Chapter 859: The First Step 259

Don't think about the future, don't be dragged down by the past, just do what you want to do in the moment.

It sounds great, but fear is like a monster lurking in the shadows, following me all the time. In addition, this kind of doing whatever you want will break through the moral tradition of legal responsibility.

Once the time is removed, I don't know what to do at all.

Without the support of the past, is the character of Yuan Changwen still himself? What happens when the character of Yuan Changwen does not believe in the memories in his head at all? What happens when the rules of action of the character of Yuan Changwen are not based on the summary of the past at all?

No longer associated, this body and this thinking will not match, which will completely lead to the collapse of the entire character. I don't know what's going on, how should I live if I don't believe in the past?

Without believing in the past and the future, fear is very difficult to emerge. Because, most of the fears are imaginary fears, that something will happen in the future that you don't want to happen. Very few fears are about the fear of the moment, such as seeing a corpse or a ghost wandering.

But in fact, even the fear of the moment is a strong emotion because it is related to the future. For example, when you see a ghost, you subconsciously think that the ghost is going to kill you next, so you are afraid. If you know that the ghost will send you money in the next moment, who will TM run?!

It's not so much about removing time as it is about stopping believing that time is linear. Of course, this statement is not important at all, because the expression of words is inherently limited. And why bother looking for a relatively infinite way of expression in this finiteness?

One sentence was provoked to fear, and he was really bad enough. I've always resisted fear, as if I thought it was a bad thing. But if I think of fear as a good thing, is fear still fear?

Can fear that does not bring fear be called fear?

Now I can't figure out why I am afraid and why I am worried, but when fear strikes, it is really like a wave in the sea, and I can't stand firm at all.

I'm just resisting fear, that's why I'm still afraid here. If I don't resist fear, then why always find a way to get rid of it?

This kind of resistance is the belief that something cannot happen. You can't break up your family, you can't be separated from your wife, you can't be without a job, you can't beg on the streets, you can't have your home stolen, you can't lose your beloved people and things.

And obviously, there will be a sense of tension inside. I'm talking a lot about getting rid of fear here, and I've been wondering why there is still fear, and this act is a fear in itself.

I don't think I should have fear, I don't think I'm going to be manipulated by fear, I don't think fear should be there. It's this distortion in my mind that keeps me thinking about how to get rid of my fears.

What can't happen? Why can't fear arise? Who prescribes it?

Why is fear a bad thing, and why do I fear when things happen?

The key point is not whether there is fear or not, but why you think that fear cannot happen. It's as if, because fear exists, it proves that you haven't finished it, that you still cling to something, that you don't finish killing.

However, even if I didn't have fear, I knew I wasn't done yet.

On the other hand, I still believe in the linear passage of time, so I think I have killed so many chapters, how can I still be afraid?

This kind of thinking is completely the same essence as the doubts of "why can't I buy a villa after so many years of hard work". The doubt itself is based on assumptions, the assumption that the former can bring about the latter.

And when the former can't bring the latter, it is natural to have doubts. But how do I know that I can bring "fearlessness" by killing so many chapters? How do I know that after so many years of hard work, I can buy a villa?

This is all wishful thinking, in essence, it is a distortion, it is just a pleading.

After removing time, then the so-called causal relationship, the so-called pre-back and backward relationship, these things cannot exist. So, what is happening at this moment is because what can only happen at this moment, there is no logic and no reason to say.

If you want to be reasonable, then first prove the linear passage of time. I have no reason to explore anything on the basis of an untested hypothesis.

So, I'm scared at the moment, then it's because I can only be scared at the moment. That's it, there's no why, there's no good or bad.

Fear is only one of the elements of the picture that is perceived at this moment, there is nothing peculiar, and it is not an important existence. There is no reason to claim that red is more important than blue in a painting. Even if there are very few red elements, the so-called rare things are expensive, but they are only perceived picture elements.

Why resist fear?

This question is the key point, and it is also something that I have been vague about. It is always said that getting rid of fear is a fear in itself, but one's own behavior is really resisting fear, which is also an act driven by fear.

Always saying that you want to jump into fear and let fear in, but in fact, at this moment I have only a little enlightenment.

When fear comes, my normal reaction is to tell myself "don't be afraid", "there is nothing to fear", "these fears are nothing more than stories made up by myself", "nothing has happened, what are you afraid of" and so on.

But in fact, all of the above words are themselves based on fear, and are themselves acts driven by fear.

Why do you think of fear as a bad person? Why don't you dare to let things unfold? Why do you always want things to work the way you want? And the so-called own thoughts are just a piece of fear.

There is no reason to suggest that those "bad things" are bad, not because of any blessing or misfortune, but because the judgment itself is nonsense. Because everyone thinks that the black element in the picture is bad, so it is directly determined that the appearance of the black element is bad?

All of them are only perceived visual elements, and these elements have only one goal, which is to enrich this carefully planned dream. Sometimes, I will be excited to welcome the arrival of bad things, and maybe the state I have at that time is the state in which life begins.

You can't try to be "fearless", because the act of wanting to be "fearless" is a kind of fear in itself.

That's how unreasonable, it's just such nonsense.