Yuan Changwen was very uncomfortable, as if the whole person was exploding, but it didn't start to explode, just the uncomfortable feeling before the explosion.

It's not that after the explosion, the shackles are broken, and a new human comes out of it.

It's not like this, but it feels like an eraser, and in the end there is no eraser. In other words, not a single new human came out of it after the explosion, but nothing continued to exist at all.

Is this the last ride of my life?

Or is this the beginning of the first step?

I don't know, I don't know at all.

Like, the so-called "when you are most sick, you are the starting point for the better", this kind of discourse can only be understood after the end. When I'm in the middle of it, how do I know that the disease is at its worst?

Is it that compared to before, the most serious at the moment, can it be easily judged that the disease will not continue to be serious?

So, it makes no sense for me to look for a map to match my location. The idea itself is based on fear, because what I want is to find myself in the final stages of my slash, not just the first step.

Even, I simply can't accept that my slaughter hasn't started yet.

These are the deepest fears in my heart, otherwise, why would I look for a map to match my slash progress? No, having a map doesn't affect slashing.

Like, no one is going to look for a map to match if they're done pooping or not.

Yuan Changwen wanted to struggle, but he couldn't exert his strength, and fell alone in the lake. The heartbeat slowly accelerated, and the sound was quite obvious, as if the soles of my feet could feel the beating of my heart.

Is the blooming of flowers so uncomfortable?

The premise of this metaphor is that I already know that the slaughter is coming to an end, that I am almost finished. But how do I know that? Just by the words of the teacher, or by the records of the classic books?

It's useless, these things are useless. I had no idea what the future would hold or what would happen in the future. Even if you're in the last step of the killing, and then you can never complete it, can't you?

Of course, right, who knows what will happen in the future, and who can be sure how this play will be played?

No one stipulates what logic Yuan Changwen's play must conform to, or what laws it meets, reality itself does not exist at all. All opinions and summaries, from "I think", are distortions in the mind.

Even all kinds of objective things in so-called reality are the result of "what I think".

"There's an apple here", the full expression of the sentence is, "I think there's an apple here", then obviously, I can't know if there really is an apple here. All of this is the result of "I think", "I perceive", "I am aware".

And the character of Yuan Changwen is also fake, and it is also just a perceived picture element. So, who stipulates that the role of Yuan Changwen will definitely be successful? Who dares to ensure that the role of Yuan Changwen can definitely be completed in the end?

It is entirely possible that the character of Yuan Changwen has done a lifetime of useless work, discarding the title of the first person in the empire, and then never returning to the empire from then on. And spiritual cultivation can't make a breakthrough. The so-called slashing was also not completed.

A living negative teaching material, this situation is also possible.

I don't know what will happen to the character of Yuan Changwen, because these things are not under my control, and there is no such thing as free will. Whether or not the linear passage of time is recognized, free will cannot exist.

So, what was I expecting?

Why can't we let that discomfort swallow up us? We must always interpret, screen, and explore any situation at this moment. How do you develop this bad habit? This moment is the moment, the status quo is the status quo, how can there be so much to think about?

If I were God, I would laugh out loud when I saw human thoughts. Not to mention whether thinking can come up with a reasonable and effective explanation, just the source of motivation for thinking has already been controlled by the bewitching woman who fears it.

Turning an amusement park into a world where you don't even know what the hell it is. There was fear everywhere, and no one felt that it was wrong, and no one felt that it was wrong, as if this was the so-called reality. Talking and closing your mouth is a threat such as "what will you do in the future", "what will you do in the future", "don't you think about the future".

It is also beautifully said, "I am for your good".

It's not for the good of others at all, it's just to satisfy your own character attributes, to show that the character cares or is erudite, or just to show that you think more about yourself You are all simple-minded people.

"You think things too simply", I don't know how this kind of words are said and how they are recognized by everyone.

Because there is nothing out there at all, and then countless of us have to understand it and explore it. Everything is in it, it's all virtual data in the mind, and there is no real thing behind it.

How can I prove that society is just an objective thing, that I don't move, and then I, as a human being, have to come into contact with this society?

No, there is no society at all.

I think there is a society, I am aware of a society, I am aware of a society, and these all show that the so-called society is just a virtual data in the mind, just a picture element that I perceive at the moment.

Yuan Changwen suddenly had a trance, not knowing what was going on, as if the world he felt collapsed for a moment. The originally solid and solid world turned out to be like a signal disconnection, and it was in a trance for a moment.

There is no society on the outside, it is all on the inside.

Then, the judgment of society and the various interpretations of society will seem very absurd. If I assume that everyone else is real, then how do I know that the society in the eyes of others is the same thing as the society in my eyes?

The so-called society is just virtual data in my mind, and even if I share a virtual data with others, there is no reason to interpret society. I only perceive a part of society, and I claim that the whole society is real based on this?

Nothing is out there.

Yuan Changwen wanted to grasp that trance, wanted to prolong the time of that trance, but unfortunately, no matter how much he repeated "nothing is outside", he couldn't catch that trance. I could only watch as the trance-like feeling gradually dissipated and became weaker and weaker.

Just like the ease and discomfort before, dissipate and reappear, dissipate and reappear.