car accident and Ran Rong's departure have shed all her tears.

Compared with the amiable Zhang Li, the picky Jiang Li initially did not agree with the producer's choice of Zhuan Xin to play his daughter Wenwen, and after filming a few scenes, Jiang Li slowly recognized this daughter.

Sitting in front of the monitor to watch the replay, the thinly dressed Wenwen sat on the cold floor in the corner of the room with her knees crossed, a long shot, without a single line, and then the subtle change in expression in the close-up really made people not see that they were acting, and even the strict director applauded.

She looked at the girl in the picture, it was clearly her former self, this exactly the same picture reflected her appearance like a mirror, but at that time she was hiding alone in the dark and no one saw it.

Also after that scene, Jiang Li walked up to her and patted her on the shoulder, and said two words, "Great!" Without waiting for her to react, she turned to leave, and the assistant director stretched out her thumb at her, and said, "Benefits!" She smiled slightly, and the bitterness in her heart was only known to herself.

In the main scene later, Wenwen cried hoarsely like crazy, grabbed the things at hand and smashed them, shouting: "Liars! You are all liars! I hate you!"

After a long shot, the director had already shouted the card, her tears were still falling, her whole body was shaking, and she couldn't stop coughing.

Jiang Li reached out and hugged her before Qiao Lin and Lulu, "Good boy, it's okay, it's all fake, it's all over, it's okay, it's okay, you're not Wenwen-"

In an interview a long time later, not only the director, but even Jiang Li said that that scene shocked and remembered everyone, and she will always remember that when she hugged those shoulders, it was a distress from the bottom of her heart, as if this child was really the helpless little girl who was discarded. She even joked that after acting for so many years, she was deceived by the play played by a little girl who became a monk halfway, but she didn't know that even she couldn't tell whether it was Wenwen or herself who had been suppressed in her heart at that moment.

She had never seen the replay of that scene, and she was afraid to see the despair she had been. She is different from Wenwen, with the same emotion, Wenwen can cry almost crazy, and she will only hide in the corner and cry silently.

The similarities in those lives are interpreted by her in different ways. Family affection, love, the trauma she has suffered in her life, she will always hide and lick her wounds, but Xiao Xia Wenwen and her sisters can vent unscrupulously.

He opened the door and tidied up in the mirror on the sink before returning to his seat in the artist area. Just finished awarding the Best Screenplay Award, and when it came to the part of the guest performance, I don't know if Ah Jing won the award, she was thinking about it, when she heard the host read out the word 'Cheng Shuo', she raised her head suddenly, and her heart suddenly tightened.

The familiar and unfamiliar figure on the stage was performing, screams came from a distance behind her, she sat there stiff, her fingers involuntarily wrapped around the ornaments on her wrists, only she knew, under this cold jewelry and this skin, there were hidden how indelible scars, she once thought that she had experienced the most painful ordeal, because of him, life began a new chapter, but she didn't know, she would despair again.