"Hot and Cold" -

The day before yesterday, I saw a Weibo like this, "Neither hot nor cold, from the perspective of the weather, it is very comfortable." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 But from an emotional point of view, that's the worst thing. ”

Perhaps there is some truth to it, because it can be imagined.

Many boys want to chase girls, or girls want to chase boys, and in the process of chasing, some people will fall into self-madness because the other party they like is lukewarm to them.

Because you will be confused, you will think too much, lukewarm is to accept or not to accept?

If you accept it, you should be happy. But why isn't there a little "hot" happiness?

If you say no, it should be very serious. But why is there no "cold" seriousness?

Perhaps, it was a tactful refusal. Or maybe the other party is just testing himself?

The answer, who knows? Only the parties will know.

Anyway, lukewarmness will make people lose the direction of finding love. Of course, it's just an individual.

In fact, in my personal opinion, hot and cold is worse than lukewarm.

For example, in the process of a boy chasing a girl.

Every time a girl sees a boy, she is very happy, and the boy thinks that the girl likes him. As a result, boys gradually prefer girls and get better and better.

But soon after, the boy noticed that the girl was becoming more and more indifferent to him. Even, don't want to pay attention to him.

The boy understood, it turned out that he was all self-inflicted.

When the boy decides to stay away from her and live as before, the girl surprisingly becomes as happy as the boy before and takes the initiative to approach the boy again.

You can imagine how complicated the boy's mood was at that time......

However, whether it's cold or hot, emotions don't all depend on these.

The best thing is to make the heart sincere. In this case, cold and hot are just words.

"Sunset" -

The sunset, which seemed to me before, was a very beautiful twilight, which could tempt my heart and make me fantasize about the night not coming.

But......

The sunset, as it seems to me now, is a very sad evening, which will stir up my heart and make me feel that the night is not daylight.

Recently, there is no nutrient absorption in the spiritual world, and there is no contribution to give. As a result, the individual is extremely abnormal physically and mentally.

I said that I am not afraid of hard work, but I am very afraid of hard work! Hard work is nothing, as long as my heart is sweet, I can withstand no matter how hard it is! However, if my heart is bitter, even if I don't have to do anything, I will be very hard, so hard that I am like a person who is about to die! Not to mention, in the case of hard heart, to do hard things for a long time.

Yes, my heart has been bitter for a long time.

Why is it bitter? It's hard to say.

It's like, there was a sun of faith shining on my path, but suddenly, the sun of faith disappeared inexplicably! But I also know that faith is immortal. So, I continued to crawl in the dark, in the direction that I instinctively thought was right.

After climbing for a long time, I don't know where I crawled. But I need light, I need hope, I need motivation! I also know that the real hope is in my heart. So, I can only let my heart shine once in a while, and although it is faint, it is enough to motivate me to climb forward.

Keep climbing, but when climbing, there is a sarcastic voice next to you: You don't look like a man, you know?

I smiled in the dark and said, "Hee-hee, I'm just like a child."

continued to climb, and there was a deeper contemptuous voice next to him: I don't think you can go to be a duck!

I smiled awkwardly in the dark and said, "Haha, I can't be a duck."

I was about to be ecstatic, but I said, "Be kind, you can learn from others, and you won't have any masculinity or masculinity!"

I smiled hard in the dark and said, "Oh, okay."

Finally, the light in my heart gradually dimmed like a sunset. I don't have the strength to climb, and my heart is so miserable. I'm optimistic, though. I know, it's all a joke. Well, it must be a joke...... It must be......

The spiritual world needs nourishment to support, and I want to use my own way to nourish my spiritual world, even if it is a little bit at a time. But I found that the nourishment of my spiritual world is very ...... in the eyes of my relatives It's like hearing a little kid want to play with mud and sand.

I'm not afraid of hard work, but I'm afraid of hard work.

In order to replenish the nourishment of the spiritual world, I first worked hard and then set aside a little bit to produce nourishment at sunset. However, the family will not know, because I have not said it. I didn't say it, who knows? When my family always thought that I was a person who was very afraid of hard work, I had nothing to say.

I have an angel and a devil in my heart. I am very angry when I have a devilish mentality! I can't understand myself even if I hate my family! Fortunately, I still have an angelic mentality, an angel's heart, I will think that I am very selfish, and I say that my heart is bitter, and my family affection is more bitter than mine! I don't understand how much love my family has given behind my back! So, the two of me in my heart actually got into a fight! Before, they didn't fight......

One anger, one love and tolerance. In the end, I with the angelic mentality actually killed me with the angry devilish mentality! Unexpectedly, I was still a good boy! In the face of family affection, I would kill myself who was haunted in my heart! It turned out that I loved family affection more than I loved myself.

The family smiled and knew my role. However, with the angelic mentality, I couldn't laugh anymore. It seems that the angel and the devil have combined and become a monster with a problematic personality. He is often expressionless in front of everyone, but he is alone in a dark corner and giggles.

What about the bitterness of the heart?

Looking at the sunset, my heart also fell......