Chapter 1127: The First Step 527
Pulling is no longer there.
There is nothing to think about, nothing to worry about, no thinking and no trade-offs, just going with the flow.
If there is freedom, then it is freedom, and all choices come only from the excitement of the heart and not from the distortion of the mind.
When the emotional pull disappears, the so-called obstacles are not obstacles.
It's like my wife and children pulling on me, it's obviously unreal, and it's all about emotions.
And after the emotional pull disappears, I only have to deal with my wife and children intellectually.
Discard.
And there is not much discomfort, or the emotion that it is impossible to throw away his wife and children before.
I don't even think that my wife and children are an obstacle, nor do I think it is difficult to throw away my wife and children.
Dispensable, there is no longer emotional tie and pull.
The disgust for falsehood outweighs fear, and that firm grip is no longer there.
And after losing the pull of emotions, those falsehoods and distortions are just a piece of shit.
The reason why there is a tug-of-war is because of the pull of emotions, so I don't dare to discard the twist at all.
This emotion is mainly manifested in fear, and it is unreasonable, it just pulls me directly.
Again, it's not a magic thing, and it's not something remarkable.
It's still just a natural phenomenon caused by the distortion of the mind that changes the content.
Just like a person who is full of hard work in his head, he will naturally want to force himself to work hard, fearing that his lack of effort will lead to his own failure.
And the distortion in my mind, which is "I don't know", naturally leads to a corresponding reaction.
It's all roles, it's all fake, no one is more advanced than whom, and there's no bullshit like a necessity in life.
I don't like the characters, others like the characters, that's all.
There's nothing to argue about, there's nothing to convince, and it doesn't matter what the role is.
It's hard to imagine the state of being in the crowd again, those twisted and reckless collisions, as if I had to express my position.
Characters will form various circles, regardless of whether the person outside the circle has other circles, they will be excluded to a certain extent.
This sense of rejection is a bit like the early stage of killing, there is nothing to grasp, even if you know what you can catch, you will also understand that what you have caught is false.
The existence of bubbles must be grasped with emotion.
And in this case, it seems that the main characters of the anime are working hard to gain the approval of others.
Use your own sweat to prove something, and use your life to defend something.
It seems that this is the right way, and this is what the character naturally wants to do.
Instead, give up, accept your fate, surrender, let yourself not grasp, and let go of your hands in the tide of fear.
That's it, inverse.
The process of killing will bring incredible depression, gloom, mania and other negative emotions, as well as psychological breakdowns.
Perhaps, it is precisely because of this that it will be rejected by everyone.
However, words such as nirvana rebirth also express this situation.
Perhaps, the persuasion of others, the persuasion of others' kindness, and the desire of others to get me out of the negative quagmire, are just to enrich other people's own roles.
I don't have to work too hard to get rid of my wife and children.
Those responsibilities, those so-called traditional morals, have no binding force on me.
Unlike before, just thinking about losing my wife and children can cause an irresistible sense of panic and an emotional pull of "how can I do this".
I had no urge to keep clinging, and my dislike for falsehood seemed to overtake everything.
None of the alleged consequences, the alleged failures, the alleged misery, seem to outweigh my aversion to falsehood.
It's not that I don't know what's going to happen, it's just that I'm no longer afraid and don't care.
What if it happens?
The truth won't hurt at all, and as for the characters, it has nothing to do with me.
It's just that this thinking is constantly analyzing, but it will hurt this thinking, because thinking and role are one.
However, this thinking will dissipate at any time, and the reason why this thinking exists is only the presentation of the elements of the picture.
Nothing is real in this world, and all problems are based on the reality of this world.
Putting aside the reality of the world, putting aside the reality of the characters, what's the problem?
Even if there are still questions, what is left to put aside the assumption that time passes linearly?
I will be devoured, completely devoured, and there will be no residue left.
All this is bound to happen, and there is nothing to stand in the way of it.
Distortion requires energy, and when it stops injecting energy, it will naturally recover.
The pull of emotions is forcibly distorted.
Explode, shatter, I'm looking forward to the character's death, looking forward to it all happening.
The black reality, even if it makes me panic, is just an unreal panic.
Emotions themselves are not real.
Devour is like a sinking vortex that destroys whatever it touches.
Nothing can survive devouring, maybe it once could, but now it's unlikely.
I don't want to grab anything, and Devour destroys on the side, there's really no reason for the warp to continue.
Even the presentation of the elements of the picture does not directly show that I forgot all this, or that time went back to the past, or something like that.
There was too much in my head, and after putting aside the emotional tug, this ridiculous feeling became more and more obvious.
At the same time, it is reinforced by an aversion to falsehood.
There is no need to argue about the content at all, and the phrase "there is a certain truth" itself means that that truth is bias.
Or does bias mean completely unjustified?
And what is not to generalize?
Which conclusion, which truth, is the conclusion that is reached after knowing everything?
Hurry up and shatter, what are the characters still holding onto?
It's useless, it's just delaying, and I don't care if the killing is completed or not.
It's just a kill, and if the killing is not completed in a lifetime, then kill it for a lifetime.
There's no such thing as a good deal or not, and the part that counts these things has been hacked to death by me.
The rest is just a tug of emotion.
In fact, whether it is persistence or fear of not daring to change, it is fear as a source.
I'm just slashing, just disgusted with falsehood.
As for what happens, it's just a presentation of the elements of the picture, and it doesn't mean anything.
Whether it is a sense of devouring, a sense of brokenness, or a sense of relaxation and naturalness, these are just the elements of the picture that are perceived at the moment.
It's not real in itself, let alone to relate to some so-called meaning or something.
I was so sick that the feeling of nausea seemed to be in my throat again, and I wanted to vomit the whole character.
There's nothing to say, I've said enough.
You don't need to keep thinking about anything, just jump off a cliff.
Wait quietly for death to come, even if the killing is not completed, it will not have any effect.
I'm bound to die, looking forward to the shattering of the character with a little joy.
Then I will have nothing, not even this "I" will exist.
There are no characters, just black and real. (https:)
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