Selfish.

If someone saw me, they might say that. Because a person who has no morality, or rather, is discarding morality, everything will be chosen according to his own comfort or not.

I don't care what other people think, I don't care about the law, I don't understand the so-called emotional intelligence.

How comfortable I am.

Isn't that selfish?

There is no need to discuss what happens to go to prison after breaking the law, and there is no need to discuss what to do if a moment of refreshment and comfort leads to a lifetime of pain. Which of these questions is not driven by fear, which one is not a sign of fear of life, and which one is not based on the distortion of the mind?

The whole universe belongs to me, and bad things are not allowed and cannot happen.

That's it, nothing else.

What happens is what I want, what I want is the best, and what happens naturally is the best.

Because it is impossible for something bad to happen, the whole universe belongs to me, what can be beyond my will?! Of course, this I am "I exist", not the thinking of the character at all.

What is a character?

What is that thinking? just rubbish thinking.

The best will always happen, and as long as I don't think with a twist in my head, these things will unfold on their own. Even if it's begging on the streets, what's so bad?

Besides, is there any reason to think that the character of Yuan Changwen will become like that? Is it just because he doesn't work hard and doesn't struggle? Is it just because he doesn't take success as his goal? Is it just because he lets go and surrenders and doesn't control his life?

All the truth seems to make sense, because all the truth is one-sided.

Including the above sentence.

What is there to pursue in a one-sided thing? What is there to show off in a one-sided thing? If it were not for the fact that I could gain the admiration of others through these one-sided truths, I really couldn't think of any reason to cling to those truths.

No matter how much it is whitewashed, it is impossible to deny this, that is, all the truth is only a one-sided analysis and a one-sided conclusion. This is the same as perceptions and opinions, which are just distortions.

Like what kindness should be a little sharp, what women should read more, what things must be done before the age of thirty, please, these shit is actually loved by me in the past. I really don't understand, I used to be so mentally retarded that I would take these things as real and hold on tightly and not let go.

The most ridiculous thing is that the great sage of the era of the home planet, Mr. Confucius, once said that "thirty years stands". How many people have this sentence been regarded as a sacred text? Even in the empire of the interstellar age, it is still widely spread.

Is there something wrong with my brain? What qualifications do I have to "stand at thirty"? Why should I believe the words of Confucius? Why can't I refute this sentence? Why can others quote this sentence to teach me?

Why "Thirty and Standing"?

Who can answer this question? Is it right just because it has been handed down for thousands of years, just because it is the words of the sage Confucius? Is there anything more absurd than that?

"The road is wasted, but there is benevolence and righteousness. ”

If Mr. Lao Tzu does touch the truth, then it is very likely that he will say this sentence, and it is also very likely that he wants to express that the Confucian thing is a piece of shit.

Confucian gadgets are just things that were easily managed by the ancient imperial court, so they were admired. This kind of artificial distortion is to let everyone live a good life and not make an uprising. All kinds of restrictions are placed there, and even become a thing for talent selection.

What kind of talent is this? Of course, it is a person who is useful to society.

What does it mean to be useful to society? Of course, it is a person who can build society together, consolidate society together, and make society stable together.

The society is stable, and the people can live a good life. Now that the society is very stable, is it really like living in paradise?

Distortion is distortion, no matter what is said, no matter how much the saint speaks, there is still no escape from the false facts.

Sit there and imagine what qualities a person possesses that can contribute to society. After coming up with it, the society vigorously promotes it, because these qualities can indeed contribute to the stability and development of the whole society.

However, because of this, it is distortion that is false.

Doesn't anyone think it's bullshit? Doesn't anyone think this stuff is just a piece of shit?

Why, these three words are the most asked by children, but adults are not easy to answer at all.

Generally speaking, there will be these answers, such as helplessness such as "for the sake of life, there is no way", or, "when you grow up, you will know when you reach society", or disdainful such as "you are still young and don't understand".

In fact, all I can say is "to the best of my knowledge, this is the way it is", but no one will say that because they appear to be ignorant.

"As far as I knew, I had to do some shit things because I couldn't make a living. The subtext of this sentence is that I don't know much, so I think so. No one dares to say that the scope of their knowledge is the whole society, and it is the absolute truth.

How can I not work hard and not worry about the distortion of my life through all kinds of benevolence and righteousness, instead of letting the "Tao" drive my ship of life? Anyway, I will not believe that the distortion in my mind, what the universe gives to the characters, is the best.

Because I am afraid of life, I will have all kinds of questions, I will have all kinds of fears, and I will try my best to control and distort life. The more I think about it, the more ridiculous I feel, trying to make life move forward according to the "I think" good, every choice is to choose "I think" is good, what reason is there to think that these choices can finally make people's life what I expected?

Or, when life becomes what you imagined, do you really die without regrets?

If you want to touch the truth, you must discard the false. Talking about what to stand at thirty, what career development period, and what spare time determines the height of life, I feel disgusting when I listen to it.

The height of life? Which planet is this Nima from? Who is measuring? Who is prescribing the basis of measurement?

And who's nodding their heads in praise of these twists? And who's clinging to them?

I.

Forcibly transform "life", a thing that doesn't understand what it is, into something that you can understand, either pursuing a career and pursuing money, or pursuing idleness and leisure. No matter what the meaning of life is said, it is nonsense and distorted.

Life is meaningless.

Of course, you have to do something to live, so it doesn't matter at all. These are just the way the characters behave, but the work of awareness and boredom, all of which are false and non-existent. Why be held up by fear, why cling to other people's ideas as treasures?

Don't ask any more questions about life and eating, this kind of question that is pulled by fear and pretends to be deep is a piece of shit. Oh no, it's not even as good as shit, at least shit is still of some use.

And what about those questions? Maybe it's hard to be useful to bind life?