After entering the working era, life tends to be more dull day after day. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info and I, just in that plainness, looking for a little bit of seasoning. Trying to make your life taste something......

At that time, I thought I was a ** silk. However, there are always a lot of people at work who want to express the opinion that I am a pretty boy! (not out of politeness)

?? In the past, some people said that I was a pretty boy, and I would be very happy! Why now, when people call me pretty boy, I think they are deliberately saying good things like that? It seems that the problem is not from them, but from my soul. I have to admit that I still have an inferior self-esteem in my soul. Well, to be resolved.

?? The company canteen is the place I struggle with the most.

?? The girl I often saw in the cafeteria before was seen many times on the road, but it was relatively short. After that, I often sat next to the dining table where I liked to sit, and it has been replaced. Replaced by two big beauties! Both big beauties have long black and bright hair, have a moderate height and a charming slender body, and are both clerks. So, I ...... I'm so struggling! God, hurry up and let the other half of my life appear! I'm in so much pain! I'm getting to the point where I can't help myself!

Since I wanted to open up new areas, I wanted to try. For example, wrote "If I Were a Ghost". As soon as I tried, the problem came! By the second part, I didn't know how to proceed. It is written entirely according to the feeling, without a prior framework conceived. So, after thinking about it all day, I still haven't figured it out. I'm a little lost......

?? When I think about being dizzy and really messy, I don't want to be spontaneous and go on to practice other new areas.

When I practiced, I was stunned! I felt so much! Usually the practice is so unfamiliar, so difficult to get started. Unexpectedly, suddenly there is a new breakthrough!

?? So, I understood, because I'm a three-minute hot person, and when I focus on something for too long, I feel numb. This numbness tends to make me inspired, mentally unrefreshed, and unhappy.

And when I suddenly switch to another aspect to focus, that passion can be said to explode instantly! It seems that each aspect has a certain cycle, longer or shorter, for my sense of contact. So, as long as I grasp the degree of my own cycle of a certain aspect, I can better allow myself to grow.

?? Sometimes you really don't need to be so stubborn, you can't figure it out after thinking about a problem for a long time, then don't think about it and do another thing. Then, after a period of time, the question that I didn't understand before may suddenly be figured out.

Actually, if you don't think about it, it's just that the brain doesn't want to. However, the subconscious mind of human beings with real energy will always act in the human body, and the subconscious will not stop thinking whether people are moving or resting. Therefore, some questions that you can't figure out for the time being can be left to the subconscious to think about. It's going to surprise itself!

?? Combined with the role of the subconscious, coupled with my own "three-minute heat" personality, I feel that it is more suitable for me to follow my inner feelings. In this way, it seems to be close to my "sentimentalism".

?? Life is changing little by little all the time!

?? Believe in yourself, and you will eventually break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly and fly to your own sky!

When I was a child, I liked to count the age. At what age I finished elementary school, how old I was in junior high school, at what age I finished high school, and at what age I finished college......

When I was a child, I had a vision for the future, and I was happier! Although I was a child, I thought about it a little long-term. For example, when I was a kid, I counted until I was twenty-four years old and I finished college and got married.

As a result, before the age of twenty-four, college is already a thing of the past. After all, the college I counted as a child was four years old. And I went to a junior college, which was a three-year program. Well, as for marriage, it's still unknown. However, there is a real good chance that I will get married at the age of twenty-four, even though I am still single now.

Why do you think that? Hmm......

One night I went home and chatted with my aunt. And the topic of the aunt's chat always has to be about the girl.

For example, ask me if there are many girls in my company and if there are any favorites.

When I was a child, I really didn't expect to be buoyed when I grew up. It's really a world of "didn't expect".

Soon after, I was urged to go on a blind date. In short, if you can't see that I have a girlfriend, my aunt will never give up.

I understand all of this, I understand. Although I don't agree with being urged, I don't reject it either. Because it was all the urgent love of my family, and my family really wanted to see me get married. So, I'll go with the flow.

For me now, I usually don't take the initiative, even if I like a certain girl. Whew, the truth is that the girl I like is a little smaller, and I don't know which one to choose. And I'm not a flowery person, once I choose a certain girl, I will only be good to her. Therefore, it is necessary to be cautious.

I can't try to fall in love one by one because I don't dare, and at the same time, I don't want to fall in love for the sake of falling in love. This is not good for anyone, love is not an attempt, it is really to dig out the heart.

Since I'm not active, I'm passive. I grew up little by little, and I believe that if she understands me and really likes me, she will let me know in her way that she is my other half. Of course, thinking about it this way is a bit like a fool's dream. But I just have an expectation for it, all the time.

It's not that I'm not taking the initiative, I'm still waiting, waiting for what? A feeling of liking and liking, liking so much that I can forget any obstacles. If there is a girl who can give me this feeling, then I must be very positive. In the same way, I also believe that the girl who can give me this feeling must be very unusual, like the other half of my life.

Waiting, although it seems stupid to people who like to take the initiative, but behind the stupidity is not wisdom without connotation.

Waiting, too, is destined to be lonely and lonely. It's uncomfortable, but you have to endure it. Every time you endure it, you have more love for the other half who will appear in the future. Any price is worth it, because Heaven will borrow and repay.

The reason why I often think too much is because I think that every possible moment can be the other half of my life. Thinking too much is because of longing, because of caring. Even if you think too much and think a little out of order, it's just too much to look forward to.

While most of the plans don't keep up with the changes, I still like to plan for the future:

I will live with her, I will have a cute puppy, I will write a lot of songs about her, I will often draw her, I will dance to her or dance with her, I will sing to her or listen to her sing, I will write about me and her, I will take care of the home environment together, I will think of a lot of innovative ideas to make life fun, I will occasionally buy gifts to surprise her, I will ......

Will fall asleep happily...... I'm looking forward to it!

Hopefully, it's not a dream.

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