How to choose?

Yuan Changwen was stopped by this question, and he didn't know how to answer for a while.

The joy and happiness that I had just gained dissipated in an instant.

Choice is based on the development of things, after comparing the experience, experience, cognition and other information in the brain, make a judgment on the future, so as to make a choice.

"However, the experience, experience, cognition and other information in my brain are all built in this world, and they all belong to Yuan Changwen and not me. ”

"No matter how you choose, it's Yuan Changwen who is making the choice, not me. ”

"Thinking belongs to Yuan Changwen, so I can only watch?"

However, if you take the definition of "I can't choose" in your head and don't choose, it is also a choice in itself!

Yuan Changwen began to think again, wanting to find out the answer to this question.

"Thinking, even this thinking belongs to Yuan Changwen!"

"No matter what the brain is thinking about now, this thinking belongs to Yuan Changwen, not me. ”

"Even if the thinking is based on the definition of 'I am just that awareness', it is Yuan Changwen who is thinking, not me. ”

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen cursed in his heart.

But who's swearing? Who's bothering?

"It's Yuan Changwen, not me. ”

Yuan Changwen suddenly wanted to go crazy, but who wants to go crazy?

"It's Yuan Changwen, not me. ”

I am that awareness, that background.

How do you feel like you're a fool?

I can't control it, I can't choose, so what if I know that this is the only truth?

No, these are all Yuan Changwen thinking! This emotion is also the product of the interaction between self-weaving definition and reality. I am the one who is aware, the one who is aware that Yuan Changwen is crazy and uncomfortable, the one who is aware. ”

Yuan Changwen found that there was no answer to this question at all, or the answer was what he didn't want to see.

Any choice is based on fear, no matter what it is.

You choose this, in order to make the future better, you are afraid that the future will get worse.

Or the fear of losing something and making a choice.

Make a choice in fear of failing in a job.

Even many writers are afraid that they will lose their fans, and they are afraid that they will update too many words and waste them, resulting in hesitation and pain in the choice.

And those choices that are not based on fear become the shining point of life.

Maybe it's because the time to choose is too short to think about the pros and cons. Perhaps it was at that moment that the instinct of the body obscured the functioning of the mind.

If you go back and do it all over again, or think about it later, you won't necessarily make the same choice.

"It's a pity, no matter what, these choices belong to Yuan Changwen, not me. ”

Yuan Changwen felt a sadness in his heart, this was not a confrontation between free will and fatalism.

Rather, it's a question of whether there is a will!

It's like a body, I can't say I have a body, I can only say that I am aware of a body.

So, I am aware that there is a will, but this will is based on cognition and does not belong to me.

"Ahh

Yuan Changwen yelled, shaking the steel bar vigorously, or kicking the steel bar with his foot.

Vent and vent!

What to do?

How to choose?

"Yuan Changwen is the sum of self-woven definitions, but if I want to kill these definitions, in fact, I am not killing at all, but Yuan Changwen is committing suicide. ”

"Yuan Changwen slashed all the definitions that make up himself, one by one, and I was just aware of this. ”

That awareness is mine, but the bird doesn't!

I've ascended to heaven, I've been consummated, I've had an epiphany?

Bullshit!

I was more negative than ever, and my hatred for myself was growing stronger and higher.

Every time something happens in reality, it interacts with the self-woven definition, and every time such a tiger fights, it increases my hatred of myself.

Those definitions are not me, even if they are put into my mind after I agree, it is not me.

Most of the buildings in the desert were built without my consent. A small part is what I set up with my own hands, such as materialism.

However, after all, it can't escape the architecture of the desert, and after all, it can't escape some definitions that are just self-weaving.

Even the so-called slashing now is just me constructing a new definition, "slashing out all self-definition in my head." ”

"It's not me at all, it's a new definition constructed by Yuan Changwen, a completely different definition, a definition that exists to kill other definitions. ”

But it's still a definition, it's still a desert building. It's just that this building exists to destroy other buildings.

Yuan Changwen leaned on the steel bar, and a helpless emotion poured into his body.

"Nothing is me, everything is Yuan Changwen. ”

What else can I control? I TM can't control anything!

"I'm that background, that stupid awareness, in that lonely awareness. Watching Yuan Changwen make choices, watching Yuan Changwen use cognitive information to analyze the world. ”

Analyze your sister!

What can I do? I TM can't do anything!

"Even if it's Yuan Changwen, can he control everything?"

Can you control your body? Obviously your heart beats uncontrollably.

Can you control your mind? Obviously you can't turn off your mind.

Can you control the cup? It looks like you can control it at will, but can you make the cup shape?

Can only control a part of it be called control?

"Damn, I can't control it, Yuan Changwen just seems to be able to control it, that's still chicken feathers!"

"Yuan Changwen is still anxious and sad about these uncontrollable things, Zhen Nima is funny!"

Calculate this and calculate that, if you want to master this and that, once you lose control, the whole person will be uncomfortable, anxious and sorrowful.

Lao Tzu is no longer playing!

What life, what world, to hell with it!

Give me a demon and make me think the world is real, and then keep weaving all kinds of definitions.

Then, these definitions kept interacting with reality, and my emotions were like monsters, playing with me.

What rules, what struggles, go to!

"I'm here, you have the ability to kill me!Haha, I can't do it, I can only kill Yuan Changwen, isn't it!"

Yuan Changwen stood there and scolded.

"That demon, what else can you do besides misleading and deceiving?!

"Something will happen soon! And then it will collide with the definition in my head! Don't you like to watch Yuan Changwen's mood swings the most!"

"Hehe, any emotion will mean that I want to kill a definition! Come on! The more you come, the more fierce you come, the faster Lao Tzu will kill!"

Yuan Changwen found that this is a good way to kill the definition.

Who knows how many definitions have been woven over the past 20 years. Rather than searching for definitions one by one, it is better to wait for the definitions to emerge automatically.

In any case, every emotion is the product of the interaction between self-definition and reality. As long as you firmly stand in the only real place of "I exist", then all definitions will be seen and killed.

"Lao Tzu is that stupid background, you let the horse come!"

…………

Monitoring room.

"What is he babbling about?"

The doctor frowned and said, "I don't know very well, I can only get an answer after face-to-face communication." The good news, though, is that he's now emotionally stable. ”

"Emotionally stable? Is he yelling like that, or is he emotionally stable?"

Doctor: "Emotional stability is not emotional calm, stability in tyrannical emotions is also a kind of stability. This stability means that communication can be made, and if a patient has mood swings, it is called trouble. ”

Lao Yu nodded quickly: "That's true, no matter what state the prisoner is in, as long as he is in the same state for a long time, we can formulate countermeasures around this." And the doctor, you see, is it going to be a face-to-face diagnosis now?"

The doctor looked at his phone and said, "Wait a few more minutes, my assistant will be there in a minute." ”

"Good. ”