Yuan Changwen suddenly grabbed the steel bar and shook and roared, startling his bald head and startling everyone in the monitoring room.

"Doctor, what's wrong with him?"

Doctor: "I just can't find my goal, and my life has lost its meaning...... Hehe, I didn't expect to be able to see it with my own eyes, it's kind of interesting. ”

Young catcher: "This psychological quality is too bad, right, after being locked up for a while, you can't find the meaning of life?"

The doctor glanced at him, but didn't speak.

The young catcher was a little unconvinced, and said, "Doctor, am I wrong?"

It seems to be asking, and it seems to be asking for authority, but the emotion of "Lao Tzu is right" in his tone is very obvious.

The doctor smiled and said, "He didn't just come in like this, but before he came in, even before he killed someone, he had already begun to lose the meaning of life." I think that's why he killed people. ”

Lao Zhukuai: "Indeed, we investigated his past, a very ordinary little white-collar worker. Stopped the thief's stealing this morning, and was blocked in the alley by the thief after work. At this time, most people will be beaten honestly.

We also interrogated the thugs, and they didn't even think about killing people, they just threatened them. Yuan Changwen's state was obviously beyond his normal reaction, even if he suddenly fought back angrily, he would not chase and kill the person who was already planning to run away. ”

Doctor: "Sure enough, hehe, it's kind of interesting." I really didn't expect to have the opportunity to see this kind of case with my own eyes, and this trip was not in vain. ”

Lao Zhukuai: "What case? There have been the same cases before? So, should you be sentenced to mental illness and be spared from prison, or will you be sentenced to prison directly?"

Doctor: "I don't know. The case I am talking about is relatively rare in the history of mankind, but it is well documented. Because it is so rare, not even a single case for decades, most scholars do not believe that such cases exist.

Another reason for denying such cases is that the cause of such cases is so absurd that no one dares to confirm it. Even those cases were not included in the International Association for Psychiatric Research.

You may not believe it, but the cause of this case is simple...... Forget it, let's not talk about this, after all, I haven't confirmed it yet. ”

The young catcher was whetting his appetite, but he stopped abruptly, and said, "Tell me, it's all said about it, what is the reason for that?"

"The cause is simple, just one problem. ”

The doctor looked around, looked at the curious eyes of the others, and said:

"Who am I?"

…………

Yuan Changwen leaned against the steel bar, weak and weak, like a puddle of mud lying there.

Nothing, nothing!

"I'm proud of my logical reasoning, and I use this thinking to end the question of "who am I?" ”

"But now?"

"It's not me thinking at all, it's Yuan Changwen thinking...... What a fuck fuck!"

Yuan Changwen was full of uncomfortable thoughts.

"And I'm planning, I'm very organized, and I always do most of the planning in advance. It's not me, it's not me!"

"I've always been proud of that, and people have praised me and envied me, and I like the feeling, organized and planned. However, these are Yuan Changwen! Not me!"

"Also, who is saying this now? It's Yuan Changwen! It's not me!"

"Who is thinking about these questions now? It's also Yuan Changwen, not me!"

"What is the definition of 'self' weaving, I'm still proud, let's die! That's Yuan Changwen, Yuan Changwen is 'self'!"

"Where am I?"

"It's not me who speaks, it's not me who thinks, it's not me who walks, what is me?!"

Yuan Changwen sat on the ground, his mouth was broken, and his head kept hitting the steel bar.

"I know that I am the background, and let the 'self' add to it to construct a finished Yuan Changwen. ”

"But what's that background?!"

"Why invent the word 'I' when nothing is 'me'?!"

"Oh yes, it's the devil's deception. Oh my God, it's just a little 'I', and there is such a deep conspiracy buried!"

"Haha, but you can't fool me!"

Yuan Changwen laughed, stood up, pointed in the direction of the sky, and scolded: "Demon, you can't fool me!"

"Oh, no! Why do I mean to heaven?"

"Haha, I've caught you, because the demon gods and the like in the story are all in the sky. It's another self-woven definition, haha!"

The bald head cautiously approached and said, "Hey, buddy, who are you scolding?"

Yuan Changwen: "Of course it's scolding the devil! However, I have seen through it, and from now on, it will no longer be able to deceive me!"

Bald head: "Where are the demons?"

Yuan Changwen: "Can't you see it? It is deceiving you, deceiving your definition, deceiving your life." Makes you think you're you, when in fact, you're not you at all!"

Bald head: "Joke, if I'm not me, then who am I?"

Yuan Changwen: "How do I know who you are? Are you talking about the bald tattooed man in front of me? Could it be that if you change your hairstyle and remove your tattoos, you are not you?"

Bald Head: "Of course it's still me." ”

Yuan Changwen: "Then after you lose your job, are you still you? If you quit smoking and drinking and should be a vegetarian, are you still you? Or, if you suddenly don't swear, are you still you?"

The bald head hesitated a little, but still replied, "It's me." ”

Yuan Changwen: "If these changes and you are still yours, then none of these things are yours." And, since these can be changed, what do you think can't be changed?!"

The bald head thought for a moment and said, "There are always things that can't be changed, like family responsibilities, right?"

Yuan Changwen: "Yes, you know better than me...... Oh, I almost forgot that since none of this is me, there will be no 'me' from now on. ”

Bald head: "Why don't you have the word 'I'?"

Yuan Changwen: "Yuan Changwen will speak in the future, without the word 'I'. You can chat with Yuan Changwen quickly, so that Yuan Changwen's habits can be accelerated. ”

Bald head: "Why do you want to do that?

Yuan Changwen: "The difference is that the one who speaks is Yuan Changwen, and the one who thinks is also Yuan Changwen." ”

Bald Head: "And where are you?"

Yuan Changwen: "The 'I' you said, Yuan Changwen doesn't know where it is, and he doesn't know what it is. Go on, keep chatting. ”

The bald head can't keep up with the rhythm, a person doesn't say me, and uses his name in the third person, how do I feel like a horror movie possessed.

"What, what do you plan for the future?"

Yuan Changwen: "Yuan Changwen doesn't have any plans for the time being, what about you?"

Bald head: "I, I'm going to take my daughter to the playground to play after I go out." Actually, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I used to dream of traveling all over the world, seeing different people and customs in the world, tasting different foods, instead of staying in one place. ”

Yuan Changwen: "Then why don't you go?"

The bald head sighed: "How to go? I still want to take my daughter and use the money I have saved over the years to take her around." Look at the snow-capped mountains, look at the ocean, and see how foreigners live. However, the society is very realistic, what happens after the money saved is used up?"

Yuan Changwen: "Fear! I see you surrounded by fear, and none of this is you." You just admitted to yourself, it's uncomfortable to be dragged away because it's not 'you'!"

Bald head: "That's what reality is, isn't it?"

Yuan Changwen: "Go to the reality of Nima! These are all demonic deceptions, can't you see them?! I just don't want us to see the truth! Hehe, it's a pity, it's too late, you can't deceive Yuan Changwen anymore!"

The bald head didn't answer, but he just remembered his dreams and was a little sad.

Yuan Changwen: "Hey, Yuan Changwen asked you, if you are going to die soon." Not a long time later, not a year later, it's next week. You're going to die next week, are you going to travel the world?"

"Of course I would. ”

Yuan Changwen: "Then why don't you do it?"

"I ......"

The bald head is silent.