There is no way in, and there is no way back.

I'm like a ghost hitting a wall, and I'm constantly spinning there.

How could I possibly slash easily?

You are indeed powerful, and after fear does not work, you mislead me with ease. Look, I'm relaxed, so I don't need to kill at all. It's so easy, why don't you go to enjoy it and kill instead?

Unreal is unreal, and when I move forward with ease, what's the difference between following fear?

Like, getting rid of fear can end the slash?

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My existence is false, what is there to say, what is there to stay?

None of this is true, why am I still here?

Yuan Changwen is like a newborn baby, cowardly and powerless, completely exposed to the cold air, but without the power to resist.

What else?

Do you just lie down and wait to die?

Yuan Changwen was stunned, why not?

Is it a sin not to work hard, and is it necessary to work hard in life?

If the character is not real, it doesn't matter what the character wants. What's wrong with waiting to die? It's just that in the distortion of the mind, some things are wrong and some things are right.

I'm still trying to be in control, as if my thinking must be organized, my logic must be clear. I really don't understand, when did I start doing this, and did I teach my disciples the habits they developed?

What else can be killed?

Mom is still in my head, even though it is already a Huairou policy, saying something like "Oops, it's Mom after all, it's okay to go back and see, and it's okay for big brother to call" and so on.

It seems that the distortion in my brain is in a weak position, and it seems that I have chosen filial piety, rather than filial piety dragging me along. But in fact, it's a ploy at all, and I'm still being dragged along.

Can you kill my mother?

The question didn't need to be answered at all, and the moment it was asked, I was already creepy. Although I didn't say it, I knew in my heart that "how can this be" is the answer.

He said yes, but he refused in his heart. It's very simple, if Shunliu really wants me to kill my mother, I definitely won't do it. There is no entanglement, just a feeling that the downstream needs to be so, will you continue to go downstream?

Obviously, I wouldn't do that.

It's like knowing that the toilet is clean and new, but you just don't want to drink the beer inside.

Morality is, and the law is, but I still won't kill my mother myself. Even if you think about it, you feel how you can do this.

Why can't you kill my mother?

None of the explanations can lead to a reasonable answer. Because any explanation is based on the distortion of the mind, it is the product of emotion.

As for the consequences, isn't it also a distortion in the mind, the same prejudice, and the same wishful thinking?

Do the flames really burn my hands? I don't know, the answer is not "yes" or "no", it's just that I don't know. Not doing something because of some consequence is in itself passing off falsehood as truth.

The so-called consequences are simply distorted in the mind and made up by themselves. Since it is not omniscient, then it is prejudice. If it's prejudice, it's just a possibility.

On the other hand, the word "possible" does not exist at all, it is entirely my own imagination. Everything is a presentation of the elements of the picture, and since it is presented, then there is no other possibility at all.

As for the future, it seems to be full of possibilities, but in fact there is no possibility at all. There is no future, that's just your own imagination.

I stand here and always am.

Where is the future?

How do I think that the "before now" really exists? Since the "before now" does not exist, then the "future moment" also does not exist.

False, all false. I should just throw it away, what else is there to discuss?

The continuity of time makes it impossible for me to doubt the authenticity of time, let alone kill it. Although it can be said that it is only this moment, but the "previous moment" is too real, who would deny their previous existence?

It's ridiculous to think about, there is no future, then I'm going to go and have a glass of water. And then, because you don't have a future, don't you drink it? Or, when you drink water, you don't think you're what you just wanted to come over?

Mom and Future, these two things don't seem to be able to be killed at all. There is always a residue, always lost to strong emotions.

Unreal is unreal, there is no mother, even if you kill your mother, no one will be hurt. In addition, those distortions of "can't kill my mother" are just the shaping of the times.

It seems that I have a hard time resisting kindness and instinctively want to be a kind person. It's not true, and as good as it is sought after, unreal is unreal.

When my grandmother grasped kindness and believed that people must be kind, she was already far from the truth. Moreover, it seems that he can identify with evil, but he does not want to be evil.

Wrong.

It's not a choice whether I like dumplings or rice, and I'm dragged along by the twist in my head. did not choose whether to kill my mother or not, but completely stood in the position of "not killing".

Yuan Changwen had a very strong feeling that he could kill and complete, and he would become a legendary existence. The feeling is so obvious and intense, as if you have already done it.

But right now, I'm not done yet. The idea that "the role is fake" seems to cause some interference to the killing.

That's true, but it also overwhelms me, and I let it go when I know that there is something that has not been killed. Since the character is fake, then first kill the other fakes, and finally face the unhindered obstacle of "the character is fake".

Yuan Changwen doesn't know what to do, and this kind of thinking itself is a kind of nonsense.

You can pack it up and throw it away, so why bother with those details?

Mom is not real, and any words about Mom are not true. The future is not real, and neither is any discourse about the future. So, what else is there to believe?

Don't come back to my mind, this condition is something I don't allow, it has to go away.

That kind of pitiful, that kind of worry, these tricks don't need to be shown in my head. It's just using emotions to take all this as real, to deceive me and mislead me.

My mother can die, she can be killed, and even I can kill her with my own hands. What's not to do? The inner tension is just, just to flesh out the character attributes.

The accumulation of attributes has created the role of Yuan Changwen. The self-defined frameworks give Yuan Changwen's role a scope. It is useless to add, shrink, or change this framework.

No framework, no role, is a kill.

Mom can die, I can die, the world can be destroyed, characters can beg, families can be stolen, careers can be bleak, and lives can be destroyed......

It is in vain to grasp anything with emotion.

The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, and memory thinking is also just the presentation of picture elements.