Monitoring room.

The young catcher quickly crossed his hands on his chest and said, "I really don't see that this question of who I am has so much power that it can turn people from normal to crazy. ”

The doctor smiled: "It's not that you didn't see it, but you did, and you didn't want to believe it, and you didn't want to admit it." ”

"Yes?"

Doctor: "Then why are you crossing your hands on your chest? This is a typical defensive gesture, indicating that you think in your heart that my words are attacking you. ”

Everyone looked at the young man, who suddenly didn't know how to put his hands.

Keep keeping the cross on your chest?

Doesn't that mean you're on the defensive?

The young catcher said stiffly: "'Who am I' is not a question at all, okay? Even if according to Yuan Changwen, everything is not himself, so what? Even if the final conclusion is that life has no meaning, so what?

You see, I'm saying the same thing now, and it's no different. There is no lightning in the heart, or a thunderbolt on a sunny day and an epiphany on its own. I didn't feel any difference from my usual life!"

Doctor: "That's the point of contention in several cases. Many scholars do not believe that a normal person can become mentally ill just by relying on a single question.

Their argument is the same as yours, 'I said the same thing, why am I not crazy?'" But personally, I think it's one thing to say it, and it's another thing to really think and believe.

It's like you're saying that life has no meaning right now, but in fact, your life is full of meaning. For example, work hard, save money to buy a house, work hard to get promoted, get married and have children, and so on. ”

The young catcher exaggerated: "Working hard is also the meaning of life?!"

Doctor: "If not, then why do you want to work hard?"

Young catcher: "Of course you have to work hard, such an obvious answer." ”

Doctor: "You remove the obvious and obvious, and give the reason." ”

Young catcher: "If you don't work, how can you make money, if you don't make money, won't you starve to death in society!"

Doctor: "You see, making money has become the meaning of your life now. If you really don't think life has meaning, then these should be discarded. ”

Young catcher: "How is that possible?!, what's the difference between that and a madman?"

The doctor shrugged his shoulders and smiled, "So, the results are not coming out." ”

…………

After listening to Yuan Changwen's words, the bald head was in a state of silence.

yes, it's certain that you'll die next week, and human behavior will definitely be very different.

They want to fulfill their unfulfilled wishes, to do things that they have always wanted to do but have been held back by various reasons.

You'll be dying next week, what do you want to do?

It's definitely a whole lot of things.

So why don't you do it yet?

These two questions have been circulating in his mind, and he has no heart to chat with Yuan Changwen.

And Yuan Changwen himself began to mumble to himself again: "What is true?"

Could it be that there is nothing real at all?

Everything is fake?

No, if "everything is false", then this statement is true.

Contradictory, so there must be a truth, there must be a reality.

Right!

I've confirmed a reality, which is the self-defined background.

These self-woven definitions exist, and there must be a context.

But, is this background real?

Although it assumes the attachment of self-definition, could it be that this background is also only present and not real?

Yuan Changwen tugged at his scalp hard, trying to find out the answer, but there seemed to be no answer at all.

Everything you know is not you, anything you are proud of, or all kinds of shortcomings, you are not yourself.

"Demon, see how long you can deceive!"

Yuan Changwen stared at the air and scolded the demon loudly.

"Don't underestimate Yuan Changwen! You can't fool Yuan Changwen!"

Hey?!

The devil deceived me and wanted me to mistakenly think that I was Yuan Changwen, and deliberately invented the word "I" to make me say it every day and every moment, just to make me identify with Yuan Changwen's identity.

I think Yuan Changwen is me.

But now that I have seen through it, these deceptive methods are ineffective.

And the fact that the demon wants to deceive me is a testament to my existence.

That's right!

Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered that before, he also confirmed the truth of "I exist".

No matter how the devil deceives, "I exist" for the devil's deception to be valuable.

Or is it because "I exist" that the devil's deception can be discovered.

So, "I exist" is real!

"Yay!"

Yuan Changwen became happy and ran in circles in the cubicle.

"I've found it! I've found the truth!"

Yuan Changwen is like a victorious long-distance runner, waving his hands and cheering at the audience after the finish line.

When the bald head heard this, he was also interested, and asked with a smile: "What is real?"

Yuan Changwen: "It is 'I exist', and this 'I exist' should be the same thing as the background of self-weaving definition. ”

The bald head means that he didn't understand at all.

Yuan Changwen: "You think, no matter how the devil deceives, there must be a "me" before it can deceive. And what I told you before, those definitions of self-weaving, they are just additives attached to the background.

And that context must also exist in order to accept the addition of self-definition. Just like the existence of this steel bar, itself means the existence of space. ”

The bald head racked his brain, finally keeping up with the rhythm, and tried to ask, "I think, therefore I am?"

Yuan Changwen thought for a while, shook his head and said, "No, this sentence is not right. Or rather, this sentence is not what we usually understand it. 'I think, therefore I am', that 'I think' does not mean that I think.

Because we have already proved that thinking belongs to Yuan Changwen, and it belongs to the scope of 'inconclusive truth'. And 'I exist' is undeniably true.

Yes, that's it! That 'I think' actually means that I am aware of my own thinking, yes, that's it! I am the background, I am the awareness, and the background is the awareness!"

Yuan Changwen laughed, laughed super happily, and tears flowed down.

I'm just that background, is it just that awareness?

Aware that he is walking, that awareness.

Aware of what you are talking about, that awareness.

Aware of what you're thinking, that awareness.

Ladies and gentlemen, who read this sentence, are aware.

Everything else is unreal, only this awareness is real.

That background as a self-definition is also this awareness.

The so-called "I exist" also refers to this awareness.

Bald head: "Hey, buddy, are you okay? cry and laugh for a while, it's scary!"

Yuan Changwen: "It's okay? On the contrary, Yuan Changwen's matter has been greatly revealed! Except for that awareness, the rest must be cleared, and all stubborn buildings need to be killed." A desert is a desert, and no other buildings are needed to decorate it to hide the desolation. ”

The bald head obviously didn't understand any buildings, slashing, deserts, etc., but for the sake of continuing the topic, he still asked:

"So what are you going to do next? Kill someone, you probably have to spend the rest of your life in prison. ”

Yuan Changwen: "Fear! Fear again! Yuan Changwen is afraid, do you see it? He is afraid that his wife will run away with someone, he is afraid that he will be despised by others, and he will never be able to raise his head and be a man again. Haha!"

Bald head: "Isn't Yuan Changwen you?"

Yuan Changwen: "No, Yuan Changwen is not me, I am the awareness, the awareness of everything. In fact, all words should say, 'I perceive that this steel bar is hard,' 'I perceive that a cup can hold water,' and so on. ”

Bald head: "But, Yuan Changwen went to prison, didn't you follow him in too?"

Yuan Changwen: "Anyway, that's Yuan Changwen, it's not me, what are you worried about! ”

The bald head touched the scalp and found that such an exchange was really Nima tired!

"But don't you make a choice? If you're just that kind of awareness, how do you choose?"

Yuan Changwen was stunned, yes, how to choose?

"If everything is Yuan Changwen, then how should I choose?"

Don't you have a choice?

Can only watch Yuan Changwen choose?