Xiangxi had a long, long dream in which she was fifteen or sixteen years old. [≤ eight [≤ eight [≤ read [≤ book, .▽.o√

Every girl has been at that age, likes to wear little skirts, likes to bounce, likes to secretly use her mother's makeup and high heels.

When he was fifteen years old, Xiangxi's favorite thing to do was to save enough pocket money to buy Xu Yi's cassette.

The owner of the video store remembered her, and every time he would leave a box for her, you must know that Xu Yi was very popular in those two years, and every time he released a new album, he would not be able to buy it later.

Once, she accidentally broke the carafe of a boy from the same school. It's just a water bottle, it costs twenty yuan, and her pocket money is only twenty yuan a month, gritting her teeth and losing money to the boy, and then Xiangxi brought steamed buns from home for lunch for a whole month, and in addition to that, she also began to write homework for others, just to save money to buy Xu Yi's cassette at the end of the month.

Later, I still didn't have enough money, and I watched as the last cassette tape was bought.

Since then, Xiangxi has been very afraid of running out of money and afraid of accidents. The classmate persuaded her, it's nothing, it's not that she can't buy it, at most, she will wait a little longer.

She said that different is different, and if you wait any longer, you won't have to. Sometimes there was only one chance, and she didn't want to take that risk.

Xiangxi became a well-known little money fan in school, and spent the whole winter vacation doing homework for others. The teacher found out about inviting her parents, and she stood in the office looking at the broken cassette and cried red nose. The boy who broke the bottle was very annoyed and didn't know how to help her.

The boy's name is Xu Niya, and he is a grade older than Xiangxi, and he graduated before he could officially get to know her.

When she was seventeen years old, Xiang Xi already knew that she used her vacation to secretly hide her age and work to save some money, so she went to see Xu Yi's small concert during the summer vacation. Later, I went to her book signing.

On the day of the signing meeting, Xu Nia was in the lounge of the video store, and when he saw Xiang Xi queuing outside, he ran to Xu Yi's side.

"Brother, you help me with something. ”

That day, Xiangxi got a poster signed by Xu Yi, and after returning home, he pasted the poster on the wall, and had to stand up and read it many times before going to bed every day. When he is in a bad mood, he will lean his head on the arms of "Xu Yi" and sigh.

People will grow up, and when they grow up, they will understand what it means to like. Like and divide into many kinds, Xiang Xi likes Xu Yi, that is, he likes him as a very distant person, and never expects him to know himself.

So Xiangxi fell in love with the boy who sang by the Haihe River, which was a different kind of liking, wanting him to notice himself, wanting to hold hands with him, and wanting to see him every day.

Xiang Xi picked up his student ID, and it turned out that his name was Chen Shi.

That year, she was a freshman, and she was still a small money fan, staying up late to study for a scholarship, and going to work when she wasn't studying, so that she could be prepared when she needed it in the future.

But in order to listen to Chen Shi sing, she reluctantly shortened the time of her part-time job, and even missed Xu Yi's concert because of this. She didn't regret it, Xiangxi felt so wonderful, she still liked Xu Yi very much at that time.

I like to say to Xu Yi's poster, "I seem to like a boy, what should I do? He doesn't even know me." ”

Xu Yi in the poster always has a faint and distant smile, but he is the patron saint of Xiangxi's heart.

Xiangxi heard that Chen Zhi wanted to hold a concert, and others felt that it was just a delusion, only she put a Kong Ming lantern on Chinese New Year's Eve, and the lamp said, I want to listen to Chen Zhi's concert.

Chen Shi finally met Xiangxi, but it was not a good start.

He is the boyfriend of Xiangxi's best friend, and he kisses her the first time they meet, but he dislikes the izakaya uniform she wears. He didn't think she was a good girl.

Xiangxi was tempted to explain that she wasn't like that.

But what's the use, he's the boyfriend of a good friend, and Xiang Xi decides to stay away from him.

But I still can't avoid meeting him, and I can't avoid arguing with him. It wasn't until she also became his friend's girlfriend that Xiangxi felt that they were finally equal.

She said to Xu Yi's poster, "I'm very serious, I want to fall in love once, I don't want to like Chen Shi anymore." ”

But Chen Zhi was always dangling in front of Xiangxi.

Fight for her, get hurt for her. even went to the store where she worked to buy condoms, and opened a room with other girls and was caught by Xiangxi.

At that time, Chen Shi felt very shameless, and it was okay to be slapped in the face, why didn't he want to retaliate at all, but wanted to know her reaction?

Chen Shi knew that Xiangxi's boyfriend actually didn't like her, and wanted to tell her but didn't want to tell her.

What if you tell her, watch her break up, and then chase her? No way, Chen Shi doesn't like Xiangxi, he doesn't hate it. After experiencing a wrong love, Chen Shi no longer wanted to be distracted by any girl, he felt that Xiangxi was not worthy of that accident.

Jokingly asked her if she wanted to be together, and she got angry and pretended to meet again.

Xiangxi fell out of love, and Chen Shi's first thought was to take her away. He didn't like her, but he couldn't stand letting her be with someone else. If you don't like it, you can sleep, but you don't have to be responsible if you sleep.

Xiangxi's first time was actually quite sad, but fortunately, she didn't know what Chen Zhi was thinking at that time.

Later, Chen Shi still got distracted.

At that time, Xiang Xi met Xu Yi and met a few times, and it felt like a dream. How could she think that she could like both Chen Shi and Xu Yi? But she could tell that the two likes were different, and Chen Shi would understand.

Xiang Xi and Chen Shi started a long-distance relationship again.

Chen Shi went to Beijing and chased him west to Beijing. Chased west to Beijing, Chen Shi went to Guangzhou again.

Lao Bi is also gone, an accident, Xiangxi understands that life is sometimes really short, and there is so little time to get along.

She felt tired, and nothing but waiting was chasing. It's not that she didn't want to let him stay, but the reason why she didn't say it was because she understood that she couldn't keep him at all.

Keeping people can't keep hearts.

And when the heart is gone, people will still go sooner or later.

From the day Chen Shi went to Guangzhou, they knew that one day the two of them would not be able to survive the torment of distance and time.

After watching his best friend fall out of love at the airport, Xiangxi begins to worry about his crumbling love. She went to Guangzhou overnight, and in the end she only waited for one sentence, "I have been shaken." ”

If it was before, she should have cried at Xu Yi's poster at this time.

This time, Xiangxi asked Chen Zhi to go with her, and she was so determined, willful and selfish for the first time. In the end, Chen Shi still lost her at the train station.

When she was most depressed, the person who brought her home was still Xu Yi.

Lost love and miscarriage, it just so happened that Xu Yi was still by his side.

Xiangxi wanted to change, and she decided not to love Chen Shi anymore. Telling yourself over and over again that you don't love seems to really work. She found that her value was not just a small transparency in the world, she could also do many, many things.

But when she does everything, she thinks that she won't be dumped by Chen Zhi.

What helped her do everything was Xu Yi.

For a year and a half, watching Xu Yi's girlfriends change again and again, I listened to him joke again and again that he wanted to marry her home.

Chen Shi returned to Beijing, and he succeeded.

Xiangxi slept with Xu Yi, she knew that she would not regret it, and she really planned to be with Xu Yi for the rest of her life, she liked him, liked his occasional warmth, she moved to Xu Yi's house with the poster that was about to be ten years, and I believe that one day I can fall in love with her.

It's a pity that before falling in love with Xu Yi, Chen Shi found her again.

If people dodge, their hearts can't hide.

He was sad, he had an accident, and when he was most vulnerable, Xiangxi still couldn't help it. Xiangxi looked at Chen Shi and finally understood the reason for his efforts.

Six hundred days after the breakup, she understood what it was like to love someone.

Xiang Xi loves Chen Zhi, I am afraid that I can only love like this once in my life.

Chen Shi also loves Xiangxi, but he loves her very much, he loves her and his dreams, but he never knows which is more important, dreams or her.

Xiangxi reconciled with Chen Shi, and after reconciling, he encountered even greater trouble. Xiangxi decided to accompany him to get through it, she believed that he could get through it, and she also believed that he would be better.

It was a very difficult time.

Everyone else said that it had changed to the west, and even Xunia said that it had changed to the west.

Xiangxi secretly cried, but she didn't dare to tell anyone, she had changed, but she had become very helpless. If she doesn't change, then it will be Chen Zhi who changes, and she understands how painful it is to change herself, so she is reluctant to let Chen Zhi change.

Chen Shi has returned to his best and most confident self.

Xiangxi was humbled to the dust, she became a woman with an accountant, she began to have troubles, and her youth was only a small tail.

When Chen Shihe proposed to the west, it was probably the happiest day in her life.

However, it wasn't long before she was told that she couldn't get married. It was not easy for her to watch Chen Shi come to this day, how could she destroy his future because of herself.

Chen didn't understand.

Chen Shi didn't know how much Xiang Xi loved him.

Later, Chen understood, but he felt that he couldn't seem to give her happiness. So what should I do? Let it go? He was reluctant, and he didn't seem to be willing to see her in pain.

Chen Shi always felt that it would be good to wait a little longer.

On the last day of 2007, Xiangxi remembered his young self and Chen Shi and shed a tear.

"The period of acquaintance and promise that I can't go back is all shining on the yellowed letterhead.

That's youth, losing the mark, no wonder your heart still beats when you read it.

Do you still remember that beautiful paragraph, maybe the letter written to you should be thrown away.

In this way, you have received what was missing you, and you have obtained it elsewhere. ”

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(Fanwai began to be serialized on Weibo~ tentative name "Do You Know" Do you know that I like you? A romantic story of a straight child and a cold girl~)

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