Chapter 189: Re-Shedding Eleven

I saw a bit of a long but very emotional passage on the Internet:

If life tells you anything, I just want to say that the infinite coincidences in life, opportunities and fate make up everything that is possible. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoWe talk about work and making money in relation to ability, and we need to connect with knowledge, but there are many more things that cannot be measured by these. Sometimes when I think about it, it feels like it is destined in the dark, but when I think about it, it's not all dominoes, and it affects the whole body, but whenever any link is different, the final result will be different. The beauty of being born is probably to constantly witness the incredibleness of others, and then suddenly one day the same shocking impossibility happened to yourself and the people around you. And all this is related to everything that has been done, and it seems to have nothing to do with everything, just like people have joys, sorrows, and sorrows that others can't fathom. But in the end, if there are good thoughts in the heart, there will be angels on the way, and they will always believe in beauty, so they will become beautiful.

First of all, it is the infinite coincidences in life, opportunities and fate that make up everything possible.

For example, there is a person who falls into a low point in his life and collapses, and then inadvertently wanders the streets, sees some scenes that make him profound or meets some people who inspire him, and then suddenly feels that there is a strength emanating from his heart, maybe weak, but it is also part of the strength of that person to stand up and face life again.

One night last week, I went out to eat pork knuckle rice with the taste of the main character, well, as the "male pig's knuckle" in my life, I must eat pork knuckle rice!

As I was licking the pork knuckle in front of the transparent glass, a woman walked by outside the store that I felt so familiar.

When I first saw her face, I always had a sense of déjà vu that I didn't know how to express, but it was as if I hadn't seen her before!

Then, the image of a woman with pork knuckle still kissing me on the lips and my eyes staring straight at the door of the shop appeared. Well, that woman looks pretty good!

As soon as I finished thinking about the word "sexual encounter", the woman who passed by the door of the store seemed to notice that I was looking at her, and her pupils seemed to dilate a little. Well, although it was a little dark outside the store at the time, I could clearly feel that her pupils were dilated a little. Because, my pupils are also a little dilated, and I can naturally see a little more clearly.

Then she smiled brightly!

I couldn't help but be surprised!

And then, there is no then. Because she had already walked past the door......

The pig's feet kissed on the lips were finally handed over to the teeth to ravage recklessly, well, I always felt that smile was so familiar and familiar, as if I had really seen it somewhere.

It seems to have been seen on TV, after all, you can often see public faces in life, especially with some characters in TV dramas. However, it's impossible, brother hasn't watched TV for a long time!

The moment the pork knuckle meat that was ravaged by teeth slid down my throat, I suddenly remembered it!

Oh! That woman's eyes, that woman's smile, that's right! Yes, she's the proprietress who sells breakfast at a roadside stall! Last year, when I was about to leave Xidesheng, I bought breakfast at her stall for a short time, and it was only six or seven times. After that, I returned to China after more than half a year, and I only went to her stall once or twice to buy breakfast in the first two months.

However, I almost regarded her as an "affair", but she remembered my appearance and smiled at me! I felt a special warmth! Because it was really comfortable to be remembered in good faith.

I was actually at a low point when I ate pork knuckle rice that night, but her simple smile and not simple memory of me made me see a ray of sunshine in the trough. So, I have a little bit of motivation in my heart to continue to work hard to stand up!

Well, at the same time, it reflects a problem - for me, "sexual encounters" are not something that can be met when encountered, and the peach blossom trees I planted must be not nutritious enough.

There was also a depressed evening, and I sat alone on the top floor of the audience stage of "March Wind", writing alone.

At this moment, a little boy who looked like he was only six or seven years old suddenly walked from the runway to the audience, and then jumped up and down to the top floor, and I thought he just liked to play on the top floor of the audience. After all, a lot of kids like to bounce around and play like this.

Unexpectedly, however, he came over and sat down next to me, so close that it was as if we knew each other.

In this case, I feel a little embarrassed......

Why could he sit next to a stranger naturally? Wasn't he afraid that I would be a bad person? Didn't the adults in his house teach him not to go near strangers?

This embarrassment lasted for about half a minute, and I felt that as an adult, I should always say something.

I looked at him and asked lightly, "Little friend, are you playing here alone?"

The little boy then replied innocently, "No, I'...... I'm waiting for someone. Somebody's coming, I'll be able to see them sitting here, two kids and two adults, we're going to play in the sand together. ”

I looked at the black sky before it rained at night, then at the boy, and asked lightly, "Aren't you afraid that it will rain later?"

The little boy innocently pointed to the ceiling of the audience and said with a smile: "No, there is something to cover, and it will not rain." In fact, the sand pit he was talking about where he could play with sand was not covered by the roof of the auditorium.

So I corrected him seriously: "No, the sand pool can't cover it." ”

Still smiling, he said, "Cover it." ”

After that, when he saw his little friends coming, he happily left the audience and ran to them. Leaving me looking at his back in a daze, I continued to be alone on the top floor of the auditorium......

In his inner world, strangers can be approached and can talk, and there is no need to be guarded with sincere fear. Also, believe in your own opinion, even if it is against the adult, it does not mean that you are wrong.

His presence seemed to make me understand something. After watching him disappear into the crowd, my mood was inexplicably much better.

These are the small fates that you encounter by chance in life, but they may have some good effects on yourself. It is possible that because of these small influences, you can make a better breakthrough. It was a wonderful feeling!

Then, it feels like it's predestined, but it doesn't seem to have anything to do with it.

When I progress in my work abroad, I feel that I am destined to leave Xidesheng.

But when I encountered a bottleneck in my work abroad, I would feel very sorry that I had left Xidesheng.

When I have a lot of new experiences abroad, I feel like my previous trips are predestined.

But when I go on a small trip after returning to China, I will feel that my big trip has come too early, so that I have no expectations for some ordinary small trips.

In other words, when things are going well, you feel that it is doomed, and when you are disappointed, you will feel that it is your wrong choice.

This sense of contradiction has not been sorted out since I returned to China, until I read the book "When Your Talent Can't Support Your Dreams", and the spear and shield in my heart seem to be reconciled.

There is a sentence in that book that probably indicates this meaning: just because you leave this unsatisfactory place and go to another place of your choice does not mean that you will be better off than you were before you left this unsatisfactory place. What you should go through, you will always have to go through.

Whether it's my pride or frustration abroad, or my pride or frustration at home, I have some that are particularly beautiful and some that are not so beautiful, but they are all mine. Therefore, cherish your own experience and care what he is destined to do.

In the end, it is the heart that has good thoughts, and there are angels on the way, and they always believe in beauty, so they will become beautiful.

Recently, I have seen some words that are particularly unique.

The first paragraph: Pretend to be awesome, it's worth it until you do it. Faith is more important than knowing!

Second paragraph: What you pretend to become, you will eventually become. Pretend to be forced, seek benevolence, never forget, and there will be repercussions.

Think about it, pretending, there is also a meaning of pretending.

Just like a chameleon, it knows how to change color to disguise itself in different plant colors to protect itself from predators or to feed itself by predators.

Loading is also a kind of ability. Pretending to be superb, it's like having brilliant acting skills! It's not easy to pretend to be good. It is the difference between ability and faith.

Pretending, it may be hypocritical, it is negative energy, because it deceives people. However, pretending, for insecure people, is just a kind of protection for themselves. Besides, in front of people with a sense of security, there is no need to pretend at all, and it is not good to pretend. After all, people who know themselves can see through themselves at a glance.

There are two sides to everything, good and bad.

Two sides, take the positive and beautiful side. Use beauty to build beauty.

So, you believe that you are what you are.

When it is a rumor, or chicken blood, if it can bring you good, it is beautiful.

If you have good thoughts in your heart, you will have angels on the way.

Always believe in beauty, so it will become beautiful.

Whatever you want to become, live each day with the same mindset you want to be.

If you don't forget, there will be an echo.

Believe it or not, I believe it anyway.

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