On a cloudy morning, I watched the old people in a quiet place and felt the ageless youth. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's graduation season again, and I'm very emotional! When will I graduate? Huhu, before I graduate, it can only mean that my youth is still there.

It was night shift and it felt a little cold. Actually, I don't like to "interpret" the meaning of Yoneda's coexistence in the toilet in the workshop. But there is no way, acute diarrhea is unbearable......

In the toilet, I saw a meaningful poem written by someone with a black pen: There is a confidant in the sea, and the end of the world is like a neighbor.

I was shocked at the time! It turns out that there are such talents in my big beast world! Reading this poem in the toilet, there is a faint strange smell...

After I was done, I realized that it was a little cold. The weather is a bit unpredictable.

It seems like I haven't had a cold in a long time, phew, how can I say that I want to catch a cold? Phew, I'm healthy!

The night shift was also quite early, and when I got back to Xiaotiandi, I didn't want to do much. I turned on my computer, wandered around the online space, and began to read the first draft of "The Girls I Liked" that I had written. Whew, it's been a year.

Looking at it, I actually laughed, stupidly laughed. Looking at it again, I actually had a sour nose and wet my eyes faintly. It turns out that I can make myself laugh and cry at the same time......

Is it because the memory of the past is too deep, or is your writing technique very heartfelt? Perhaps, it is just that I have attached a mood to it......

Look, look, carelessly, it's dawn.

Took a shower, went to the bank to take a few Red Bulls out, and sat in a quiet place. Then, I felt like I should write about it.

After I finished writing, I didn't know what I had written, and I had no central idea at all. It just feels like a sense of diffinating stars.

Actually, what was written, not what I wanted. What I want is what I experience.

So what did I experience?

Well, I'm hungry and it's time to go for breakfast......

Originally, I had already finished writing an article at that time. However, there was an error while copy-pasting. As a result, it was gone.

So, I wrote that article for the second time. Unexpectedly, I still have the patience to write again.

On the road of life, sometimes you fall and fail, don't be discouraged. As long as there is still life and time, then stand up and go forward and break through!

In fact, it takes courage to start all over again.

Suddenly, I was thankful that I had copied and pasted the wrong one because of a small mistake, which made me see how different I was from before.

At the very least, I have more courage than before to dare to start again!

In the next few days, the weather was in a mood, constantly "crying", constantly "boring".

My beloved cauliflower was tormented by the bad mood of the weather. I feel distressed, but I won't move the cauliflower to a corner where I can hide from the wind and rain. Because they need to go through wind and rain...... I don't know, it's right or wrong. It's just that withering is getting more and more hurt......

Maybe it's a psychological effect, after the cauliflower was destroyed, the troubles of my life and work began to hit me like a storm! I can't hide from it at all......

At work, I'm still working the night shift. The best reason to like working night shifts is freedom. However, freedom can bring happiness as well as trouble.

I also work the night shift with a chubby beast brother, let's call him fat beast. We have no one to take care of our night shift, but we have to complete the task given to us by the Beast squad leader. Oh, at that time, the leader of the beast team had been successfully promoted to the leader of the beast squad, and only the title had changed, and the unchanged beast nature was still there.

If my mission is not directly related to the fat beast's mission, it may be easier to do things. Because you can do your own tasks and complete your own, it will not affect others.

But once my mission with the fat beast is connected, then we will influence each other. For example, if we want to complete the same product together, but it takes two processes to complete the product, then there is a direct connection between the two.

The fat beast is a person who likes to be lazy, likes to compare, and is afraid that he will suffer a loss. And I, although I have some commonalities with him, I am more rigid and honest, and I am not too afraid of losing. So, the contradiction came......

One night, the Beast squad leader asked me to work with Fat Beast to finish all of them, 3,500 in all.

I'm in charge of the first process, and Fat Beast is in charge of the second process. I have to do it much faster than him, so that he can do the second process normally.

However, he suddenly told me not to finish it, saying that we had already done a lot more than we did on the day shift. If we do it, then the boss will definitely let us make more products...... said a lot of things that I didn't agree with, anyway, those words seemed to me to be an excuse for him to be lazy.

I said I don't, I'm going to finish it. After all, I have to be worthy of my own conscience. I got off work so early every day, but I didn't even finish the task. You know, in the whole workshop, only our group who works the night shift leaves work very early, and the others can't get off work until dawn.

Then, the conversation between me and the fat beast began to smell of gunpowder. But I know that everything has to be done in a certain way, and these bad emotions cannot be detonated. So, I endure. The fat beast also speculates on other people's minds, so he also takes a step back.

In the end, nothing bad happened, but it made my relationship with him a little awkward. I hate embarrassment so much!

In life, I missed my aunt's birthday because I read the wrong calendar.

I had planned to take my aunt to Xiqiao Mountain in Foshan that day to worship the world's tallest seated statue of Guanyin, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes.

Moreover, that day was also the day when my friend Juan took graduation photos, and asked me if I would go. I said that I wanted to accompany my aunt for her birthday, so I could only be embarrassed. As a result, all missed.

Although it was my aunt's birthday, I wasn't happy at all before my aunt's birthday. Because, my aunt had asked someone to tell her fortune before, saying that she would kill my uncle and avoid it twice a year. That is, my aunt or my uncle's birthday, neither of them can stay together, it is better to be separated for a day.

When I think of my aunt leaving home for her birthday and not being together for dinner, my heart feels so uncomfortable! During that time, I spent it with such an uncomfortable feeling......

Fortunately, the three sisters also came from Dongguan to accompany Auntie. In this way, it's really good. What I am most afraid of, and the last thing I want to see, is the feeling of seeing my uncle or aunt alone and without anyone to accompany me.

Because I have to work the night shift, I have to sleep in the afternoon, and my second sister has to work. Therefore, I am really happy that the three sisters can come over! This can be extended to say that a very important reason why I was comfortable when I was in college and now I am at ease when I come out to rent a house is that I have two sisters by my uncle's aunt's side, and a little nephew can bring them two old happiness. In other words, no matter where I go to work or play, if I want to go to work or play with confidence, I must make sure that there is someone with my aunt and uncle.

So, after having three sisters chatting with my aunt, I went back to sleep in Xiaotiandi with peace of mind.

In the process, I was "given" a small lump of warm "white cream" by the swallows in the sky. I don't know what it smells like, but I think it's time for me to buy a lottery ticket.

As a result, I bought a five-dollar lottery ticket and won thirty dollars. Then I don't want to continue, because it's enough.

By then, it had stopped raining. Look at the cauliflower on the balcony, although many of them have been broken by the wind, they are still growing, growing in the direction of light. It is the force of life, the yearning for light, as much as they value life. I saw it, they became more beautiful! That's the real growth after transformation! That's what I wanted!

After a good night's sleep, go to work.

I entered the company gate, punched the card, and walked to my workshop.

Unexpectedly, I met the girl I used to see in the cafeteria again. I was so nervous! I was really nervous! I looked at her secretly, but I didn't dare to look at her squarely, for fear that she would see me looking at her. It seems to be so shy. My afterglow tells me that she is like that too......

When I entered the workshop, a big surprise came! I didn't have to go to work! Okay, then let's go to the long-lost canteen for a meal, take a photo, and express my feelings, well, good.

On the way back to Xiaotiandi, the idea of going on a small trip suddenly flashed through my mind.

You know, a lot of my little travel adventures come from such a fleeting idea. So, I really hurried back......

However, after objective analysis, I still did not go to ......

The reason, sometimes often hot-headed, does not necessarily mean passion and risk-taking, but blind impulses.

Therefore, when people are more often there, they still need to calm down their restless hearts.

So, online shopping began. Considering that it will be very inconvenient to receive express delivery after the day shift, I will buy all the things I want to buy and need to buy, and then I don't have to worry about it, just be a normal person quietly.

Who knows, something unexpected happened......

My first love was Gan, and she took the initiative to add me.

I was so shocked that I fell to the ground! really, unbelievable......

Deny her request. Is it possible? I just unconsciously agreed......

Then he unconsciously sent her a sentence: "I seem to have really won the lottery." ”

She replied, "I see." ”

I asked, "What do you see?"

She replied, "You won the lottery." ”

I'll just reply with "hahaha" and some laughing emojis.

"Are you so excited?" she asked.

I replied, "yes, can't you see how excited I am?"

Yes, she can't see it. She couldn't see my look on my face as she fell to the ground in excitement when she saw her want to add me as a friend. She didn't know that when I said winning, I didn't mean buying 30 yuan in the lottery ticket, but that she actually took the initiative to add me as a friend. I've added her a few times before, but she doesn't know if she didn't see it, or if she ignored it, and she never responded anyway. So, she took the initiative to add me, and for me, it was like winning the jackpot. No, it should be harder than hitting the jackpot......

I don't know what it means to be arranged. Is it a curse or a test?

In a few months, she and I would have known each other for seven years. For seven years, it was almost like a separation. If I have the opportunity and ability to be a director in the future, I can make a movie about the seven years between me and her.

Whether the future will be gone again soon, I don't know. But it was clear that every conversation she had with me was a heartache in my heart.

It was as if my heart had been caught in a hook, and the thread that held it was in her hand. As long as she moved her hand lightly, my heart could be hooked.

Also, every one of her words without warmth can shoot me in the heart like an invisible arrow. I had absolutely no ability to resist......

It was as if God was punishing me, and there was a feeling that I wanted to make all the sweet happiness I had at the beginning. How sweet, happy, and touched my heart was, how bitter, sad, and uncomfortable I was at that time......

She became more and more beautiful, but also more and more sad, and her eyes were full of unhappiness.

In my chats with her, I was deliberately pompous to make myself happy and make her feel that I was having a good time. How afraid I am to be quiet, as soon as I am quiet, I will be sentimental, and when I am sad, I will talk to her about emotional topics, but as soon as I talk to her about emotional issues, she will become very indifferent and avoid me.

After accumulating experience again and again, I didn't dare to talk to her about emotional issues anymore, for fear that if I was not careful, I would get lost again......

Every time she does, my behavior becomes very abnormal. I'll be messy, I won't know what I really want, I'll have no sense of direction.

And when she leaves, I will be in pain for a long time, so hard, so hard to hide her in the depths of memory. Sometimes I rarely think of her, and I think that I have let go and seen it.

But when she was on the verge again, I realized that the feeling of self-deception was so painful......

Not only can I not forget it, but I remember it more deeply and it hurts more thoroughly!

Once, twice, three times, four times, five times...... I forgot how many times, the pain was numb.

It's like there's no end......

I asked her why she suddenly added me again.

She said there was no need for a reason.

It's as if someone asks me why I can't forget her. I can only say that there is no why, no reason......

Night, night without rain, why let me rain?

My eyes shouldn't rain, shouldn't, shouldn't ......

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