Chapter 39: Metamorphosis XXXIX
One morning, I woke up with a faint sadness. www.biquge.info I don't know why, I don't know why, after a small vacation, and the days when I want to go back to work will always be a little sad that I can't say......
On the way to work, I passed by the stall where I liked to buy breakfast during that time, and the proprietress smiled cutely at me. However, when I work the day shift, I usually eat breakfast at the stall of the proprietress who sells breakfast at the entrance of the company. So, I smiled at her, but I didn't stop and continued to ride in the direction of the company......
Actually, my heart is so soft. It's hard for me not to respond when people smile genuinely at me. The lady smiled at me so sincerely, I didn't even buy her breakfast, and I felt so uncomfortable inside. I thought that the proprietress at the door of the company stopped smiling at me for a long time, and I felt that this proprietress who smiled at me made me feel softer. So, I didn't eat breakfast that day, and I planned to get up early the next day and go to the stall of the proprietress who smiled at me to buy breakfast. Actually, what I really needed was not breakfast, but a warm smile. After all, my inner world was a bit cold at the time......
When I returned to the door of the company, there was actually a strange feeling. Because I soon stopped being among the people there and felt a bit like an outsider.
It just so happened that the Beast squad leader also came to the company and greeted me with a gesture. I also gestured back and smiled. However, his face was expressionless......
Then, he kept walking in front of me and with the technician in the next group. I walked behind them a little awkwardly, and slowly, I tried to slow down. I didn't switch back to my normal pace until they went the other way, and I hated embarrassment......
I began to wonder if I was going to leave this place soon, so everything here was rejecting me, no wonder I woke up in the morning with an inexplicable sadness.
However, later at the door of the workshop, the beast squad leader walked with me again, and smiled a little. I guess I'm thinking too much. Probably, the workshop was busy in those days, so he smiled so little......
Sure enough, the workshop was very busy during the few days I took off, working overtime until 9:20 and even until 10 o'clock every night.
By the time the other beasts started coming to work, a lot of people knew that I had quit and asked me if the reason for my resignation was real. Alas, unexpectedly, the leader's mouth is leaky.
I had to tell as many unnecessary lies as I could, because I didn't want to explain too much......
When I went to work, there were no major problems, and it was going on normally. Someone will be a little reluctant to know that I have resigned. There are also some people who know that after I quit, they will be so happy, as if they are watching the fun. Whew, it's normal, that's how it is.
However, there are some people who don't know that I quit and still talk and laugh with me, which feels so comfortable. That way, even if I work overtime until 10 p.m., I won't feel tired. Because, those smiles are full of power.
After getting off work at noon, I saw the traces of Gan and her coming to my buckle space, and the remaining loss in my heart dissipated at once. Perhaps, her influence on me has never diminished. I don't know what kind of relationship I will have with her in the future......
In fact, when she doesn't have a boyfriend and I don't have a girlfriend, I still fantasize about the possibility of us getting back together, albeit very lowly. Perhaps, this is the unwillingness left by the impulse to be too young. I sometimes don't understand what the hell is the point......
The afternoon work is relatively ordinary, and there is no special feeling. It's a little interesting when I work overtime at night.
When I was very busy with my work, suddenly a big beast brother came up to me and asked me if I had been crushed by a stamping machine.
I was so puzzled and asked him why he asked, and he said that he heard someone say that there was a tall man who was crushed by a stamping machine, and thought it was me......
At that moment, I didn't know what to say. He thinks of me, which proves that he still knows me a little. But come and ask me, do you care about me, or do you want to see the excitement? I don't know ......?
In the back, a large group of people peeked at me, as if they thought I was hurt. That feeling, it's so awkward!
Anyway, they'll pay attention to me, and I'm already so happy!
So, I also received a lot of genuine smiles that night, and it felt good......
It was nine o'clock at the end of the night. I feel lucky that I don't have to work until 9:20 or 10 a.m. Grunt......
Finally, I returned to Xiaotiandi after work, a little tired, and wanted to take a shower and sleep early. Unexpectedly, when sorting out the clothes, I found Xiaoqiang!
Oh my God!
The day before, the salesman pit me and bought the needle that was specially used to clean up Xiaoqiang, didn't it come in handy? It seems that all the things have their own meaning of existence......
Consider the saying: the more you want to be happy, the harder it is to be happy. On the contrary, regardless of the situation of quick unhappiness and pain, happiness is automatically sent to the door.
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