Chapter 439: Cultivating to Truth 69
After a while, he quickly confirmed that Yuan Changwen did not behave out of line, and after just wanting to roar twice, he let go of him.
The woman was not a master who gave up easily, and when she saw that the threat at the beginning was not successful, and the temptation of money could not be achieved, she began to play the emotional card again.
"Mr. Yuan, even if you don't think about yourself, what about the children in your family? Could it be that the children have grown up in a single-parent family? Without you, what will happen to your wife? And your parents, what will happen?"
Yuan Changwen listened to the woman's words, his eyes were blank, but his heart was full of struggle.
Yes, think about my wife, for so many years, following myself, in addition to the sweetness when I was in love, I can rarely see her smile now.
The bold words he promised when he was in love were all turned to ashes. I didn't lie to her, and at that time, I was really full of pride in my heart, and I didn't have any fear of the future at all.
For the sake of my wife, I can do anything, dare to do anything! Nothing can stop our happiness!
If you have less money, you can earn more. When the pressure comes, I'll just carry it.
But for some reason, the two walked and walked, and the sweetness of love gradually dissipated, leaving behind the scars of the quarrel and a little peace between the quarrels.
No matter what, my wife is still by my side and still accompanies me.
Look at what you've done now?
Murdering, being imprisoned in a mental hospital, thinking about how to find the truth, wanting to cut off all the sense of belonging and kill all the "self".
Did you consider her feelings?
Think about when you were in love, a time of eye contact can make your wife embarrassed to bow her head and cover her mouth and smile.
I can say some sweet words, and my wife will joke about flamboyance.
We go to the sights, we take the subway, we chat, and we are full of affection between the lines.
Sometimes, it makes my wife angry, but we will always reconcile, as if God does not want us to be separated.
We used to be so beautiful. If there is anything else in this world that can make me curl the corners of my mouth, it is your smile.
My wife's smile is very beautiful, and the day I met, I was fascinated by this smile, and instantly felt that the world was black and white, only that smile was like a bright jasmine.
I still remember when I was cheeky to talk to me, I was like a child, and I was at a loss and nervous. for fear that she would say the wrong thing and cause her unpleasantness.
Our love heated up quickly, as if God destined us to be together, and you have the look I like. We started chatting all night, and we were reluctant to put down the phone, and I didn't know why we had so much to talk about at that time.
My wife's voice is very good, maybe it's because I'm in love with her, so I feel that everything is good. The smile is beautiful, and the voice is very good, like a fairy descending to earth.
Those models, those Miss World, have hot bodies and good faces, so what?!
My wife is not pretty, but she is beautiful!
Yuan Changwen recalled all the things that the two had done, and couldn't help but feel sad, should he go back and hold her in his arms again.
Even if you don't have a job now, just look for a new job and try again. Besides, don't you have a job right now? Presumably, the salary is definitely not bad.
[Say no more!My goal will never change!]
(Don't get so excited, think about the good life ahead.) Blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, but this incident has resulted in a better job, and with the current understanding, we are already competent. When the time comes, a happy and happy life lies ahead. )
【Impossible!】
(Nothing impossible, just promise the woman and give her some instructions.) Think about it now, you can go straight to the house, hug your wife, what could be more worthy of having than this?)
【Don't!】
(Think about your wife's smile, don't you want to have it all the time?) Now that we accept jobs and earn more than before, many conflicts between husband and wife will be resolved.) Think back to the sweetness when you were in love, don't you want to continue to have it?)
[Say no more.] 】
(My wife loves me, doesn't she? she's waiting for me, she just needs me to go back, she just needs my words and she can appear in my arms again.) That smile, that voice, is it just discarded?)
[It's so uncomfortable!]
(My wife is in my heart, like a flower, blooming alone in the vast grassland.) I was fortunate to meet, I was fortunate to stand with the flower, and I was fortunate to be able to pick the flower. Let's go back, let's start again. )
[No!]
(There's nothing wrong with that, as long as we nod our heads.) Don't struggle, don't fight anymore, I obviously love my wife in my heart, why did I come to this point?)
【Slash!】
(What to kill? Don't you even want a wife? Or do you want to kill this kind of beloved memories? It's not easy to meet a lover, the vast world is crowded, and being able to hold each other's hands is a great fate!)
[Not real, none of this is real!]
(It's true, we have given so much, there have been sweetness and sorrow, happiness and sadness.) Crying and laughing together, fighting and arguing together. All of this is very real!)
[Does my wife really exist? My feelings at the moment are just images in my memory. How can I be sure that these memories are real? When did she occupy my mind, why should I consider her in my choices?]
Why do I always have to consider her feelings? I always have to consider the morality of the whole society, and I always have to make the right choice in the eyes of others?]
Hmph! It's not her who influences me at all, it's my "ego" that influences me! The self-woven definition makes me unable to move, as if nothing without thinking about my family is heinous. 】
[I love her, I used to love her. But now, I can't let her run rampant in my heart, or else...... Otherwise, I would really go back, go back to that unreal state, go to work and make money and be emotionally pulled. 】
[Fortunately, she is not around, otherwise my goal will definitely be offset, no longer to kill unreal, no longer to pierce the demon's cage.] Those beautiful things are really beautiful, her smile, her lips, her voice, they are all so hard to let go. 】
Further!
This word resurfaced in Yuan Changwen's mind, but instead of pride, it was shrouded in a thick sadness.
These are not real, but they are all beautiful, and no one will want to tear them apart.
Yuan Changwen wanted to cry, but only shed a tear, and the content of this tear even exceeded all the oceans on the earth.
Let's go, let everyone who should come come.
(Go back?)
[Nope.] 】
(Where do you go then?)
【Slash!】
Yuan Changwen closed his eyes and began to recycle his wife's influence in his heart, and began to cut off this sense of belonging.
You are beautiful, and it is my pleasure to be with you. I still remember your smile when you proposed, the surprise when you received the ring, and the tears at the wedding. Just let it all go away, you're not a big person. From now on, there will no longer be a place for you in my mind.
Farewell, wife.