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She called me a lot of these times during our relationship. But I really didn't understand the importance of this kind of phone call at the time, which already had a kind of family love. But I grew up too slowly! So, when I received such a loving call from her, I was really touched!

Because in addition to my family, among the girls, she is the only one who will call me with love at present. That's one of the reasons I can't let go of her. After all, no girl has ever replaced her in my heart.

Whew, after all this experience, I'm going to return to reality. I still have to find a job.

There is no feeling of work, no sense of security at all, like the soul has nowhere to rest. The more you float, the more you wander.

Finally, it's time to look for a job. Really, I don't really know how difficult it is to find a job without looking for a job. Because there are too many concerns, and you want a good salary, a good environment, and a good platform, but you don't have anything to worry about, is this easy to find?

So I'm going to discard a lot of things. All I need is a job that allows me to pay off my debts and a job with a good environment. It doesn't matter if it's hard or not, you need to exercise when you're young!

In the end, I searched for a long time, and only three companies were selected. But which one is best for me?

In fact, my favorite is the first company that fell in love at first sight - Xidesheng. However, a health certificate is required. Okay, I'll do it too! The date happens to be October 10th! But the first time you don't want me. Reason, there is no suitable position.

I was hit and a little discouraged. So I went to the second house, but before I even entered the door, I was blasted out by the security guards!

At that time, I was at a very low ebb!

It just so happened that my sister wanted me to go to Qingyuan to learn to sell pork, so that I could save more money! I kind of wanted to go, but I still had an unlikely expectation for Xidesheng in my heart......

So, well, go again! If you still don't want me, then go sell pork!

Perhaps, God is really testing me again! As a result, I can enter! Sometimes, with a little more courage and one more attempt, there is hope!

I entered a small workshop, and I heard that it was a new department, and it was established within a few months. At that time, I felt that God still favored me! It didn't mean to make me completely desperate, it just hoped that I could experience more storms and then grow better!

So, I am more and more convinced that nothing is in vain!

My cultivation is still my cultivation, and it hasn't changed.

In my world, there are two kinds of optimism.

One is a very "positive" optimism, that is, the kind that looks formal. For example, nothing is unpassable, believe in hope, believe in yourself, and be in a good mood every day.

The other is very "two" optimism, that is, the kind that makes people feel silly. For example, fantasizing about being Superman or the protagonist of a TV series, entertaining yourself in self-directed and self-acting, only in the eyes of others, that is silly.

These two optimisms, alternating with each other, bring hope and joy to my life. I rely on them, especially in the bleak times of life.

After having a new place to cultivate, I have learned to cherish it more than I can. Because I have felt the loss, I understand the preciousness of what I have.

The new job, the test I had on the first day, was sweeping the floor. Yes, responsible for the neatness of the floor of the whole workshop.

At first, I was unhappy that I just wanted me to sweep the floor, but my "positive" optimism said to me: "Aren't you going to grow? Why don't you even sweep the floor? If you can't even sweep the floor, then what big can you do? Don't underestimate anything, because it can make you grow!"

Then, my state of mind was fine, and I swept the floor happily.

Then, my "two" optimism also came to join in the fun. It makes me imagine that I'm dancing, and it wants to convince me that sweeping the floor can be handsome, as long as you add some dance step elements to it.

As a result, I swept the floor with pleasure and became addicted. And the sweep is exceptionally clean!

After sweeping the floor, he asked me to move the boards. Well...... No less than a thousand pieces were moved. Seriously, it's heavy!

Fortunately, "Er" Optimism will say to me like this: "Quack, work hard, I believe that soon, your muscles will be born!

At the end of the day, these chores, which were particularly offensive to new employees, were overcome by me with optimism.

Before, I didn't seem to think so. In general, I will complain and will run away. Huhu, seeing that I have suddenly changed so much, I am actually quite relieved.

After working for a while, I really love myself more. Because, chores are a compulsory course for every new employee to come in. Moreover, sweeping the floor and moving things should not be regarded as chores, that is also work. The reason why I think this is because I see that the team leader sometimes sweeps the floor and moves the boards. This shows that on the first day a new employee comes in, he is already working, not doing chores. Fortunately, my "positive" and "second" optimism protect me.

Before I did this job, I already had "Flash". The "Shiny" is my new bike.

Every day when I commute to and from work, I ride the "Flash" back and forth between the accommodation and the company, and I will talk to it a lot, and I will also imagine that we are acting in a TV series. In short, my "two" optimism is often linked to "flashing". Even though it can't speak, I believe that all things are spiritual, and it must understand my words.

New jobs, new challenges, new relationships, new moods. It's so new, and I'm adapting to it the same.

Originally, I thought that there would be little freedom when I went to cultivate, but I didn't expect to gain more freedom than before.

I began to see my own direction, understood my dreams, and knew how to move towards my future, and the key to everything was focused on whether I could work hard and persevere! I had never been so clear, I didn't know if I had to live in confusion for a while to see myself clearly.

Small travel began to spread in Shenzhen. Moreover, it is more meaningful than the small trip I used to take when I was in college. In the past, what I got from a small trip was more relaxation and happiness. And the small trip after work, what you get is more rhythm and thinking. There was a transition.

I don't know if it's because of my original face, or if it's my luck, every time I have a new job, someone will take special care of me and answer my questions. Thank you very much!

The challenges of a new job often make me timid, but I never flinch, because I don't allow it! Sure enough, every time I rise to the challenge, I make a small breakthrough! However, there is one thing that is missing, that is, initiative. Challenges that come automatically and I can overcome. However, I didn't have the courage to take the initiative to find a challenge. That's what I'm going to cultivate well!

Courage, where does it come from?

Confidence, where does it come from?

Strength, where does it come from? A lot of repeated practice and accumulation.

At that time, I was practicing repeatedly on the path of accumulation. And looking forward to it is the next qualitative change!

Outside of work, that's girls! Quack, when it comes to girls, I have to get excited!

You know? I'm in the workshop! Fifty people! The proportion of girls is, hehe, zero. There is only one aunt in her fifties......

So, the best place I could see the girls was the dining hall.

After a while, there was really a girl who often appeared in my sight, and involuntarily, she became the object of too much thought at that time.

Well, so what's her name and where is she from......? To be explored.

"Positive" optimism is to represent the serious moment of life, and many times, we must pay attention to it before we take it seriously.

Of course, "two" optimism is the opposite, specifically representing the moment of lightness. Because, sometimes, as soon as you get serious, you lose.

My cultivation is so "positive"!

I'm so "two" in my cultivation!

Cultivation is just to get closer to the self that you yearn for in your heart. The cultivation has not stopped, it has been continuing, I just want to experience the new experience from a different perspective.

It was a really gray day.

The sky is gray, the flowers and trees are pale gray, and my mood is cold gray.

All day long, the whole person felt so tired, so sleepy, and there was no motivation to work at all. I think it may be because the spiritual world didn't have much "output" at that time.

As long as my mind is not energetic, then, the luck of the day will be fast-dropped!

Sure enough, a lot of unsatisfactory things came one after another.

Fortunately, I can hold on! I thought it was a low period again, and I was trying to take precautions.

Coincidentally, I saw the mood of my sister in the space: the weather was bad, which affected my mood. It would be great if people could change the weather through their mindset!

I have feelings. Mindset, change the weather? hmm......

Later, after suffering a series of unhappiness in the evening, he expressed a mood. Mainly, to put it mildly, the weather was bad. But, in the end I said, I love you, this weather.

Originally, I thought it was nothing. However, a small miracle happened!

Just a few minutes after I finished expressing that feeling, the courier brother who had called him and turned off the phone actually informed me to pick up the courier!

Then, although I worked overtime and worked late, everyone was so motivated and the atmosphere was great!

Finally, I thought, is it that my mindset has changed the weather unconsciously?

On the way back from work, it was a drizzly night, listening to me. I'm fantasizing, in beauty, in the future.

I used to hate rainy days, but when I went back, I didn't feel disgusted at all, I just felt that I sang so well!

And then the good thing came!

The first time I recognized an acquaintance on the way to work, yes, I saw Brother Xia! He had seen me a few times before and I hadn't seen him, but now it's finally my turn to see him. Although the premise for me to see him is that he is accompanied by two girls with good figures......

After returning to the rented house, the rent was finally paid! Finding a landlord is really a troublesome thing, and you may not be able to run into him in the room after knocking on the door five times.

Immediately after that, I wrote Dongdong. It's not easy, I came back at nine o'clock, I had to take a shower and go to the toilet, plus it took more than an hour to read, and I was able to write, which was already a breakthrough. I didn't have to work overtime for a while, but I didn't have a little mental contribution, and I felt that too much freedom would really ruin me. Or a moderate amount of freedom, which suits me better.

What does this have to do with cultivation? It has a lot to do with my cultivation! My cultivation is not just for the purpose of cultivating technique and art, cultivating mentality, cultivating emotions, and so on.

You must know that cultivation is also a kind of life. True cultivation is life.

I've read a quote before, and it's like this: what kind of person you want to be, then you have to live with the mentality of the person you want to be.

Although dreams cannot be realized all at once, the mentality of dreams can always accompany them to grow, in other words, they can travel through the future!

Since I can think so, then I have nothing to object to. Cultivation, continue in invisibility, and look forward to the transformation blooming in the light!

My metamorphosis, greet me with a smile!

The internship era, that's it, it's over.

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