Fill with a glass of boiled water and place it on a bamboo mat. Then, find a small stool, put it next to the bed, well, sit down quietly. Pick up your phone, open the sticky notes, and start tapping on the words you want to express......

Well, that's how I started writing this chapter.

Phew, memories are sometimes not easy to express. Because, the feeling has gone bad. In other words, if I'm someone who likes to drink lukewarm water, then last year's memories are like a glass of cold water. It's still boiling water, but it doesn't feel the same when you drink it, and it's not what I like.

It is better to drink warm water while the temperature has not cooled down. Like, fresh experiences are more emotional when written, no matter joy or sorrow. What happened today, today is the freshest and most feeling. After a few days or months, or even a year, it is already a different mood to write again.

So, those memories that have faded in my heart, I really have the urge to gently carry them through in a few words.

However, those are also a kind of experience after all. Gently brought over, a little light. Again, take it with you as if you were taking a sip of boiled water......

On July 13, 2017, I found my seventh job and joined AX. Ironically, the company DSX, where I worked for my sixth job, was diagonally across the street, just across the road.

This job is also a job that requires more physical effort, and it is still a general worker. The company is in the golf cart industry, and my department is assembly.

Before joining the company, I interviewed my department boss at the time, Director Li, who looked about 28 years old, not tall or handsome, and my first impression was average. At that time, he smiled and asked me, "Are you married?"

I replied a little shyly, "It's over." "I have a strange feeling in my heart, what does this have to do with whether I am married or not?

He smiled and nodded: "It's good to get married, generally those who are married are more peaceful, and they won't run away as soon as they come in and do it for a few days." ”

I smiled, but there was still a sense of apprehension in my heart.

Originally, I thought he would be a very talkative boss, so I called him "boss" from my first day at AX.

At first, it was nothing, but later I found out that I was the only one in the entire department who called him "boss", and everyone else called him "Director Li". However, I insisted on calling him "Boss".

But, I was still changed by him......

After all, people are disappointed.

Before I joined the company, I asked him, "Can I take three days off to go back to my hometown after I joined the company for a month?" because my father left two months ago, and 100 days after he left, as his son, he will go back to his hometown to worship. ”

At that time, he said that he did not want to take leave for three days and two days, and that was okay.

As a result, I did it for a month, and when it came time to ask for leave, he didn't plan to approve it for three days, only one day.

But what is enough for one day?

He replied to me coldly: "Then don't go back!"

At that time, my heart was cold, and then I had an almost begging mentality: "My father is just my son......"

It took several minutes for him to write down his name very reluctantly. Will such a boss be a good boss?

After Uncle left for 100 days, we all went back to our hometown. A few days before I went back to my hometown, I had a dream in which I couldn't see anything, but I could clearly hear my uncle say something very simple to me: "I will go back then." ”

I thought it was just an ordinary dream, but on the night of Uncle Ao's departure for 100 days, everyone went up to the second floor, and I waited on the first floor for Xiaoshi to take a shower before going up together.

But then the scene that came out scared me!

I was just sitting on a stool in the living room playing with my mobile phone, and when I heard Xiaoshi say yes, I was about to go to the bathroom to pick her up, but I found a black snake about 50 centimeters long with a thumb on the ground.

I immediately stood on my feet and had hairs on my head, because I was afraid of snakes, especially black ones.

As soon as she walked into the living room, I immediately told her not to move and showed her that there was a snake there. Then, let her gently come around from the table, and I gently picked her up from the table.

The whole time, the black snake looked at us motionlessly, and if it suddenly crawled over and bitten someone, it would be hehe.

After getting around, we hurried upstairs and called someone.

After several people had come down, I walked in front and looked at the staircase where the snake had been staying, but it was no longer there, and I don't know where it had gone. Just as I was about to take a step to look for it, I found it just a few centimeters at my feet.

I was so frightened that I jumped backwards a few times, and if the snake were to bite me, it would have been easy. Thankfully, it didn't bite.

Later, the aunt asked the third brother-in-law to find long pliers to clamp it, and she couldn't clip it, just clamp it and then take it out of the door and let it go.

It wasn't until the snake was released that I remembered the dream. Could that snake be the embodiment of Uncle? Perhaps, Uncle just wants to come back and see us......

If that snake is really the incarnation of Uncle, then of course it won't bite me. Whether it is or not, I hope so, because at least I can get some comfort in my heart, Uncle has come back to see us.

After worshipping in his hometown, he returned to his busy work.

For me, I have to be especially careful when assembling a golf cart in the workshop. Be careful of what? Be careful that Director Li is watching me at work.

During my first week there, Mr. Li scolded me a lot for being unresponsive and not clever enough. But he also praised me in public, saying that although I was a little slower, at least I was serious and honest.

Well, it's also because he praised me, so I continued to call him "boss".

It's just that later, his temper became more and more irritable. No, not getting more and more grumpy. Rather, I've always been irritable, but I'm just aware of it. Most of the employees spoke ill of him behind his back, saying that he had a bad temper and scolded people without saving face. He is a very dark existence in the hearts of many employees, well, I don't know if he is good or bad to be a supervisor like this.

After all, everyone has their own way of living.

He only pays attention to his performance, and it doesn't matter if other people are happy or not, well, so he has the heart of a leader, and he only has the heart of a leader, and most of the people under him have turned their backs on him.

By then, he had scolded me like a piece of rubbish, completely ignoring what little pride I had. The tears reached the corners of his eyes, and he couldn't help it, and from then on, the only person in that department who called him "boss" also changed his name to "Director Li".

The "cold-faced boss" in the sixth job also scolded me from the beginning, but after scolding, he still found out that I was good, so he took care of me and took special care of me. And Director Li, he always only knows scolding, he can't see my goodness, can't see my progress, has no patience, only blame. Therefore, with such a boss, I can't work happily at all, and my heart is depressed every day.

Among my colleagues, there are people who help me and people who hurt me, but they have all been forgotten, after all, they are all passers-by who are not attentive enough.

The last thing I want to be in when I commute to work is to see a former DSX colleague because, embarrassed. But many times it is not that you can avoid it if you don't want to, so how many times can you avoid it at such a close distance?

If you really bump into it, then say a few words. Talk about salary, gossip, and mood......

It's okay to be under pressure at work and depressed. However, there are still greater emotional challenges to meet.

Once I had a conflict with Xiaoshi in the middle of the night, I was extremely uncomfortable, but I wouldn't vent to her, so I went out for a ride in a muffled voice to relax.

During the break, I looked at my phone and found that Xiaoshi had published a new space talk.

The content reflects her low mood and uneasiness, accompanied by a photo of the dark night outside. That is, she came out and walked around alone.

I started to get scared and was about to go back to her.

However, she sent me a voice message and asked me what I wanted.

I said I just wanted to distract myself.

After that, the in-depth exchange continued......

She asked me why I didn't coax her, but she was very easy to coax.

I replied questioningly, "Really?"

She replied: "You haven't coaxed you, how do you know it's not?"

I immediately replied: "Wife, I'll go back to you now, don't run around." ”

So, I hurried back to find her.

Seeing her on the way back to the "heart world", I bought a cup of lemon tea first, and then rode to catch up with her.

After that, all kinds of sweet words were paired with the sincerity of that cup of "apology" lemon tea, and she finally forgave me.

Since then, I have embarked on this road of coaxing my wife from time to time, and I will never move forward.

Probably the biggest takeaway from working at AX is that the company helped me get a social security card bound to a bank card.

At the Mid-Autumn Festival party before the arrival of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the company invited employees to dinner, and Director Li also said a lot of things to our employees, including those who said something too heavy at work, please forgive me, and I smiled and expressed my understanding.

Well, I understand......

It's just that the disappointment has accumulated so much that I don't have the strength to continue to endure it......

So, on September 23, 2017, I left myself.

This is the end of my seventh job......

Everyone has their own stage, and at AX, I couldn't find a stage that belonged to me.

It's early in the morning, I'm already under the covers, and the glass of boiled water is already cold......

Night, good evening.

Good night, I.