Let's face it.

This sentence is easy to say, but it is not ordinarily difficult to do.

It's not just that reality strikes and then you don't get knocked down and still work hard. To face reality, there is no distorted view, no self-definition.

It happened, it happened. There is no ", how can this be", and there is no "it's okay, everything will be fine." ”

It's, oh.

This is to face reality and not resist reality.

Can you do it yourself?

No, the voice in my head is still noisy, buzzing like a swarm of bees.

Where do you get so many goals, where do you get these opinions and opinions, where do you get these words that want to show off that you see through the world?

It's all noise.

I try to generalize, I try to summarize, and I also want to control the future. Then I used some words that I don't know where I heard them, which seemed to make sense, but in fact they were all groundless beliefs, and I kept spinning in my head with these words.

Inspirit?

It's just a cross-dressing show of fear, one's own fear of future failure, and a series of words to deny the immediate failure. The character must have a reason to exist, and no matter what the reason is, life must be meaningful.

A lot of self-definition is piled up wantonly, about family, about love, about career, etc., so that I can discard that and catch this at the same time.

Anyway, you just can't see the "selflessness".

Alas, I'm incompetent, sad, what's the use of knowing this?!

Understand the reasons for cliff jumping, understand the final result of cliff jumping, understand the principle of cliff jumping, and understand the situation encountered after cliff jumping. However, I just didn't jump off the cliff.

After talking so much and knowing so much, I just didn't start killing characters.

Just like in the Matrix, how many people are willing to wake up from their mother's body and live in Zion, where they are afraid that they will die at any moment? How many people are willing to give up the peace of their mother's body and live in Zion, where food is scarce and tastes terrible?

How many times have I said that I want to jump off a cliff!

As a result, just wandering on the edge of a cliff, surveying, measuring, and then closing your eyes and pretending that you are jumping off a cliff, pretending that you are falling.

Then, share your stuff and a group is about to emerge. Everyone listened to me, and they were all intoxicated with the fantasy of jumping off the cliff.

A group of people stood on the edge of the cliff, closed their eyes, and talked to each other about their fantasy of jumping off the cliff, and then affirmed to each other that they were able to keep the fantasy alive.

If at this time, someone stands up and says, "We didn't jump off the cliff at all, we were just deceiving ourselves." ”

Hehe, being expelled is merciful, and being killed on the spot is normal.

What could be more pitiful than that?

I'm such a pathetic person, indulging in the fantasy of slashing, but not slashing anything at all.

Cowardly, sad, lost his hatred of falsehood, he simply could not find any reason to kill.

It's really noisy in my head, though!

"What must I do for this", "Without this, I am finished", "I will not allow this to be lost." ”

Where do so many affirmations come from?

How long exactly will we be able to grasp these false self-definitions?

It's so noisy, it seems like it will never be quiet.

Let me see what the hell is arguing about!

"Friends, what will those colleagues of the empire think of me? I can't fail, I must succeed in a victorious breakthrough, I must return triumphantly! Most of them laugh at me behind my back. ”

I'll go!

These people are still in my head and still influencing me!

It doesn't matter how they react in reality, whether it's friends or friends, it's in my head. I'm constantly comparing myself to the characters in my head, what the hell is this!

I don't care if you're a friend or a friend, or just a regular colleague, please get out of my head. This is not the place where you should be, nor is it the place you deserve.

Why did you come to my mind? Did you pay the rent? Or did I, Yuan Changwen, pray for you to live? Did you send me money? Or did you save my life?

Why should I consider your thoughts!

That's right, maybe you'll laugh at me, maybe you'll be sarcastic about my decision to release, or even use my actions as a negative lesson.

I'm not going to say anything like waiting for me to win and slap me in the face, because it's self-deception, it's a revenge victory, and it's the same trick of the character.

It is now that I have lost everything, the honor of the empire, the warmth of the family, the power of the first person. I don't have any of them, but is that why you can be arrogant in my head?

There is nothing now, but the best time to get rid of you. If I have the honor I once had, where would I be able to see the people who influence me in my mind!

You are not qualified to influence me, I cannot hear your words, I cannot see your deeds. We don't know how many light years apart we are.

Everything is my imagination, it is the self-definition of the character, it is all in my head.

Since it's my brain, it's up to me to have the final say. You scumbags, who are qualified to stay here and constantly affect me, is just like annoying background noise.

Why do I want you to look up to me? Why do I want you to worship me? Why do I want you to praise me?

The falsehood of the character has been exaggerated to such an extent that he does not miss any opportunity to be affirmed.

And I can't hate these falsehoods, it's funny!

But, the voice in the head, must be quiet. It's so noisy, like an old-fashioned turbine fan, spinning in my head.

Why do you influence me? What is the reason you have in my head?

Every time I think of your contempt, I feel a subtle fear.

Why don't you die?

I want to continue the honor of the past, and you are the testimony of my honor, so I put you in my head.

Did I put it, or did the characters arbitrarily scrape it in?

It's because I'm too weak to care about your thoughts, and to let you be presumptuous in my head for so long.

It's noisy!

Where did so much imagination come from, where did so much beauty come from, where did so much fear come from!

Those friends or friends, still in my head.

I'm expecting a comeback that will be the envy of everyone.

I don't agree with the loss at this moment, I'm afraid to talk to you about these things, I'm afraid that you will laugh at my choice in the first place. Of course, when you are face-to-face, you will do a good job, caring, cheering, and cheering.

But you are in my head, and that's how it affects me.

What the hell are you!

Why is it presumptuous in my head!

It's too noisy, you guys are too noisy!

I can't wait to knock you to death one by one with a hammer. Whether it's a colleague or a friend, these influences shouldn't be on my mind!

You don't deserve it!

Kill you, only killing you can make my mind quieter.