Wading through the river of sorrow, shedding a few tears of memory, looking up at the sky, and continuing to walk, towards poetry and distance......

With Sagittarius' natural optimism, transform all the misfortunes and darkness into tests and starlight given by God in your mind, and then grow well, feel well, and face the future well.

The pain experienced will make the heart stronger and more resistant, so that it can face the future variables more naturally. As long as you are alive, all changes are possible.

As the number one actor in my life, I have to live well, explore the meaning of God's existence, and complete the mission I want to complete.

Time deliberately left a blank space in those days, and it was the eve of May 20, 2017......

At that time, it was not yet 0:00 in the morning, and Xiaoshi and I were in bed in the "Heart World", taking a vivid "biology class".

As for this lesson, at the beginning, it was about where the first kiss went.

The poem was told to me like a story, and although she didn't want me to know that her first kiss had been taken away by her previous boyfriend, I could understand it. Of course, I also told her that it doesn't matter, it's not for me to care.

However, I will still humorously say: "Your first kiss was not given to me, but I, let alone the first kiss, even gave it to you for the first time." I've given you so many precious firsts. Haha!"

She smiled and replied, "Isn't it? You gave me my first kiss? ”

I grinned: "It's really the first kiss, why am I lying to you? I also write it, not to mention, there are very few honest people like me, okay?"

She immediately put on a vomiting expression: "Uh......"

Every now and then, between her and me, there's always a special presence that gets in the way of the lingering game we want to play.

Well, that particular being is called the Great Aunt.

Generally, the girl's aunt comes to visit more punctually and regularly, at the beginning of the month, the middle of the month or the end of the month. But her great aunt has a very eccentric temper, so eccentric that she is a natural match with my great aunt!

When to visit is uncertain, sometimes at the beginning of the month, sometimes at the end of the month, sometimes not for a month, you can come when you want, and you can leave when you want. The only difference was that her great-aunt would leave some footprints when she came to visit, while my great-aunt's visit came empty-handed.

I asked her, "Why is your aunt's visit so irregular?"

She could only smile and reply: "I don't know, it's always been like this." ”

Well, in order to please her great aunt, she also has to buy clothes specifically for her great aunt.

Her eldest aunt likes clothes that are dry, thin, breathable and free of excessive fragrance, well, as a good husband, I want to care about Xiaoshi's feelings. Also, she should know how to prepare the clothes that her great-aunt likes before her surprise visit.

I didn't participate in the process of preparing her aunt's clothes much, only once or twice, and once or twice unsuccessfully. I felt that when I went to the store and faced the saleswoman, I was embarrassed to say, "Excuse me, are there any brands of clothes?"

Fortunately, after experiencing more, I will slowly get used to it.

Moving on to the main points of the "Biology lesson".

Whenever my hand rested on her heart, she would ask me a little mindfully, "Isn't it a little small?"

I would be very considerate of her mood and replied, "No, I also like small ones." ”

She laughed a little, "Liar! Don't you men like big, meaty things?"

I couldn't help but laugh: "Hehe, not every man likes big ones, of course, if I can have more meat, I don't mind." ”

She asked, "How can it be big?"

I recalled, "I heard that you can get bigger by kneading and massaging it regularly. ”

She was skeptical: "Really?"

I'm also a little unsure: "I guess it will." ”

So, there is a "little left" and a "little right".

Whenever I massaged Xiao Zuo and said that Xiao Zuo was bigger than Xiao Right, she would be a little cute and say, "Who told you to be so eccentric, always give Xiao Zuo a massage, and don't give Xiao You a massage?"

Well, the erotic humor that belongs to us swept away the physical and mental depression when the great aunt came to visit.

After the "biology class", it was 0:00 in the morning!

May 20th, 520!

Xiaoshi married me for the first 520, so I want to give her a good memory!

As soon as the morning arrived, I sent her a red envelope of 520 yuan.

I have to say that a festival like 520 is a festival to show affection, and it is a festival that makes single dogs extremely uncomfortable.

In the early hours of the morning, we all bowed our heads and took our mobile phones to send red envelopes, receive red envelopes, and then express our mood to show a wave of affection. The love in the middle of the night is really in the flow.

Well, just get used to it.

There is nothing wrong with showing affection, as long as you show a bottom line. If social software can't even show affection, is it still normal social software?

Surprise! I'm hiding a surprise!

After the show of affection, we went to sleep, looking forward to surprise her during the day!

Because Xiaoshi doesn't have a ring yet, even if she doesn't have a wedding ring, she should have a ring with symbolic meaning.

So I bought the ring online in advance, but I don't know the size of Xiaoshi's left ring finger, what size ring should I buy?

After all, it was a surprise, and I couldn't just pick up her finger and measure it, so I ended up choosing an adjustable size ring!

I thought there was nothing wrong with this surprise!

I wanted to quietly confirm the use of the adjustable size ring before giving her a surprise, but when I took the ring to adjust the size, I probably used a little too much force and the ring was deformed!

What the heck!

I immediately tried as hard as I could to restore the ring to its original shape, but the ring was even more deformed!

Oh my God, can you be pleasantly surprised?

Well, since the ring that belongs to her can't be used, then I'll use my ring to fill up, after all, it's a pair of rings, almost.

As soon as I took out the rest of the ring, before I even started to try to put it on, the fake diamond on the ring fell to the floor and I couldn't find it!

Oh my God! What the hell is this!

What kind of quality is this?!Bad reviews!

Well, a surprise that thought it was romantic has thus degenerated into a stunner of doubting life......

Well, for me, that's a failed 520.

No flowers, no rings, no special dinner, just a 520 yuan red envelope in the early morning.

Well, I'm going to work hard to earn money and give her a more real, absolutely real and no surprise in the future!

In fact, these external things only represent a kind of existence that can be pleasant. What really matters is the kind of inner beating in the heart.

Yes, there is a beautiful name for the kind of inner that is not necessarily visible but very beautiful: I love you!