Thinking about life through the distortion of your mind, to drive the ship of life is tantamount to destroying the entire ship. Because obviously, the cognition in the mind is always limited, why do we have to identify these limitations as true? Why do we have to think that what we have in our head is right and can control life?

How did this ridiculous idea come about? I don't understand how anyone can believe the shit in their head and keep showing it off.

Can you imagine what it feels like?

It's like I don't understand at all those scholars in ancient times, who spent a lot of money for the Oiran, and then didn't touch their hands, just for the Pomeranian to smile. Then, others will praise scholars, Qinggao and other bullshit.

It's just this feeling, I don't understand what other people are doing at all? And I don't understand, why is it all like this, and the distortion in my mind is still arrogant! Haven't I Yuan Changwen finished this shit yet?

Hand yourself over and let the ship of life sail freely, who knows where it will go? Who knows what scene it will encounter? being chased and killed? being deceived and ruined? bored with flowers and plants? encountering avalanches and fires?

In what kind of mentality do you think of these things as excitement, as fun, as absolute gratitude?

I don't know if there are people deep down who occasionally yearn for some bad things to happen and expect themselves to show a certain quality in these bad things. Then I immediately denied it, and the twist in my mind would not agree with these bad things.

Anyway, I'm in this situation, as if I just need to nod my head, as long as I relax my resistance to bad things, I can experience these very exciting things right away. is like the protagonist of the movie, such a magnificent legendary life with ups and downs.

But in fact, I often deny these impulses, bound by fear and afraid to move in the slightest. And then there complaining, life is boring, empty, and whatever. On the other hand, this boredom and emptiness is my essence, which is why this well-planned dream appeared.

I'm not done yet.

Further.

I don't feel any other emotions at all, and it seems that I can't follow my fear to find the target that needs to be killed. But it's obvious that there is absolutely something he hasn't let go, and there is something that makes the character of Yuan Changwen so solid.

The characters are still tempting me with some kind of coolness, and they are still using fantasy scenes to prove that they really exist. Although I don't agree with the authenticity of the characters, it's just a logical disagreement, not an emotional disagreement.

Therefore, I kept fantasizing scenes to affirm the real existence of the characters, but I was powerless in this regard, and only followed all kinds of virtual data in my head to unfold a fantasy scene without logic.

In fantasy scenes, the characters are present and also show a certain quality, which makes me feel very happy. No matter what you fantasize, you are acknowledging the existence of the character. Because it's a variety of expressions of the characters, I feel happy.

I don't know what will happen after the kill, and I don't know what will happen when I touch the real thing, but I'm constantly plumping up the character at the moment, what is this?

On the other hand, no matter what the character does, it is fake, even if it is a killing, it is just a fake character committing suicide. The character can never touch the truth, but the truth definitely exists, so who is touching the real in the end?

I can only be aware of the character information forever, how can I be aware of that awareness?

Instead of moving forward, I was inexplicably distracted.

Yuan Changwen is very unwilling and distressed, unwilling because he did not move forward, and the distress is that he still retains his humanity, and he doesn't know whether it is a blessing or a curse.

Everything is about staying away from slashing. No matter what it is, as long as it's not a kill, it's staying away from a kill, it's affirming the real existence of the character. Why can't I just go on? Do I really just give up?

I'm a piece of shit, garbage, and a coward.

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Kim Lian Zhu Empire.

"There is no hope anymore, don't resist, let's run for our lives. ”

For a moment, it seemed that the scene was much colder.

"The time for our Yuan family to be established is too short, it is not enough at all, even with the title of Changwen, it is just to make others unconvinced. Now, many families have joined forces, and we have no chance of winning. Even if Changwen comes back at this moment, the head of state will not let Changwen come back. So, each save his life. ”

When he said this, the strength of the whole person was gone. Sitting there with blank eyes and a haggard mind. Without Yuan Changwen, there would be no backbone, let alone force. If you don't have anything, how can you fight against other families?

It has never been clear what the relationship between each Führer and the first man of the empire is.

It can only be said that Yuan Changwen's impulsive departure harmed the entire family. The Nuoda family is not only the direct life, but also the descendants of many families, as well as those loyal and righteous people who have sworn to serve the Yuan family. The whole family was shattered, and the foundations that were already not strong collapsed.

During this time, there were those who complained about Yuan Changwen, those who practiced hard, those who worked hard to maintain the situation, those who abandoned the Yuan family to save their lives, those who fought to the death for the Yuan family, those who were forced to be traitors, those who washed their faces with tears every day, and those who were terrified but at a loss......

It's all over.

Even if Yuan Changwen appeared at this moment, all he could do was to prevent the entire family from collapsing. But in fact, the Yuan family has been greatly damaged, and the only thing that can be retained may only be the word "Yuan family".

No one expected this, no one would have thought that a rising family would collapse so suddenly, and no one would have thought that Yuan Changwen would really say that he would leave, leaving the Nuoda family and all kinds of people to abandon it.

Historically, this has never been the case. Which empire's first person did not work hard to run his own family, in order to let the family continue to pass on after his death. Of course, some of the first people of the empire were just loners, and this is often the time when the relationship between the head of state and the first person of the empire is the best.

Even if some of the first people in the empire were not enthusiastic about the family business and wanted to avoid being entangled in family mundane affairs for cultivation reasons, they did not leave the empire territory directly and then disappear into the vast universe like Yuan Changwen.

Irresponsible.

Almost all families commented on Yuan Changwen like this, of course, the people didn't know anything, just that some companies belonging to the Yuan family were suddenly acquired and merged. Even, the public did not know that these enterprises belonged to the Yuan family, and they were just regarded as a normal phenomenon of economic mobility.

The major families are all mobilizing to divide everything in the Yuan family like wolves sharing food. There was a large family that did not participate, and a proposal was made to keep the Yuan Mansion. Originally, this family did not participate in the division of the Yuan family, and the other families were both happy and dissatisfied.

It's just that, given the strength of that family, it's hard for everyone to say anything. After this request was made, the major families reacted differently, and finally agreed to keep the Yuan Mansion.

As for the people in the Yuan Mansion, it depends on personal creation.