Keep it simple, and write about the feeling of being simple......

Once upon a time, I was an enthusiastic low-header. Today, I'm a depressed and low-headed person.

The former bowing is to bury your head wholeheartedly in the earth of thought, forget the bowing around you, and click to write your own story.

Today's bowing is half-heartedly bowing to test the ocean of thoughts, caring about the surrounding bowing, clicking and scratching the game that does not belong to oneself and the daily life of society.

The enthusiasm was high because I used to be intoxicated with knowing what I really wanted, and the depression was because I was now confused that I didn't know what I really wanted.

One has its own direction, and the other is looking for its own direction. It was clear at first, but why is it blurry now? I don't know......

Perhaps, now is the stage to see whether the mountain is not the mountain......

Back on March 1, 2017, I didn't expect that I, who was known as "Oolong Flow", would also be involved in an incident of "Oolong......

That afternoon, I was intoxicated by the atmosphere of fast start-up, facing the new employees, slowly burning the flame of pride.

Suddenly, Sister Wang mysteriously appeared.

Then, I handed over the work to the new employee and followed Sister Wang to the aisle.

I feel inexplicable, what kind of rhythm is this?

With a digging-out expression, she asked me with a slightly treacherous smile: "Liu Jinlong, do you want to be a material clerk? After becoming a material clerk, you don't need to turn on the machine." Moreover, being a material clerk is very relaxed, at most it is only a little busy in the morning and evening, and the rest of the time is very free. ”

I was stunned for a moment, huh?

I wondered, "Don't we have a material clerk?"

Sister Wang sighed: "Alas, he is leaving tomorrow, because he did not apply to his superiors at noon yesterday, so he took the company's computer host out to repair it privately, and was seen by the security guard, and the camera also captured it, according to the company's regulations, this will be fined." But after he was seen and blocked by the security guard, he had to argue with the security guard, saying that he just took it out to repair, not stealing. Alas! I don't even know how to say that he is good, stupid to death! In the end, the problem was known to the leaders above, and the solution was either to fine him 2,000 yuan, or to resign himself. He felt that the fine was not worth it, so he chose to resign himself. So, we need someone to take his place now, I know you've been to college, I've read your resume, I'm sure you can learn it quickly, and if you don't understand it, you can ask, and I can teach you. Would you like to take on this challenge?"

Oh my God! Is this an opportunity that God has given me? However, I don't want to be a material clerk, I still prefer to turn on the machine and then become a technician. However, the material clerk here is also considered to be part of the managerial staff, and the salary will also go up a lot, which seems to be a good thing. It's just that......

I'm still a little worried: "If he's gone tomorrow, how can I remember the things I need to remember in such a short time?"

Sister Wang said calmly: "It's okay, if you feel that you can't learn all at once, I can let him stay for three days to teach you, and if you can't do it for three days, it will take a week." Anyway, he's going to have to listen to me. Because he couldn't get paid without my approval. ”

Just because of Sister Wang's calmness, I stepped into that invisible pit......

The clerk was a middle-aged Mediterranean man with a head on my shoulder, slightly chubby and slightly arrogant. Well, I call him an "old thing" in Dongdongli. Because, a little time has passed, I have forgotten his name, but I think he is a scheming figure.

Okay, after deciding to be a material clerk, Sister Wang took me to the material room and asked the old man to teach me well, and then I was relieved and left.

While chewing gum, the old thing sat me down at the computer desk and began to let me understand the company's logistics system. In the same way, he will express a concept throughout the whole process: rest assured, it's very simple! Practice twice and you will be done.

Well, I'm God......

In fact, there are not many things to memorize, and compared with the things to be reviewed before the college entrance examination, it is simply incomparable. It's just that it's not familiar enough and it takes some time to get used to.

That night, I chatted with Xiaoshi, talking about whether I would be a material clerk or not, and whether it was suitable for me.

She was very supportive of me learning and believed that I could learn and gain a lot of experience even if I didn't adapt to it in the end.

Whew, okay, then I'll take on this challenge with my heart!

The next morning, I followed Lao Wu to write product labels, pull products to the company's third-floor warehouse, and familiarize myself with the details of each step.

After arriving at the warehouse on the third floor, I had to greet and get to know the supervisor of the warehouse and add new interpersonal relationships. As much as I don't like to have too many relationships, it's inevitable if you want to work your way up.

They thought that the old man had brought an apprentice, and made a joke: "Ouch! I didn't expect you to bring an apprentice too!"

The old man smiled and shook his head: "No, I'm handing over, and he will pull products for you in the future, and I won't do it." ”

They were all curious: "Why don't you do it?"

The old man still took care of his face and replied with a smile: "If you don't want to do it, you won't do it." ”

Whew, the facts will eventually prove that sometimes the more people love face, the more they will hurt when they are slapped in the face.

When it was time to take a break, I asked him about his plans for the future, and he said that there were factories everywhere, and he could find a job at any time. Moreover, he wanted to leave the company for a long time. From the response he gave me, I could feel that he was dissatisfied with the company, he felt that the company asked him to quit because it was a loss for the company, and it was not difficult to find a better job with his ability at all. Well, invisibly, he hung his face higher and higher, more and more maintained.

During the lunch break, the employees who turned on the computer were all turning on the machine in shifts, but as a material clerk, he could watch dramas or sleep in front of the computer. This is the obvious difference between the material clerk and the start-up employee.

At that time, the drama he was cooking was "Three Lives, Three Worlds, Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms", which had already broadcast the existence of Ah Li. That's when I had the urge to watch this show. Because, Yehua's flirting skills are really tired!

The aunts in the workshop were very happy for me when they knew that I was going to be a logistics clerk, especially Miss Zhang. She pulled me like a laughing tiger and called me in an alternative way, saying that I would invite everyone to a big dinner or something after I became a material clerk.

The cold-faced boss smiled and said to me: "You have to think clearly, after becoming a material clerk, you can't ask for leave as often as you do now." Hehe. ”

I feel that my interpersonal relationship has suddenly improved a lot.

In the evening, the management of the workshop had a meeting, and I became one of them, sitting on the sofa in the supervisor's office on the second floor of the workshop with the cold noodle boss, oh, it seems to be really a little different.

Before the meeting, Sister Wang smiled and welcomed me to join, followed by applause. Well, I guess I really belong to the manager.

After a day, I continued to familiarize myself with what I was going to learn from beginning to end, and I made some suggestions of my own. Those output calculations, the old things are calculated by computers. It just so happened that I had studied Exeal in college, and I had been consolidating it for a while while while when I was learning to do merchandising in Cambodia. So, I built a data file myself, which is much easier to calculate the yield.

After seeing this operation, the old man felt that if he knew how to do it, it would be easier to work. At that moment, I could read a trace of his thoughts in his eyes that he didn't want to quit.

When the supervisor asked me how I was learning, before I could answer, the old man replied with a smile: "He is a good learner!"

The director smiled happily and went out to get busy.

Another day passed, and I was familiar with all the details again, and I was even ready to stabilize everything when I left my job tomorrow.

However, Sister Wang suddenly came up to me and said, "Jinlong Jinlong, I'm really embarrassed! He doesn't want to resign now, so he was voluntarily fined 2,000." So, you can go back and turn it on later. ”

After saying that, he turned around with a smile and walked away as if nothing had happened.

And I, at that moment, how would I describe the mood at that time? Well, there was a feeling of being deceived, being toyed with, although I knew it wasn't intentional on their part......

Well, the pit I fell into voluntarily......

Seriously, I was so disappointed at the time, what was this? I was sent away in a word......

Then, the cold-faced boss laughed and called me to help, and naturally, I went back to turn on the machine.

When Miss Zhang found out, she still felt sorry for me, saying that he was insane......

I think that although the old man didn't say anything, I knew that the face he had hung high before would be slapped in the face after he repented and resigned! Because a notice would be posted at the door on the first floor, and others would know the reason why he was fined 2,000......

After that, the document I built became his tool. I don't even know if I help him or if he helps me.

Nothing is in vain! The experience of those days was also rewarding, after all, it was the first time I came into contact with the logistics system. It's just that the feeling of coming and lingering makes me very uncomfortable......

But, time will always help me soothe it.

Later, Sister Wang encountered some documents that she couldn't get in format, and when she found the old things, the old things couldn't get them. But the old thing thought that I would, and called me to the office to solve the problem for Sister Wang when I turned on the phone. I'm not sure if I'll be able to, but it's always bad to be called away, and I'm going to have to make a name for myself. I'm not a very good person, but I'm not bad either.

Forget about the unpleasantness and time goes on.

On the evening of March 6, 2017, Xiaoshi had a high fever, probably going to a training class and contracting the flu, but I couldn't take care of her......

At that time, I felt like a failure, low self-esteem, depressed, no progress in my work, and I couldn't even protect the people I loved......

After Girls' Day, I forgot if there was a little poem of blessings. I only remember that on Women's Day, I had a bracelet delivered to my mother. Because a few years ago, I also bought a bracelet for my aunt. The love I give can only be as simple as that......

On March 9th, I was working with a new employee to turn it on.

I called the new employee "Du Du" in Dongdongli, he was supposed to be a year or two older than me, he was a fat man of medium size, and he loved poetry and singing.

I turn it on and he takes care of the packing. Therefore, from time to time, he likes to write on the paper the poems he learned while reading, such as, I am born to be useful.

His handwriting is quite elegant, and if the words are like his own, then he should be quite handsome. However, the fat of my body forced my vision to correct my opinion.

He was very thin and very handsome when he was studying, and he was unmoved by the fact that many girls wrote love letters to him.

Well, most of the fat guys are potential stocks. Indeed, according to his physiognomy, if he can lose weight, he is really a beautiful man.

Unfortunately, I asked him, "Do you still like to play basketball?"

He shook his head and sighed: "I like it, I like it, but I don't fight much." When I used to study, I didn't feel very tired running back and forth in the audience. Now I run twice in the half, and I'm immediately panting and tired!"

I asked, "Then why don't you lose weight?"

He still shook his head: "It's too difficult to lose weight, I have to eat a lot of fat meat at every meal, and if I don't eat, I feel so hungry and weak." So, it's too lazy to reduce. ”

Well, the years may not be a pig-killing knife, but some people have volunteered to become pigs, and it has become a pig-killing knife.

What I admire more about him is that he likes to sing, and he sings loudly while working. He doesn't speak Cantonese, but he likes to sing Cantonese songs, especially classic songs by beyond.

So, two nights when we were working the night shift, when we felt sleepy, we sang "The Sea and the Sky" loudly together. I feel that the sound of the machines in the whole workshop is much quieter because of our singing.

Singing and singing, the mood will really be much better.

He likes to talk about pornographic jokes, and I, too, generally make do. As for whether I can talk about pornographic jokes, I look at people. Some people should not talk, I resolutely do not talk. There are people who are suitable, and I will be very committed.

With him, I have reservations. Because his personality is not very comfortable for me. That is, I can't get too close to him, he likes to ignore my taboos. I, on the other hand, resented others for ignoring my taboos.

On the topic of naturalness, well, yes.

I asked him, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

He smiled and shook his head.

I asked him again, "When you used to study, did you have a girl you liked?"

His eyes began to light up a little, as if he had returned to the beginning, and changed back into the handsome basketball prince.

I thought I could hear a story full of youth.

However, he suddenly shuddered a little, and replied, "Oops! No! I want to get a tuba!"

Then, the figure of the fat man flew away......

Oh, oh my god!

I thought everything would go naturally, but what I was afraid of refused to let go of my heart......

On March 12, my aunt called me to tell me that my uncle's health was getting worse and worse, and he was going to Gaozhou to be hospitalized. Hopefully I'll take a leave of absence to go back and take care of my uncle for a while.

Hearing such news, my world is all night, but I also want to return to love with the lamp in my heart.

I wrote a leave note to ask the cold noodle boss for a week's leave, and he was a little skeptical that I was lying to him, after all, I took too much leave. But it's all true, I'm taking the leave that the Son of Man had to take in the face of my father's serious illness!

He looked at my twinkling eyes and then took it and wrote his name.

Then I went to the supervisor.

The supervisor was more sensible and approved it after reading the leave slip.

When I was packing up and preparing to leave the company, the cold-faced boss came over to me with a smile and said, "Every time you ask for leave, I have to approve it." ”

Naturally, I replied, "Because that's all true." ”

Come to think of it, it seems that in the whole workshop, I took the most leave, and I was never denied. Well, well, please call me to ask for leave of absence!

Book a car, pack your bags, and embark on a strange road full of fear and unknown......

The car is driving, looking at the night sky, may the beauty not be dispersed!

But, will the angels who dominate the good understand?

Close your eyes, it's blurry......