If the memory lasts for a long time, it will be many, it will be miscellaneous, it will be mutilated, and it will accidentally hide and seek. Just like some people, some things are sometimes clear in their memory, sometimes vague, and it is impossible to keep them completely, but they can only leave a natural profundity......

During this time, the mind is somewhat empty, an existence like an empty bottle, no entry, no pouring, only emptiness......

However, sometimes, some people and events in my memories will suddenly pop up and give me a sudden memory, which makes me feel like I want to write again.

I believe that everything is providential. All the people and things you meet are directly or indirectly affecting your world, whether it's good or bad, depending on which side you fancie.

This article should be regarded as a supplement to the memories that I didn't remember before, and it feels like a meaningful existence.

On the way off work one night, a song that pulled at my memories was randomly played in the headphones - "Don't Leave Me Alone".

The moment the melody sounded, the image of me still working in Cambodia in 2016 echoed in my mind, as if I had just had a long vacation.

This song was introduced to me by Sister Lina at that time, she likes to listen to the song and work while working overtime at night, and when she finds something very interesting, she will happily share it with me who is sitting next to her workplace.

Like what......

"Golden Dragon, Golden Dragon, I'll listen to you some funny things. She grinned and turned up the volume on her phone and placed it on the partition between our desks.

The phone is playing an interesting conversation between McDull and a female classmate in his class, maybe because Sister Lina's 2B rendering effect is good, or maybe it's really funny. I literally laughed along with Sister Lina's smile......

Although she, as my boss, often scolded me during working hours, and my emotions were close to breaking down, she would be like a happy young lady during the freely arranged overtime hours, and she could bring me a lot of interesting fun. Maybe it's just because she is a Sagittarius with me, and she also has a charismatic 2B optimism...... Hahaha......

So, I was hooked on listening to some of McDull's funny conversations, and I guess I was assimilated by her.

On another overtime night, she played a song to me, which was "Don't Leave Me Alone" sung by Feng Xiaozheng. The melody is a somewhat sad rhythm, as if singing the deep sadness hidden in Sister Lina's heart.

So, she asked me if the song was good.

I nodded in the affirmative. Indeed, it feels pretty good. Like, I understand the sadness in her heart that doesn't want to show the surface.

After that, she inexplicably talked to me about emotional issues, about her and her ex.

I only remember that she asked me a very profound question at that time: "I don't understand, why can some people roll the sheets with people they don't like?"

Forehead...... I looked at her with a blank face...... Forehead......

Forehead...... This was a profound question for me, who had not yet rolled the sheets with anyone else. Well, rolling the sheets is a very advanced sport, and it is difficult for children to experience it. Uh-huh, those who haven't rolled the sheets with others are considered children.

She continued, "Don't they think that's disgusting? I can't accept it anyway, and if I have to roll the sheets with someone I don't like, then I might as well die." ”

I was still looking at her with a blank face, and I ......

Well, it turns out that she still has a deep opinion about rolling the sheets. Okay, but actually, there are 10,000 grass and mud horses galloping inside me! I'll go! Please care for a weak mind that hasn't rolled the sheets with anyone but is forced to fantasize about rolling the sheets, okay?

One day after that, she and I talked about a little sensitive topic again.

For example, on a whim, she suddenly picked up a sample of clothes sent by a guest, put it on herself to see if it fitted, and then asked me with a smile: "Jinlong Jinlong, do you think it is appropriate for me to wear this?"

Forehead...... I said it looked good, and it was a loose and casual top.

However, she laughed at herself inexplicably: "I feel that I can't hold it up in this dress, my hands touch it, and my breasts are so small." You say yes, right?"

Sister Lina's humor always caught me off guard, and I replied a little innocently: "Ah, is it small? I can't see it, and I haven't touched it." ”

She was stunned for a moment, her eyes widened a little, and then she smiled meaningfully and asked me, "Have you ever touched it?" Don't you have a girlfriend?"

I continued to reply a little innocently: "I haven't touched it, who said that if you have a girlfriend, you must have touched it? (At that time, it was not long after I started a long-distance relationship with Arou)"

She was stunned for a moment, her eyes widened, and then she asked with a bit of a sneer, "Then you used to wash your girlfriend's clothes, right?" ”

I still looked innocent and shook my head to indicate that there was no wood.

As for doing my girlfriend's laundry, whaha! I've imagined doing my girlfriend's laundry countless times a long, long time ago, especially the coveted and attractive hood! Until now, with Xiaoshi, this wish has been properly realized, and the feeling of helping your lover wash clothes has become as ordinary as eating a homely meal...... Oh oh......

Then, then, she left a talking expression: this guy is hopeless......

On another quiet overtime night, she said that she was chasing a very popular TV series recently, and asked me if I had watched it. Well, it's Di, "Langya Bang" starring Hu Ge.

At that time, I didn't actually have much desire to watch dramas, because I went abroad before I saw the finale of "Flower Thousand Bone", and it was difficult to connect to WiFi in the dormitory, so most of my spiritual food belonged to painting.

However, the amazing thing is that when Sister Lina told me some of the plot synopsis of "Langya Bang", I was very interested in watching it. Well, when the dorm WiFi miraculously connected and I cooked two more episodes in earnest, well, I was addicted to it.

So, staying up late to watch dramas, and being lazy at work to make dramas, it happens from time to time. Is this still normal me? Oh oh......

"Langya Bang" gives me the feeling that the plot is so wonderful, Mei Changsu in the play is like a god-like existence, guiding the prince and the second prince to do a lot of things that win the emperor's heart, it seems that it is getting closer and closer to the throne, but in fact it is getting farther and farther away. Everything is to pave the way for King Jing's counterattack, which has never been recognized by the emperor but still goes his own way. What you want, you can't get. I didn't think I could get it, but I got it unexpectedly. This kind of plot arrangement is really attractive!

What moved me the most in "Langya Bang" was Mei Changsu's good intentions to King Jing, how to let King Jing, who was stubborn like a cow, go to the road that was really suitable for him but he didn't agree with without revealing his identity, which was really difficult. When I saw the frail Mei Changsu kneeling down painfully and begging King Jing not to ignore him, I was really moved to wet my eyes......

is very special, the love scenes in the play are not enough to move me to wet my eyes, but it is the friendship scenes in my heart that move me, or it can be said that Mei Changsu's heart for the rehabilitation of the Red Flame Army moved me. In short, this drama just satisfied my desire to watch dramas at that time.

Well, Sister Lina's god introduction is not bad!

After I finished cooking "Langya Bang", Sister Lina said that she was cooking "The Pretender" starring Hu Ge.

Thus, a new round of divine introductions began......

She briefly described the synopsis for me, Hu Ge plays an agent in the play, but he doesn't know that his boss is his eldest brother......

I wondered, "Is his eldest brother good or bad?"

She guessed: "It seems to be good all at once, and bad all at once." I don't know if his eldest brother is a good guy or a bad guy. ”

I thought to myself: it's a bit complicated......

She said: "I like the female number two in it, and I feel that she and the male number one played by Hu Ge are more compatible together." ”

I wondered, "Isn't the female number one not good-looking?"

She sincerely: "It's not good-looking, the female number two is better-looking." ”

I thought to myself: what kind of plot is this going to be......

After Sister Lina's crackling words, I should be unconscious. Well, that's right, that's right.

After that, she showed me a video of Female Number Two dying in front of Male Number One. Well, because I haven't started watching dramas yet, I didn't feel anything when I watched that video. It can only be said that the agent played by Hu Ge looks so handsome! So mature! The second female looks like a charming woman.

Sister Lina said in disappointment that when she first cooked "The Pretender", she felt that the second female lead was the heroine. Unexpectedly, a female number one suddenly appeared later, and it didn't feel good-looking, and she didn't look like a heroine. When I saw that the second female number one died, I didn't want to worry about the plot behind......

Nani?!Is this female number two really so attractive?

As a result, a new desire for drama has ignited again!

Although "The Pretender" was not as out of control as "Langya Bang" at the beginning, Mingtai played by Hu Ge really attracted my attention.

I am very curious about his growth and transformation, how he became a good agent after being captured by the Kuomintang and what happened with Yu Manli.

Sure enough, after the episodes of Mingtai and Yu Manli, there will be a strong sense of substitution in my heart. That is, I feel that the hero is Mingtai, and the heroine is Yu Manli. Moreover, I especially hope that Mingtai and Yu Manli will be together. Because of the common advance and retreat of common suffering, there will be a sense of matching that is very compatible.

In the days when I was about to leave Cambodia, I only boiled the first half of "The Pretender", and the second half was put aside after returning to China, because I was a little dazed when I just returned to China......

It wasn't until the end of 2017 that I started cooking the second half of the year.

Finally, when I boiled the clip of Yu Manli dying in front of Mingtai's eyes, I was moved! Well, my eyes were wet again.

It really feels like a pity! There will be a strong hope in my heart, hoping that Mingtai and Yu Manli are a couple. Coupled with the rendering of the background music "Appealing to Love", the sad atmosphere in the play is more deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. It's no wonder that some people commented in the comments on the song "Appealing to Love": I feel that this song belongs to Yu Manli.

The sister-brother relationship between the three brothers of the Ming family and the eldest lady of the Ming family in "The Pretender" is a deep emotional highlight, and the teacher-student relationship between Mingtai and the poisonous bee is also a unique plot turning highlight, but what impresses me the most is Yu Manli's unattainable feelings for Mingtai.

Maybe it's not that the female number one has poor acting skills or isn't beautiful enough, it can only be said that the arrangement of the plot has given priority to the role of Yu Manli in the hearts of the people. So, she became the invisible heroine.

Sure enough, Sister Lina's god introduction is still good! It's just a pity that she didn't finish cooking it. Because, she didn't necessarily want it, the poisonous bee was a good teacher for Mingtai.

Sister Lina's influence on me is really not small, so I can't get rid of the habit of watching dramas for the time being after returning to China.

After returning to China, I have cooked a lot of dramas, but I will briefly talk about the three dramas I like.

The first is "Three Lives, Three Worlds, Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms". What attracts me the most in this drama is the role of "Yehua". Yehua's love for Bai Qian is cautious and fearless. Especially Yehua's careful love for Bai Qian's eyes, coupled with the exclusive background music, I feel moved.

The second is the Korean drama "The Sun of the Lord". This drama is a relatively funny horror film, but it is more of warmth. There are two things that attract me most about this drama, one is that the nervous breakdown heroine who can see the soul Sun is very dependent on the eyes and movements of the domineering president, and the other is that the attitude of the domineering president and the monarch towards the heroine Sun has changed from indifference and contempt to sullen liking. These two places can revolve around multiple episodes, thus deepening the bond between the hero and heroine. Most importantly, the background music is pretty good.

The third is the Hong Kong drama "The Leader of the Trend". What attracts me most about this drama is that the male protagonist is a very confident and even self-confident person who seems to be conceited, and it stands to reason that such a character will generally encounter a trough in his mood. However, there is no one in this drama. Moreover, the actor copes with all difficulties and challenges with a very calm attitude, and unconsciously, he will be infected by a powerful aura. It seems that I will especially yearn to be a person who is so confident to deal with all difficulties. Among them, you will feel a lot of perspectives and perspectives as a manager looking at problems, which will trigger your own thinking. Personally, I feel that professionals can learn that kind of self-confidence.

There is also a girl, Yi.

She was Yi who sat in front of my seat when I was a sophomore in high school, and she was also Juan's table mate at the time.

The reason why I suddenly remembered her was because she had given me a comment on the space she had given me earlier. It feels like we haven't talked in a long time.

The last time we chatted was in 2014, when she brought her boyfriend, Mr. Qin, to my house as a guest. Well, it's a guest at home on this side of the vegetable field.

In other words, she was the first girl I brought back to see my parents. Haha, though, as friends.

Actually, I felt a little embarrassed that she brought her boyfriend with her. After all, I'm not a good talker. Therefore, for a while after receiving the two of them, almost all of them were smiling and smiling to ease the atmosphere......

When I got to the house on the other side of the vegetable patch, I prepared rice bowls to entertain them. Because Yi said before she set off in the car, she likes to eat vegetables very much! Well, as a farmer, my family doesn't have much else, just a lot of vegetables. Eat, eat as much as you want. Actually, I'm afraid she won't get used to it, after all, she lives in a fast-growing area of Shenzhen......

At that time, my little nephew Yu was not very good at walking, and when he was woken up from a nap, he had to cry and go to the field to find his mother.

As soon as Yi saw his little nephew, he happily went over to coax him, saying that he liked children very much. This cheerful personality, in high school, why didn't I find out?

After that, the little nephew Yu was coaxed to sleep by her. It's amazing!

So, she and I went to the field to pick vegetables, leaving his boyfriend to help me look at the house and my little nephew.

As soon as she walked to the ground, she politely greeted my second sister who was watering the vegetables, and then continued to walk into the vegetable field to greet my uncle and aunt: "Hello uncle and aunt!"

In this series of greetings, she took the initiative more than me. Before I even started to introduce who it was, she took the initiative to ask me who it was.

Oh my God, is she really the Yi I met in high school?

Seriously, people who don't know think I'm bringing my girlfriend home.

And then, I listened to them almost always talk. She talked so naturally, and she wasn't afraid that the dirt in the field would stain her shoes. I feel that she looks much more attractive than she did in high school! Did I not know her well enough in high school, or did she grow and transform in college? Well, I don't know her well enough, after all, she was admitted to Shenzhen University!

Finally, after the experience of picking vegetables, it is time for her to go back.

I took them both on the bus, and on the last leg of the road, her boyfriend walked a dozen steps first, and we talked about the past in the back.

She said that her boyfriend couldn't understand our hometown, and later she said to me: "I feel like I shouldn't bring Mr. Qin here......"

It stands to reason that I should politely reply, "No, it's fun to come together." ”

However, I short-circuited my brain and replied, "Uh-huh, too." "Oh my God! I'm speechless at my reflexes......

I felt like an embarrassed crow floated past the back of my head, leaving a string of ellipses......

After saying goodbye to Yi and returning home, uncles and aunts all said that this girl was really good, but she was a little shorter.

I said, people have boyfriends, okay?

If, in high school, I knew her, is like this. What would I think?

Well, that's a good question!

It's just that there is no if.

Some people or things have their own unique points in time. The past is the past, the present is the present, and the future is the future. The story that belongs to what point in time belongs to the story that belongs there. What has passed is over, what has not been is what has not been, and this moment is this moment.

For example, it's 0:30 a.m. on February 17, 2018. So, what's happening at the moment?

Well, I've finally finished writing one.