I think everyone will feel more or less empty, or can't do anything.

How normal this is, emptiness is my essence, and "selflessness" is real. I can not feel the emptiness, that's weird. The character struggles to maintain himself, to plump himself through various means, just to avoid feeling my essence, emptiness.

Therefore, not being able to feel the emptiness can only mean that the character is too hardworking, too serious and too dedicated, which makes the attention be diverted all the time. But it's hard to last long, because the feeling of emptiness keeps coming out, and the character can't cover it if he's not careful.

The paradox is that I don't think it's good to be empty, and I think it's good to have the feeling of fulfillment in other characters.

Emptiness is the essence because "that awareness" is everything, and thus everything else is false and non-existent. If you can't feel the emptiness in this way, then it can only mean that the character is too powerful.

It's a pity that when I see others low, melancholy and empty, I can't congratulate them. But why can't you congratulate yourself? That's a thing to be happy about, because if you don't resist emptiness and let it eat you away, you will find that the distortion in your mind is so nonsense.

Those things that I once believed in became worthless, and I don't know when, the various perceptions in my head gradually lost their power. In the end, you will become less afraid of life.

And resisting emptiness can only be done by strengthening the meaning of life, and can only be covered by strengthening fear. Therefore, those who persuade people to be positive, those who tell the meaning of life, and those who publicize what life must be are all murderers who destroy life.

are all minions who are afraid of that bewitching woman.

How can it not be empty? The relationship between the character and the real is like a moat, the dualistic world is false and does not exist, so how can it not be empty? not boring, not disgusted, not depressed, not irritable?

At this time, the words spoken by anyone are distorted and false. It is natural to lose your temper and become irritable, which is a hateful reaction to falsehood. It is only by getting past the initial hatred and disgust that it becomes indifferent.

Did I cross it? Perhaps, I just went back and didn't move on.

Who knows?

I'm not done yet, but I don't want to move on, what the hell is that? So, will I always be in the control of the character?

Of course, this kind of thinking is nonsense for that awareness, after all, I am the truth, and I can't touch this statement. But in the well-planned dream, you must forget that you are the only reality, and you must think that the world in front of you is real, otherwise how can you play?

Those distortions in my mind are still affecting me, so I just gave up? Just sit down and rest?

It seems that there is something more important to do?

Haha, why is it important? It's a word that I've been taught since I was born. What to do only the most important things, what to prioritize what is important, and what to do should be prioritized...... Oh my God, that's how I was brainwashed, and I still think this brainwashing is good, do you want to add some shampoo?

Shit!

It's all twists, and who's controlling me with them? As much as I want to kill the person who controls me, it's actually me who controls me. In other words, the reason why the character of Yuan Changwen can exist is because of these distortions.

To put it nicely, everyone has their own ideas, and everyone does things and acts according to their own ideas. To put it mildly, it's to be controlled by a piece of shit, and then I think this piece of shit tastes good.

You see, the benefits are coming, I don't need to worry about being sprayed by the official at all, and I don't have to worry about the results of the book, so I can rest assured that I will be bold and killed. This slash has been in the works for many years, and looking back now, almost everything is pushing itself towards the slash, and it seems to be just right.

Yuan Changwen laughed helplessly and self-deprecatingly, yes, what else can I lose? That awareness is everything, these things that don't exist in themselves, how can I lose something that I don't have in the first place?

People always have to believe something, just as people always do something when they are alive. I don't pretend to know how I'm supposed to live my life or what life will be like when I don't believe in the twists in my head.

Who knows?

It's like, by following the twist in my head, I can know what's going to happen in the future? I still don't know, right? If you can know what the future holds by following the distortion in your mind, then no one will be anxious and worried about wool at all!

If believing in the twists in my head still makes me worry about anxiety, why should I continue to believe?

Tell me, where else can such a ridiculous thing happen except in a dream, where else can things go so nonsense?

Alas, having said it so many times, I still believe in the distortions in my head, they are still popping in my head, and they seem to keep persuading me not to continue to kill. Use the future to use life and money, like the eighteen martial arts in turn, just want me to stop moving forward.

So far, they've been successful. Because obviously, I'm going around in circles.

Free will does not exist at all, how many more times will this question be said?!

Yuan Changwen himself was also very distressed, and he didn't know why, things that had obviously been killed had to pop up from time to time, and then he found that it seemed to be indeed a problem. But if you think about it, it's just to forget the previous thoughts and review it again.

All thinking is based on the memory, cognition and information reserves in the brain, and when making a choice, it is not only the information in the brain that reacts, but also the external environment. If these things were all the same, then I would have made the same decision even if I had gone back in time.

Free will is just an illusion because we have no way of knowing what decisions we will make. But I can't deny that it's not a definite number and claim the existence of free will just because I don't know it. It's like I can never know the exact weather tomorrow, but I can't say that the weather has free will.

I want to dig out my heart and end this life.

I don't understand what all this is all about, and I very much doubt that after so many chapters, the final destination is not to touch the real, but to make people crazy. Only then may it be possible to break the shackles of a character, whether it is a template role or a custom role.

I can feel that sometimes I want to go crazy, I want to shout, I want to destroy it at all costs. Like killing people, burning houses, and so on. But every time, when it seemed to be on the verge of the brink of the border, it was suppressed by his own reason.

Why suppress?

It's completely become an instinctive habit of mine, and who says it's not good to be crazy, and who can be sure that I'm crazy and others are normal?

Think about it, too, when I'm done killing, when I don't have the distortion in my head, then all that's left is to move towards the truth.

Again, these are just speculations. Like the flow of life, this in itself is likewise a speculation. It's just that when you finish killing, you don't have those distorted things in your head, and naturally you can't think through those distortions.

If you don't think about it, but you have to make a choice, then handing yourself over and going with the flow of life seems to be the only way.

Thinking about these three words means that you don't need to plan for the future, and it's scary to think about.