If the world isn't that dark, don't think of it as so dark. Because, it's really not that dark......

At around 3 a.m. on April 11, 2017, I was sitting on a row of benches at the Xinyi Terminal in my hometown, waiting for dawn and waiting to go home.

Well, it was a very special early morning, so special that I can only express it with this sentence: Well, it was really a very special early morning.

The lights in the station were all off, but fortunately, this was what I liked at the time. Others can't see the expression on my face clearly, and I don't need to care about other people's eyes, I feel an inexplicable sense of security in the dark.

However, there were not many people around me.

One was sleeping on a bench next to me, one was napping on a bench further along, and one was sitting on the other side of the bench I was sitting on and playing with my phone down.

Why can't people see the expression on my face?! No one looks at you at all, okay?

Well, I'll admit, I'm a good guy who likes to think too much. Uh-huh.

I sat there for a while, restless, not knowing what to do. Looking at my phone, I don't know what to look at. Browsing the news, I feel numb, as if my soul is out of my body......

At this time, a boy who looked like he was in junior high school walked in from outside the station and walked up to a meter in front of me.

I didn't stare at him, because people like me tend to look out of the corner of their eyes.

He paced back and forth in front of me, and it felt like he was thinking about whether or not to sit in the middle of the bench I was sitting on.

After pacing for a long time, he still sat in the middle of the bench where I was sitting, so the pattern of "three people and one bench" was formed.

I was looking down numbly at the news, and the man on the other side of the bench was also playing on his phone, and the man in the middle of the bench was sitting upright.

Well, the atmosphere is a bit weird.

Then he looked over to me, and then to the man.

Well, the atmosphere is really a bit weird.

Then, he looked at me again, smiled and asked, "Big brother, your mobile phone looks so cool, what brand is it?"

Well, the name of this atmosphere is to be good.

Well, here, I'm calling this somewhat weird guy a "weird guy".

When he asked me suddenly, not only did the prevention mechanism in my heart not only not be activated, but even the emergency system in my brain had not yet had time to operate.

Me: "Uh......"

I swallowed my saliva.

I smiled stiffly: "Wei me." ”

He was like a newborn calf: "How much?"

I swallowed stiffly: "Uh, about 1,500 yuan." ”

He is not afraid of tigers: "My phone is out of battery, can I give you my phone to play?"

The first time I met a stranger who was so psychologically rampant, my expression was stiff, and the voice in my heart was like this: Didn't your parents tell you not to talk to strangers? Didn't your parents tell you that bad people's smiles are very stiff? Didn't your parents tell you that it is dangerous to catch lice on the head of a tiger? Didn't you see from the experience that your parents taught you that I was a very dangerous tiger?

Well, I can tell he can't see that he obviously thinks I'm HelloKitty......

How do I answer that? What is the mental activity of the man on the other side of him who is bowing his head and playing with his phone at this time?

I was a little embarrassed, but I had to hold the line and not look at him: "No, I want to play." ”

To treat such a "newborn calf" who does not know the height of the sky is to let him see the "cold contempt of the king".

Well, it seems that he is still sensible.

So, he turned his head and had the same conversation with the man on the other side who was looking down on his phone and talking to me in the same way.

Strange man: "Big brother, what game are you playing? ”

Man: "Oh, really?"

Wonderful man: "Yes, my phone is out of battery, can I give you my phone for me to play?"

At that time, I laughed wildly in my heart, trying to ask for the shadow area of the man's heart.

However, the man replied calmly, "No." ”

The strange man is really weird: "Ah? Why not?"

Man: "No, no, no." ”

The strange man had no choice but to put away his strange traits in a playful way, and after thinking about it, he still set his goal on me. Alas, couldn't he really see that I was a tiger, not HelloKitty, and didn't he really know how dangerous his situation was?

Oh my God, he really doesn't know...... Well, I'm not going to hurt him anyway, I'm not a tiger or a HelloKitty, I'm a monkey.

He turned to look at me, "Big brother, where do you work and what do you do?"

My expression was indifferent: "Shenzhen, injection molding." ”

He was curious: "How much is the salary per month?"

My expression was indifferent: "Very little." ”

He was curious: "How much is that?"

My expression was indifferent: "It's just very little." ”

If he doesn't give up and ask again, I will immediately give him a terrifying expression of "seventy-two changes"!

Fortunately, he wasn't completely mad.

He began to talk about himself: "I also work in Shenzhen, I work in that FSK, and the work is too tiring! I was going to continue doing it, but my dead dad insisted that I quit my job and go back to my hometown for a blind date, and I was annoyed!"

Originally, I didn't want to deal with him. However, there is a lot of information in his words, and there is a story. And the story can make me want to know about him.

I turned off my phone and started looking up at him and asked, "Did you have a girlfriend during your work?"

He grinned, "Yes, guang.xi." ”

I asked, "Now that you have a girlfriend, what kind of blind date do you have?" Why don't you just take your girlfriend back to your hometown to meet your father?"

He shook his head and sighed: "My girlfriend doesn't want to get married so soon for the time being, and she doesn't want to go back to her hometown with me." ”

Looking at his appearance and listening to his voice, he is really a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy. Moreover, he himself really said that he was eighteen years old.

I was curious: "Your dad has already chosen a blind date for you?"

He grinned: "Yes, I heard that it was ninety-one years old, and he was teaching." I don't know what she looks like, but if she looks ugly when I go back, I'll continue to look for my girlfriend in Shenzhen. If you look good, think about whether to marry her. ”

I have a hehehe expression, what are you kidding?! Ninety-one years older than me, and he is only eighteen years old, the gap between this sister and brother is a bit big. What's more, others are still teaching, and he looks like a little boy who has not dried up, so why can others look up to him? Alas, he is still proudly considering whether he looks down on others.

His father's brain hole in choosing a blind date is really big......

Then, he asked me, "Big brother, what's your last name?"

I naturally replied: "The surname is Liu." ”

Then, his strange qualities radiated again: "Oh, then have you ever heard of the name Li ×hua?"

I asked, "No, what's wrong?"

He grinned: "This is the name of my blind date, I thought you knew her, so I asked if you had heard of her name." ”

I...... I...... What kind of strange thing did you encounter?

I slowly emotional: "Well, we are not in the same place, I ......"

Forget it, I suddenly want to be quiet......

Then, he pulled a new pack of cigarettes out of his pocket and began to tear open the wrapper, saying, "I'm going to smoke a cigarette quickly, or I'll smell smoke on me when Daddy comes to pick us up." He's going to kill me!"

I asked, "Who else is with you?"

He pointed in the direction outside the station: "There are also two younger sisters who also came out to work and are sleeping in the restaurant outside the station. ”

I wondered, "Then why aren't you watching them from outside?"

He shook his head: "It's scary outside! I don't want to be outside, the two of them will be fine in the hotel." ”

Then, he seemed to remember something.

His tone suddenly became very careful: "Oh, when I came in from outside, I saw a beggar on the ground, and wow! I felt terrible! I was so scared that he was going to take me away......"

Watching him express himself vividly, I was curious about what this child's spiritual world had experienced......

I can't understand ......

The packaging of the new cigarette was only half torn, and he asked me again: "Big brother, can you borrow your mobile phone to call me?"

My expression was indifferent: "Does your sister have a mobile phone?"

He was honest: "Yes." ”

I began to feel speechless: "Then why don't you ask your sister to call on her phone?"

He shook his head: "I don't want to ask her to take it." ”

I shook my head.

Well, he successfully opened the box of new cigarettes, took out a cigarette and handed it to me: "Big brother, come one." ”

I shook my head: "I don't smoke. ”

He grinned and put the cigarette in his mouth, then turned to me and asked, "Big brother, do you have a lighter?" ”

Why are you so weird? Buy cigarettes and don't buy lighters, they all say that I don't smoke, and ask me if I have a lighter......

I shook my head quietly.

He began to ask the man on the other side who was looking down and playing with his phone, and the man didn't either, and it seemed that several people here didn't have lighters.

That's why he kept holding the cigarette in his mouth......

I don't know if I'm a little involved in talking to him, or what, time seems to be passing quite quickly, and the first train back to my hometown is already ready to go.

So, I left that bench, got in the car, and started heading home.

And the strange man did not let his strange qualities be buried because of this. Because, beside him, there is also a man who bows his head and plays with his mobile phone.

At that time, I really wanted to shout to the man who was playing with his mobile phone with his head down: "His wonder, you deserve to feel!"

Perhaps, I am a wonderful flower myself......

Well, the car home started to shuttle on the mountain road......

After riding the real version of the "roller coaster" for more than half an hour, I returned home safely.

I saw the aunt who was cooking breakfast, and her hair turned gray again.

Then I went upstairs to see my sleeping uncle, just like when my uncle came home from shopping for vegetables and saw me when I was still sleeping......

Fortunately, Uncle's state at that time was quite stable, and he could still drink a plate of porridge. I can eat and sleep, and at least I can make my heart feel better.

That night, Xiaoshi and I talked about wearing short skirts on the buttons.

Her: "Honey, I'm going to buy a short skirt to wear." ”

Me: "Okay. I love it!"

She: "Aren't you?

Me: "As long as it's not too short, I don't care." ”

Her: "Ouch, okay. Rest assured, the kind of skirts I bought were bottom-based, the ones that looked like skirts on the surface, but were actually shorts on the inside. ”

Me: "Oh, that's right. That's not really a dress, though. ”

She: "Then you won't give me a short skirt." ”

Me: "I agree with you wearing it, but it can't be too short." ”

Her: "It's hard to find a short skirt that fits me, so I'm going for a skirt with a base." Tell me the truth, do I look good in a dress?"

Me: "It's beautiful!"

Her: "Isn't it?"

Me: "Yes!"

She: "Fake, right? You must like the ones that are convex and backward, and I don't have a convex front and a backward non-convex." ”

I...... Well, women's thoughts are complex, and sometimes non-simple-minded shooter men can understand them......

Me: "Who said my dear is not convex in front and not warped in the back?"

Her: "You said it. ”

Me: "When did I say that?"

Her: "That night, you said that. ”

Me: "What's the matter? My dear is obviously slightly convex in the front and slightly warped in the back." ”

Her: "I'm dizzy." ”

Hahaha, well, at least I can still laugh.

Perhaps, God does not really want to defeat me, it just keeps me to experience life, to understand life, and to grow from it.

Darkness, but the appearance of a deep sleep before dawn.