Chapter 11: Fever (11)

I'm a very backward person, because I recently watched the movie "Initial D" released in 2005, in which the heroine Natsuki said a line that impressed me very deeply: "The most important thing for people is to find their own world, and only when they find their own world can life be meaningful." ”

Well, a world of its own. What is my world? I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't think of it......

However, my mind seems to be stuck on the feeling of writing...... Writing, it seems, belongs to my world.

Is it? If so, why am I not excited? Or have I forgotten that excitement because of life?

I remember that a few years ago, when I first had the idea of writing about my own upbringing and squeezed out my nap time and evening time to write passionately, well, I really felt that writing at that time had shaped a new world for me.

No matter how tired I am at work, I am always thinking about the excitement of how to write Dongdong after work, even if I give up the rare rest time to write Dongdong, it feels super worthwhile!

I missed that feeling, but it was missing. I've been looking for a long time and can't find it......

If, writing is really my world. So, I'm going to try to turn it again. Although the world has lost its luster, if it is really my world, it will always shine again one day.

If you want to change your own world, you must first change yourself. If you refuse to be lazy, your own world will function normally, if you are firm, your own world will be stable, and if you are strong, your own world will not die.

So, it's not that your world doesn't shine, it's that your heart doesn't want to shine to illuminate it. If you want to exist well in your own world, you must work hard to change and grow well!

It doesn't matter if you can't restore the luster of the already bleak world all of a sudden, as long as you are willing to change, even if it is to turn slowly step by step, it is meaningful. After all, the world is being reborn.

If you love your own world, then take good care of it.

In June 2017, Xiao Shi launched her ideological aggression against me—playing with entertainment.

Hehe, hehehe! What are you kidding?!Who am I?The Sagittarius prince who advocates freedom and pursues speed!Is that kind of little game suitable for me to play?Want to conquer me?etc......

"Wait, dear, is that the line here?"

"No, come, I'll teach you, that's it, yes. ”

I didn't expect to be so ...... Easy......

Oh my God......

After that, there is a picture of Aries and Sagittarius often playing together to have fun.

Playing games is easy to wear out the will, and it's especially enjoyable.

No, I can't just fall like this! I want to fight a war of ideological resistance! I want to protect my mind!

"Honey, have you read the copy of Pattern you bought earlier?" I asked cautiously.

"No, I don't. "She's concentrating on the fun.

"Then why don't you read it? Didn't you promise to read it in a few days when you first bought it?" I asked tentatively.

"I don't want to see it now. "She's concentrating on the fun.

"That ......" I haven't really asked yet.

"Don't make noise!" she was still concentrating on the fun.

Feeling, the family status was exposed in an instant......

Aries's powerful words calmed me down in Sagittarius, oh my God, I didn't even have the confidence to resist!

No, I must find an opportunity for an ideological counterattack.

However, before the opportunity was found, her second round of ideological attack came again!

The long-awaited "The Legend of Chu Qiao" was broadcast on the Internet, and she liked it because of Zhao Liying. is more because Zhao Liying played Chu Qiao, who became a strong woman, so she liked it more.

I heard that it's a TV series adapted from a novel.,Well,I haven't seen it.,So Mu is interested.,I'm better to read the book.。

A week later......

"My dear, do you like the pair of Yu Wenyue and Chu Qiao?" I grinned.

"I like the pair of Yan Xun and Chu Qiao. She smiled mischievously.

Well, I was so defeated......

Her mind could easily complete the aggression on my mind, and my mind, forget it...... That's it......

No, I have one last killer move to counterattack!

In the dead of night in bed (I could write such a sentence, I was also drunk), after she had played with the fun, I let my breath become her breath, and I intended to capture her mind while my soul lingered.

I thought that Baimi was not negligent, but I didn't expect, oh my God, I wouldn't even untie her little left and right! Eh, what an embarrassing feeling...... After all, she used to wear pajamas before our souls lingered......

Alas, who invented the "divine clothes"?

She was amused by me and provoked me by saying, "Can you untie it with one hand?"

What?!Just a piece of clothing wants to conquer me? I just ......

I'm sorry, but I lost to her in Sagittarius in the end.

Oh, no!

So, I want to study hard and make progress every day! Even if all I have to learn is to untie that "divine garment" with one hand.