People always control the outcome, but in fact what else can they control but their own actions?

Think about those things, and what the final outcome will be, really just depends on your own actions?

But we don't care about that, as long as the result is as expected, otherwise it will be a divine injustice, and then we will be uncomfortable and anxious. It seems that if the outcome of this matter is not satisfactory, it will lead to the end of the world.

What's more, many people can't even control their actions!

What can I do about the world?

First of all, in this question, we can't confirm that there really is a "me". Secondly, is the world real?

So, what can you do but surrender?

Do you want to be in a good mood, or are you trying to make money?

Well, in fact we want both, preferably both.

But, who wants?

"Ego", right, because I'm just a background, and I don't have the emotions I want.

(What's wrong with wanting to? Do you want to and hold back?)

Of course not, in fact, it doesn't matter if you want to succeed with money. The crux of the matter is, what state will you be in when what you want is not produced as expected?

[Uncomfortable, painful, anxious, panicked, if you have these emotions, it is clear that you are being pulled by the "self" at will. 】

(How can someone behave in a state of indifference when they want it but don't get it?If so, it doesn't matter if they get it or not, why do they want it?)

[This is the killing of the "self", although I have not yet reached the top of the mountain, I can vaguely feel that this is the state after cutting off the sense of belonging. 】

[Trying what you want to try, no matter what the result is, will not produce the so-called negative emotions.] Of course, even if you succeed, you won't be overjoyed. 】

(So why are you still a human being?)

[This is the price, in order to avoid being wantonly pulled by emotions, after cutting off the sense of belonging, it will inevitably be in a faint satisfaction. There is no ecstasy, no sweetness in love, no pain of losing anything. 】

[Taishang forgetful! Xiuzhen is ruthless!Heh, now I understand that this is what it means. No longer distinguish between good and bad, because those are all false. There is no difference between a murdered child and a normal child. 】

(This has been cited many times.) ）

For some reason, the fearless mood just now has dissipated.

But in that fearless mood, Yuan Changwen felt that what he once cared about very much didn't seem to be that important. Because the importance of everything is given by oneself, although without one's own permission.

(Since we want to get rid of the pull of emotions, shouldn't we also kill this emotion?) It is impossible to keep fearlessness, but only kill fear.) ）

[Not only fearless, but also happy, laughing, happy, etc., these are all based on the identification of certain things. These emotions arise when we identify with our self-definition and interact with reality. 】

(I don't believe these things can be done at all.) The so-called fearlessness is nothing more than believing that the future will not disappoint you, and believing that your heart is the will of God. But believing in itself is something that should be killed. ）

(So, the two are contradictory, and there is no point in this kind of killing at all.) Let's go back, get back to reality, boy! We still have a great time, and we have to start all over again, maybe this experience will become a legend for us. ）

[No, I haven't seen the truth yet, and I'm going further!] I'll go down this road, and there's no going back. I can convince myself to find a new job, but the sense of absurdity and falsehood won't go away. 】

[Fearless of this emotion is indeed part of the killing, but ...... Why do I think so much? Why do I have to explain and understand? Am I doing scientific research? Am I writing an awakening manual?]

None of this is real, I am firmly nailed to "my existence" and surrender to what happens, it is enough. I still want to figure it out, I still want to control it!]

(It's just a pretext.) Not being afraid of this emotion is the self-definition of "all this is not real, what is there to be afraid of", I will see how to kill this self-definition. ）

[If you want to kill all self-definition, it is impossible.] As we said before, "a person who has no self-definition", which in itself is a self-definition. 】

[I feel that what should be killed should be the identification of things and the sense of belonging. Understand that everything in this world is unreal, that all belonging is absurd, and that after cleaning away these unrealities, all that remains is reality. 】

(Feeling?that is, it's all speculation?)

[It's not important, I'm fed up with falsehood, I'm fed up with emotional pulling, I'm going to burn this falsehood! I don't care what the result will be, I don't care if the second half of my life will be ruined, this road must be finished!]

Even this life will not be finished!

Yuan Changwen knew that there were too many things to distract him, especially since he didn't kill those feelings of belonging. This is also a dangerous time for him.

The possibility of being deceived by the devil is not small. Although Yuan Changwen claimed that the demon could no longer be deceived, who knows if it was a deception at this time?

If you don't reach the end, you will never be able to rest, let alone stop and admire.

What to admire and what to see?

It's all unreal, what's there to see?

I used to believe that seeing is believing, but now what I see with my eyes is not real.

After the fearless mood dissipated, Yuan Changwen suddenly felt that his thoughts were a little extreme, and he regretted his past behavior.

Think that none of this is real, so you can do whatever you want, so you can live your life with your inner impulses. But after the emotions dissipated, Yuan Changwen found that his life was all disrupted and fragmented.

If you are in a fearless mood, it seems that there is no problem at all, and whatever happens in the future is good, and everything is fine.

But at this moment, the fearless mood has dissipated, Yuan Changwen regretted it, and couldn't help but ask himself, "What am I doing?"

The woman also seemed to see Yuan Changwen's mood fluctuations, and continued to instigate: "Believe me, I can do all the promised things, because these things are just small things for the Zhang family." As long as you nod your head and agree to explain the exercises, then everything is negotiable. ”

Yuan Changwen ignored it, his heart was struggling and fighting. It's not about whether or not you agree to explain the exercises, it's about whether you should be obedient and fearless.

Fearless that this emotion is too high, and when it appears, it completely suppresses any other voice. His heart was beating faster and his soul was throbbing, as if he had to do it.

If you think about your future plans with only reason, you will be overwhelmed by fearlessness in an instant. Because of fearlessness, all the future that reason fears is so pale at this moment.

But when the fearlessness dissipated, Yuan Changwen regretted it a little, and was wrapped in fear again.