"I have no regrets" - 2014.12.31

Another year is about to pass, and my "love you for a lifetime" is not a lifetime.

The new year is coming, my "love you want me", will there be you?

Looking back on the picture of this year, there are joys, sorrows, and joys. Isn't this nonsense? Everybody knows it!

Whew, that's obvious.

This year, my career has achieved nothing;

This year, my feelings have been in shambles;

This year, my studies have plummeted;

This year, my life is hard to describe.

Life is like this, what you look at it with is what it is.

If you were to look at the results, I really wouldn't be living the way I expected this year. I don't like to think that way, though.

Life is a process, before it is over, can we use the result to speak?

Therefore, I prefer to look at my year from the perspective of growth.

Yes, in terms of career, I quit my second job in the middle of this year and fell into a long hesitation. I didn't find a job for months, and my income was negative. So, nothing came of it.

Emotionally, this year I have been stuck in an atmosphere of thinking too much, and I always feel that fate seems to have come, as if it has not come

。 It's the norm to get nervous in a daze. So, the feelings are a mess.

Academically, from last year's mathematics failure, to missing the mathematics make-up exam, and then to this year's mathematics clearance exam

I never had the opportunity to retake the exam again, which prevented me from becoming a college graduate. As a result, my studies have been slumped.

In life, the ups and downs of the rhythm of life make me sometimes laugh and cry, sometimes cry and laugh, and I can't tell what it feels like. So, life is hard to say.

But my life, my thoughts, call the shots.

Yes, my career is nothing, but I experienced the insecurity of not having a job and the emptiness of living too freely, which made me cherish the third job I found in my life even more, and I learned to think about how to really adapt to work and naturally achieve a combination of work and rest. If I hadn't quit my job, I wouldn't have appreciated these valuable psychological experiences and cherished the work in front of me.

That's right, the relationship is a mess, but this also makes me look forward to her who will accompany me in the future, and I have a feeling that I want to cherish and care for her who will accompany me in the future. The harder it is to get, the more you will cherish it. The longer the relationship is messed up, the more I love her who will accompany me in the future. Because, except for her, no one wants to go into the world deep inside me.

Yes, my studies are sluggish, but so what? I really didn't go to college for a diploma. What attracted me to college was the color charm of college youth. Although I didn't graduate, I felt everything I wanted in college, and I made my youth crazy. Most importantly, my growth in college was the fastest in my academic career!

That's right, my life is hard to describe, and so is anyone's life. For life, I pay more attention to the spiritual aspect. This year, my material life has not changed much, but my spiritual life has changed a lot, more than in previous years.

I added a button friend because of a colleague in my second job, and I tried to write because of that buckle friend. Whether it is well written or not is not the point. The point is that I was willing to try, write, and keep writing, and I have a memoir of more than 160,000 words, and it continues.

I also wrote a lot of songs at the beginning of the year, and although I didn't write a single song for a long time, I still have enough to write ten more songs by capturing some of the inspiration to this day.

I didn't think I'd be hooked on dancing during the time I was unemployed this year, and I became addicted to it. Since then, there has been another area in the spiritual world.

I never thought that I would buy a bicycle that I liked and ride dozens of kilometers to travel everywhere in Shenzhen. Really, that's something I didn't think was possible before.

The last thing I didn't expect was that I would be able to see the sea, experience the real feeling of the sea for myself, and soak in the sea. Really, that was one of my childhood wishes!

That's how I watched myself grow and be happy. Although there can be a bit of emotion at times, the overall impact won't be too great. Just like cloudy weather, although the sky is blocked by clouds, the sun can still let people know when it is day and when it is night.

I don't regret the choices I've made this year. There is no why, it's just in the past, and it's useless to regret it. No matter how you go, you can get out of the new scenery, in this case, why insist on how to go?

Whew, yes! Write and write, and it's done.

My "love you I", no regrets.

My "love you want me", don't regret it.

Love you, love me, and stay until 2025, and hopefully I'll still think like this: I have no regrets.

"Talk, it shouldn't be" - 2015.1.1

Talk, talk, that's all.

That's it? Do you know that every time you talk about it, the subconscious of your mind will remember?

In other words, the body unconditionally believes every word spoken under the control of the mind.

However, the mind always likes to joke and play with moods. I didn't think about the feeling of being deceived by the body at all, the body is very honest, and when it is sad, it can't hide the pain at all.

For example, some students say that they have to work hard to do as many test papers and read as many books as they want during the holidays, but during the holidays, they just play games. This is tantamount to his mind deceiving his body. In fact, his body is already unhappy, and the hidden uneasiness is proof of it. It's just that almost all of them are ignored.

If you think more broadly, you can see that many people in the world are like this. The habit of deceiving the body with the mind cannot be said that they have the intention to deceive, but can only be said to have lost to their own weakness. Laziness, cowardice, low self-esteem, anger...... Too much!

Do you remember the pleasure of doing what you say? That's the body's honest and beautiful response to the mind. At that time, the body was definitely very pleasant, and that could not be hidden.

So, let's talk about it, it shouldn't be. It really matters!

Especially dreams, don't just talk about them. Since the mind has made a choice, it has to work on it. It's not the most regrettable thing not to be able to do it, it's the most regrettable not to do it.

Take every talk in your life seriously, it's really important! It can change lives!

Anyway, it really shouldn't be.

You tell me?