At work in the company, Yuan Changwen sat in front of the computer, fiddling with it at will, but his mind was not on work at all.

Why the hell are you sitting here and working?

Why do you sit here when you don't want to waste your time?

Did someone force me?

No!

Why do I work? Because I have to earn money.

Why do I need to make money? Because money is the only way to buy food, to ensure physical survival.

So, in that case, I should be happy.

Because I have my own goal, to survive physically. I'm still working towards my goal and working to earn money.

Why am I still so uncomfortable?

Although he only began to think carefully about what was real last night, the impact of the illusion of the treasure bead on Yuan Changwen was too strong.

The first person standing at the top of the continent, the fear and boredom of the whole process, and the last person waiting for death on the moon.

Yuan Changwen is more and more keen to catch any emotion, because behind every emotion, there is a self-woven definition.

Why am I uncomfortable?

Because I didn't make much money, I didn't succeed.

Why do I want to be successful and I want to make so much money?

Because society is advocating success, because of the fear that people will be despised if they don't have money, because they are afraid that their parents will be laughed at for their son's garbage, because they want to buy things without having to worry about it, because money brings security......

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen looked at these definitions in his mind, they were like buildings on the desert, beautiful. In a barren desert, various definitions are woven into various buildings.

Some are tall, some are short, and some can move around and connect with each other.

Who put this in my head?!

Yuan Changwen was angry, hating himself for being useless and letting others manipulate his head.

Why does society preach for success?

Only in this way can the society develop, and everyone is unwilling to be full of upward fighting spirit. The progress of human society is based on dissatisfaction.

So, should I be mixed with dissatisfaction and move forward?

Get lost!

Yuan Changwen walked to a small house and kicked it out, and the house collapsed.

Why am I afraid of being despised by others?

has been instilled since childhood, what gun shoots the first bird, what muffled to make a fortune, what golden mean don't jump too much.

The attention of others can bring vanity, and what the "self" needs most is to be noticed.

Once the "self" loses attention, then it will find ways to seek attention.

Get noticed by showing yourself in a positive way.

Gain attention by showing yourself soft and pitiful in a negative way.

Or some acts of violence to get attention from others.

Yuan Changwen looked at the huge building in front of him, that is the attention that "self" needs!

Each floor is different, but each reinforces the building.

Once again, the "self" weaves definitions without consent and builds this building so tall.

Yuan Changwen kicked hard, but only shook off a little dust.

Too strong and too massive, it is not at all the definition that Yuan Changwen can destroy with one foot.

Not only that, but there are also some inexplicable lights and shadows, shuttling between the buildings.

That's the emotion!

Self-woven definitions interact with reality to generate emotions, which in turn shuttle between these definitions.

Yuan Changwen saw that some light and shadow gathered next to the collapsed building, and the building called "following the social trend" slowly began to recover.

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen felt that those lights and shadows, those emotions were saying, "Forget it, why bother, what's the point of going against the whole society?"

"Don't be a maverick, follow the society and move forward together, hello, hello, everyone!"

Get lost!

Yuan Changwen jumped up and stepped on the restored building.

In an instant, all the light and shadow and the remnants of the buildings turned to ash and became a part of the desert.

After losing a building, Yuan Changwen found that there seemed to be something empty in his heart, and there was nothing else to fill.

It felt like being covered in mud and suddenly a small patch of skin was washed away.

But it didn't bring a feeling of relaxation and pleasure, but made Yuan Changwen even more angry, because the desert was densely packed with buildings.

Is this me?

No, it's not me.

It's nothing more than a definition of self-weaving, a false addition to the background.

Why do you want to buy something?

It's not because I see others using it that I want to use it myself. Those rich people are eating this and using this, as if they can buy it themselves and be like those rich people.

Or, when others look at it, "Yo, you use such an expensive one", the subtext is, "Wow, you're so good, I envy you".

Everything is the "self", it needs attention, which is the basis of its existence.

Does money bring security?

Fart!

Who do those top counselors serve?

Those rich people who stand at the top are really as happy as living in heaven?

I don't believe it.

Yuan Changwen used to be the pinnacle of the mainland, with a superhuman physique, and even played alone on the moon.

So what?

Boredom and irritability are all emotions, and emotions are the same regardless of whether they have money or not.

"What's the matter, Xiao Yuan, see you've been absent-minded today?"

Sister Linlin asked kindly.

Maybe she's really kind, maybe she's just fulfilling "as a company elder, to show that you care about other people", maybe her "ego" wants to get "thank you for my concern" and so on.

Yuan Changwen didn't think about it, how could he know the other party's heart.

At this time, he hesitated, should he tell the truth?

Depend on!

Yuan Changwen: "I'm thinking, what is real?"

How would she reply?embarrassing?ridicule?perfunctory?

Sister Linlin: "Hehe, has something happened recently? Don't care, people will be confused and depressed when they reach the age of thirty." This is called midlife stress depression syndrome in psychology. ”

Yuan Changwen was stunned: "There is still this statement?"

Sister Linlin: "Of course, you are not the only one who has encountered this situation. Nowadays, the pressure of real life is getting bigger and bigger, and everyone will encounter these mental sub-health. It's okay, I'll naturally see it after a while. ”

Is it normal to think about these questions for yourself?

In other words, I am not crazy, but everyone has experienced it. So, as long as you relax and ignore it, you can naturally return to the way it was before.

Bullshit!

I just don't want to be emotionally pulled anymore, I'm fed up with falsehood!

Is it numb to go back to the way it used to be?

Hehe, it's a demon again, it's really endless!

Those who struggle, those who ask themselves what is real, are deceived again.

All self-woven definitions are false. I was reassured that this was a normal experience, and then continued to sleep in the building that the "self" had constructed.

Everyone is the same, everyone has been through it, so I have to be like everyone else, and gradually let go of this problem.

It's like, everyone is eating and you don't eat it alone, how bad it is!

Ridiculous!

Yuan Changwen: "However, these things are obviously false, and they are clearly the definitions we weave ourselves. ”

Sister Linlin smiled: "Silly boy, why do you want to do so much." What's the use of figuring it out? Think about your parents, they need to be taken care of when they're old, how can they not make more money? And your baby, you have to study and eat, you don't save some money?"

Parents?children?

Yuan Changwen saw a castle on the desert that covered an extremely huge area, and that was his relatives. The definition of loved ones woven by the "self" sparkles on that barren desert.

The castle was solid and huge, and Yuan Changwen stood in front of it, like a tiny ant.

Filial piety is the first, filial piety to parents is a traditional Chinese virtue, parents will pull you up with a handful of and urine, father's love is like a mountain and mother's love is like the sea, family is the most important, nothing can compare to the consummation of the family, when parents are to support their children for a piece of the sky, do you want your children to suffer with you, can't let your children lose at the starting line, the baby should eat well and dress well......

Countless definitions, woven together, build this huge castle.

The walls were glowing, and more definitions were added to drive the castle forward.

Yuan Changwen looked at this castle, and a sense of powerlessness was born again.

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