It's normal to listen to Chen Zhi's songs.

In addition to being an assistant, she's also a fan of Slam, and she's just young, I'm afraid she knew about Slam before I did. But I was upset when I listened to her song, and I wasn't feeling well, so I didn't want to talk, so I turned my head sideways and continued to pretend to be asleep.

Diandian noticed that I was awake and called me sister.

Seriously, I'm in a bit of a bad mood.

When girls reach a certain age, they are very taboo about age, and they are usually fine, but if the other party is a nineteen-year-old girl, I really can't be happy, and I always feel that I have to be compared to her in everything. What's more, I am very entangled in my heart, I know that she is a good girl, but I just don't like her, and I have to treat her as an imaginary enemy. It's a disease, and I really don't know how to treat it.

I didn't speak, then nodded at me for a while, took out a small ointment from my bag and handed it to me, "Sister, this is what Brother Chen Shi asked me to give you, why don't you wipe it yourself?"

I took it, and she gave me a somewhat embarrassed look and silently withdrew from the room.

Brother Chen.

Well, I got another blow.

This way of calling is a bit of a, but people don't mean it, it's hard to change the title that I've been used to since I was a child, I'm afraid I knew them when I was twelve or thirteen years old, and it was nothing to call my brother at that age, and now it's difficult to change my words. I still remember that she called Si Chen also her brother at the beginning, but she didn't even shout Langlang to Xu Ya, she called her name every time, which was very stubborn and cute.

It wasn't until I walked for a while that I took a closer look at the ointment.

For external use, it turned out to be used there. I was a little embarrassed, Chen Shi must have known that I was injured, but it was inconvenient to show the doctor, but he asked me to give me some medicine.

The thought of seeing this medicine made me even more embarrassed, as if I had been stripped naked and paraded in the streets. Okay, I can assume that Chen Shi didn't think about it that much, but really, I don't know how to describe this feeling.

Later, I hid in the bathroom and took medicine, and I rubbed out a little blood, and it hurt when I walked. I spent the day under the covers, and she started talking to me a little bit, but then she probably sensed that I didn't want to speak and just stayed with me quietly.

Chen Shi came over in the evening, it was almost twelve o'clock, I fell asleep and woke up again, and when I opened my eyes again, I saw that the people around me had become him.

He also kept holding my hand, I don't know how long he came, but he kept that position anyway.

I moved, but he didn't move, as if he was stunned, and then I called him before he came back to his senses, looked at me in confusion, and muttered sorry in a low voice.

Anyway, he didn't know what else to say except sorry.

I'm not bad for the word I'm sorry, I'm not really angry. Or I used to be angry, but now my temper has been worn a little less, or I may be too lazy to be angry, and I can't get angry anymore.

I looked at him and laughed, and I guess it was ugly, uglier than when I took him home that day. And he should have met with Diandian not long ago, one is so young and cute, and the other is a scheming and grumpy me who always talks to him about the past and has bad deeds.

Breaking free of Chen's hand, I said, "I continued to sleep." ”

He hummed, and then I heard the sound of undressing.

Chen Shi slept with me in his arms, and we still had to squeeze together on such a small single bed, and only then did we have a reason to hug it. And I really wanted to cry when I was leaning on his arms. Maybe something has secretly changed between us since then.

I woke up early, but Chen Shi was no longer there, leaving a small depression in the place where he had been lying, and I was still shrunk into a small ball. Touch it with your hand, as if there is also his temperature there.

Then it didn't take long for it to come again, still taking care of me like that, another day.

For the next few days, Chen Shi would come over at night, and without saying anything, he would put his arms around me and sleep, and he would leave in the morning before I woke up. In the next two days, I was better, so I went to sleep during the day, and then I pretended to be asleep when he was almost here, and when he was asleep, I turned around and looked at him, and it was often like a whole night, and he pretended to be asleep before he woke up.

Finally watch him get up, watch him go, watch him close the door.

Watch him wander on the edge of my world.

Drifting away.

Because of the recurrence of the condition, I was discharged from the hospital two days later than expected, and my body should have recovered almost, but there is a state of weakness, which is similar to that after the miscarriage, the whole person is weak, and there is no energy during the day.

Xu Yi didn't know where he knew that I was sick, so he sent a box of nourishing medicinal herbs to the izakaya, and the reason why he was sure that it was him was because the formula he sent was the same as that written by the aunt who took care of me when I had a miscarriage. I didn't take those medicines, I threw them all away without thinking about it, I really don't know what Xu Yi wants, but no matter how good I accept him for no reason, it will not only become a direct obstacle for me and Chen Shi, but also give Xu Yi one more thought.

So, let's be thorough when it's time to make a decision.

Forget about friends or not, I really made up my mind this time.

It's just that the changes I tried to change have never eased the relationship between me and Chen Shi, or because he is too busy now, I got home from work early and saw that it was just an empty room, and I could only be with Dong.

Other times, on the surface, the way we get along is similar to before, and the love we should have is still there, but it feels a little different. I don't know if I'm thinking too much, so I don't dare to mention it at all, and I always cooperate with Chen Shi to put on a very happy and happy appearance in front of him.

He also seemed to be happy, and he would hold my hand and plan for the future little by little. How long will it be before he can gain a foothold in the circle, and how long will he be able to appear in front of everyone with me openly.

How long is it before we can get married.

We didn't roll the sheets anymore, not only did I not want to, but Chen Shi didn't seem to have that interest anymore, and every time he was about to take the last step, he hugged me tightly, and then kissed me on the face and said sleep.

December 31, Chinese New Year's Eve, the last day of 2007.

Chen Zhi went to Shanghai to participate in the New Year's Eve performance, and I went back to Tianjin, and I was in the dark with Xu Nia and them. It's been a while since I've drunk alcohol, and I'm excited when I get a little bit of it.

At first, he was with me, but then the young people were so happy that he was dragged down, and I was the only one left upstairs. The furnishings in the rivers and lakes have changed a bit, but they are generally the same as when I first came here, except that Xu Niya got a picture of Lao Bi's red hair and hung it on the wall.

I guess that's what it is.

At the beginning, I watched the live broadcast of the New Year's Eve concert on the small TV, and Chen Shi appeared when it was close to twelve o'clock, so I waited for it. Actually, I'm afraid he's not in a good state, because it seems like we're both a little depressed these days. But in fact, Chen Shi's performance is very good, it is too perfect, and the perfection surprises me.

That should be good, right?

When he finished singing, I turned off the TV.

After twelve o'clock, the live in the rivers and lakes did not end.

I really didn't drink less that night, lying on the railing on the second floor, watching the musicians in the center of the stage on the first floor change another batch.

They have young faces, with a vitality that I can't see, and I seem to see Chen Shi's face when I watch them stand on the stage and bounce around with their guitars.

It's been a long time, maybe seven years.

When we first met seven years ago, Chen Shi was singing in the rivers and lakes. At that time, there were Lao Bi, Chen Xiang, Si Chen, Xu Nia, and >

At that time, Chen Xiang and I stood hand in hand on the second floor and looked down.

At that time, Chen Shi stood in the center of the stage and sang every song carefully. I still remember his habit of singing, when he finished a song, he would close his eyes and kiss the microphone gently, saying that the microphone was also for him, so he had to carry it every day.

And the guitars, they're all so heavy.

There are dreams, love, friendship, and family affection, everything is so important.

When we were young, we only hoped to live up to the passage of time, but we never thought that one day time would fail us.

Later, I stood behind this railing, holding the bottle and drinking more and more, and I don't know how much I drank, until my consciousness gradually faded.

Chen Shi, I miss you so much, do you know?

Chen Shi, I like you, you know?

Chen Shi, I love you.

You don't know.

(The ending of Xu Yi's version also changed from here~ So these two are more focused, and the next chapter will write a longer memory, starting from their acquaintance, choose to read-.) - Also a summary before the end)

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