"Value, Regret, Constant" - 2014.11.10

Have you ever tried, you really want to get something, but it's hard to get it with your ability at the time? So, you work hard for a long, long time to get that kind of thing, so long that you forget about it a little, and you even unconsciously pursue something else. After a long, long time, the things you wanted to get before are already easy things for you now. But you don't feel anything about that anymore.

It's like I wanted to get toys that attracted me when I was a child, but the price was so expensive, and my family wouldn't agree to buy me such expensive toys. At that time, I didn't have the financial means, so I saved change. However, if I save it, I can't help but spend it. That's it, until I grew up. Even if I could afford to buy the toy later, it wouldn't appeal to me anymore.

Isn't it true that every time has its own pursuit, and once you can't pursue what you want in a certain period of time, everything will deteriorate after stepping into another period of time?

If so, there is no point in waiting. Because what you are waiting for may not be what you want anymore.

There is also a kind of time when I get what I want, but I don't even catch up with the happiness, so I desperately pursue another thing. It is good to have pursuits, but it is not knowing how to cherish happiness. Similarly, there is not enough buy-in to previous efforts. Happiness is the best proof of recognition of the results of one's own efforts. If you work hard and get it, you have to rest and enjoy your results. After resting for a while, start the next pursuit in the best condition. This kind of pursuit is the pursuit of happiness.

It suddenly occurred to me that I am still in the very beautiful years of my life, and if what I pursue, I don't work hard enough to pursue, and I am always waiting, then when I miss another time, maybe that pursuit will become a kind of regret without an antidote.

In that case, I'm going to update my worldview.

On my way to the future, I must not only believe that "nothing is in vain", but also strive to pursue what I want to pursue with the heart of timely happiness.

"Nothing is in vain. This sentence allows me to see the footprints of my past at any time, and it can make me hopeful for the future.

The heart of being happy in time allows me to cherish the happiness in front of me and prevent it from deteriorating in waiting.

Strive to persist in pursuit, do not want to give up halfway, and do not want to miss the most suitable time for happiness.

It simply boils down to three words: value, pity, and constancy.

"Have I Changed My Destiny a Little Bit Yet" - 2014.12.15

When I was very young, my family asked someone to calculate my eight characters.

The people who counted the eight characters said that I was very sick and very weak before I was five years old. After the age of five, the health will be a little better. After the age of twenty, he began to be lucky. Also, I said that I didn't have a university study, and at most I could only study a secondary school.

My family told me these things when I was growing up. These eight characters can be called "fate". It doesn't matter if it's superstitious or not. Before I was five years old, I was really sick and went to the hospital almost every day. After the age of five, there are fewer physical diseases. As for reading, I went to university.

So, at that time, I didn't think the fortune teller was too accurate.

As a result, the make-up exam for college mathematics has been failing, and finally, in the end, it has not been enough. So, I didn't graduate from university, I could only count it as a completion. I checked on the Internet and found that the university completion certificate can only be regarded as a graduation certificate at the secondary school level. So, I was confused again. It turns out that I am still living in that "fate". I did not change to "fate"......

However, God asked me to be an optimist, and there is a reason for it, and I can see it.

In a way, although I didn't get a college diploma, I already felt the life of the university. In other words, I went to college anyway, and that's the meaning.

There is a saying that the sky has not left a trace of my flight, but I have flown over.

So, have I changed my fate a little bit?

"Me and This Man" - 2014.12.24

A man – a man who came here to work a day later than me.

This man is not a handsome pot, not a pure man, and not a warm man.

This man has a beard, a wife, children, and a faintly shiny Mediterranean.

Yes, this man is at least twelve zodiac signs older than me. However, I think that in reality, he must have come as a young man.

This man is about 1.7 meters tall. When I first met him, he was shy and hardworking. At that time, I was a little infected by him and planned to learn from him.

However, after this man and I had known each other for a while, he changed. He has become often like to hurt people, like to tell pornographic jokes, like to be lazy, well, especially like to hurt me. Or, it can't be said to be a change, but it is possible that he is the way it is.

Still, I'll talk to him well, after all, he's just so cute sometimes!

Every time he lifted a heavy load in front of me, he proudly asked me, "Am I fierce?" and although the answer was a little awkward, I still smiled and gave him a thumbs up!

Sometimes when he saw how fast I was working, he would laugh and say, "Boy, that's fierce!"

So, there was the term "macho man" on the lips of him and me.

There weren't too many interesting things happening between me and this man, they were all plain and slightly connotative jokes.

This man likes to gamble, no matter what chance he can gamble, even when I ask him how many minutes to get off work, he has to bet with me that he guesses accurately, and the bet is still Red Bull (drink).

On the way to the dining hall after work today, I put my hand on his shoulder for the first time. In fact, since I was a child, I rarely put my hand on someone's shoulder, no more than ten times in total.

When I put my hand on his shoulder, I noticed that his body was so thin. At that moment, I felt as if I had partnered with my girlfriend. Oh no, that's not right, I haven't even taken a ride. Anyway, it felt like a petite soul had been put on board. Oh no, that's not good. Whew, forget it, anyway, it's going to feel like something!

This afternoon, the technician gave me and the man a betel nut to chew. When I was chewing properly, this man came up to me with a smile in his eyes and said, "Child, do you know what betel nut does?"

I continued to work, chewing betel nut and replying to him perfunctorily, "I don't know." ”

He smiled strangely close to my ear and said two words forcefully: "Sperm killing!"

Suddenly, the work in my hand immediately stopped, and the speed of chewing betel nut slowed down, and I looked at him with a little suspicion in my eyes.

He pretended to be very serious and asked me, "You don't believe me?"

I chuckled.

He began to explain: "I tell you, betel nut is eaten by those of us who are married and have children. Small children do not eat well. Hahaha!"

"Hehehe......" I sneered.

"Still don't you believe me?" he asked, laughing, and went to work.

As soon as he turned around, I immediately spit the betel nut in my mouth into the trash.

Hey, this man isn't bad, it's just that he has too many bad diseases. Overall, he is still kind.

The number of times he sells cuteness and the exposure rate of selling cuteness are higher than mine!

Hehe, this man.

Me and this man, hehehe......