I didn't understand what he meant, and I said, "As long as you can stand up, I will stand behind you more firmly." () You won't lose mine. ”

He hugged me hard and said that his head still hurt after drinking too much, so I sat up and gently massaged his head as he fell asleep again.

At dusk, Wang Haoran called me, his tone was full of relief, he said that Zhang Hui was finally calm and willing to go to the hospital. When I heard this, I felt a lot more relieved and felt very heavy, an innocent life was deprived of the right to live in this way, which is a cruel and helpless thing.

I didn't go anywhere with Yan Bin this night, he slept for a day, and he didn't feel sleepy at night, we had some dinner at random, lay on the bed and chatted about our hearts, and said a lot of intimate words. It was the first time we've been together that we've been so open.

The next day, me, Chen You, and Wang Haoran accompanied Zhang Hui to the hospital, but Wang Ling did not come together because she was pregnant. We watched her enter the operating room with our own eyes, waiting quietly outside the door for the process of the operation, Haoran walked around the door nervously and excitedly, Chen You played with his mobile phone with a nonchalant face and flirted with a man from time to time, I stood up, pulled Haoran to sit down, I said, "Don't be nervous, it's okay." ”

He was already sweating profusely, and he said, "I feel both uncomfortable and distressed, both that she has suffered so much and that she herself is too self-inferior." Hey, I'm in a very mixed mood. ”

I said, "Then can you accept Zhang Hui, if she lives with you in peace and security in the future." ”

He was silent, and he said, "I don't know what to say, the point is that I can't be sure if she can live a good life with me." Hey, let's not talk about this now, I want to be by her side now, take good care of her, and help her take care of her body. ”

Chen You said while chewing gum: "Come on, if you can't do it, don't give her hope, it's a good thing for her to see the cruelty of society as soon as possible." ”

I found more and more that Chen You has a kind of cynicism after seeing the reality clearly, everything is like that in her eyes, I used to think that her mind is shallower than Wang Ling and Zhang Hui, but now I realize that in fact, the three of us are very lo compared to her, and she is the one who sees the most lightly between us.

I said, "Give Haoran and Zhang Hui a little time, the future is not good." ”

At this time, when I heard the heart-rending cry from inside, my heart trembled for a while, and I thought of how I had died in pain in the delivery room. Chen You said casually: "It hurts, you can wake up after the pain, people have to teach a long lesson to know how much mistake they have made." ”

Having said that, I clearly saw her hand trembling slightly with the shouting sound coming from inside, and Wang Haoran couldn't listen to it and said that he was going downstairs to smoke a cigarette and go downstairs. After Wang Haoran left, Chen You motioned for me to sit with her, and she said, "I really don't want him to be together, I don't think he is suitable." Now Haoran is in love with Zhang Hui, and when he gets married in the future, these are all scars. You say, which man can be magnanimous like this, not necessarily. ”

I looked at her with some surprise, and I said, "Indeed, when there is love, it is easy to say anything, but when you really enter into marriage, it is not like that." ”

She sighed, and she said, "Let's get married, find a good man, and get married." Shu Hua, I'll tell you one person, I'm also getting married. ”

I was astonished, and I said, "No, who are you with?"

She smiled helplessly, and she said: "A senior who has liked me for many years is also a science and engineering man like Wang Haoran, and he doesn't know my. In his eyes, I am a pure flower, self-reliant and self-reliant, how good and how good it is. ”

I never thought that she would be the first of the three of them to talk about marriage. I said, "Do you like him, then?

She shook her hair and said, "I've had enough of playing for so many years, and it's time to take care of it." My family has been urging me to go back, he has been waiting for me for many years, I am also tired, the collapse of the company made me realize that I am a woman, I can't make much movement, it is better to return to reality as soon as possible. Wait another two years, he can't wait to marry someone else, and I can't even drink a little bit of the residual soup of love. ”

I said, "What about his character? Can you trust it? Marriage is not child's play, and you don't think about it anymore?"

She shook her head, and she said, "Shu Hua, don't worry, I will be the happiest of the four of us." I know what kind of man I'm looking for to fall in love with, what kind of man to marry. I hadn't thought about getting married before, and so much had happened this time that made me feel tired, and it was good to have a hug to hold me in. Moreover, his family background is good in our local area, he has an RV, and he has a job, so I can live comfortably even if I go back full-time, find a quiet job and go to work. ”

I saw that she had already thought about it, and I didn't say anything more. My situation and position make me not qualified to say anything. I said, "It's good that you decide, I hope we can all be happy." ”

She took my hand, and I realized that she had lost so much weight during this time, and her hands were so skinny that she looked a little scary. I said, "Oh my God, why are your hands so thin?"

She smiled and said, "This time I have gastroenteritis, probably in the past few years, I have been ruined by tobacco and alcohol." ”

I exclaimed, "Why didn't you tell everybody? I didn't even see you were sick." ”

She smiled and said indifferently: "What's the big deal, so many things happen to everyone, I won't block everyone." It's all right now, it's all right. ”

I felt very guilty that we had gotten together from time to time, but no one had ever fallen ill, and I often saw her pale face for a while, and I thought it was because of the over-smearing, and I didn't care for her more carefully. suddenly found that Chen You has always been the person we have ignored, and she has shaped herself into an image of being invincible, unforgiving, and freewheeling, which led us to think that she was very strong, that she was fine, and that she didn't have to worry too much.

In fact, behind her seeming debauchery lies an amazing maturity, she is more realistic than us, knows how to weigh the pros and cons, and knows how to advance and retreat.

I said, "I'm sorry, but I realized that I cared so little about you, and I didn't even notice that you were so thin." ”

She put her arm around my shoulder and said, "Hey, what, it's all a trivial matter, it's not worth mentioning." ”

As we were talking, Wang Haoran walked up, and soon, Zhang Hui also pushed out of the operating room, with a weak face, and tears flowed down his eyes when he looked at us. Wang Haoran walked up and held her hand, and the nurse said: "Be careful next time, you see that women are guilty of abortion, don't let women suffer if you don't want it." ”

At that moment, the expressions on our faces were all scornful, Wang Haoran was stunned at first, and then said: "What is criticized is that I will pay attention to it in the future." ”

Zhang Hui had a miscarriage, and the matter that had been tossed for several days came to an end. Zhang Hui's mood swings were quite big, so I didn't stay with Yan Bin, and accompanied them in the dormitory every day. Wang Ling and Qin Xinhao are about to talk about marriage, Chen You is about to go back to his hometown to get engaged, Wang Haoran stayed by Zhang Hui's side, although the two have no clear relationship, it is self-evident, and Yan Bin and I ......

I've been feeling like he's been getting really busy lately, saying he's got a new job, but he doesn't tell me what he's doing. Our phone calls and texts have become very infrequent, and many times the calls to him are turned off, and I was a little uneasy, but I didn't show it in front of them.

A week after Zhang Hui's miscarriage, Chen You was about to leave for his hometown. Before leaving, we met her fiancé, we were surprised to find that the other party was actually a polite, handsome man, every gesture showed a good cultivation, washed away the lead, a face without makeup Chen You stood next to him, looking like a college student who had just graduated, a special match and a special youth.

Wang Ling couldn't help but pat Chen You's thin arm, and then joked with a smile: "Okay, you, you don't tell everyone if you hide such a good one." ”

Chen You smiled innocently: "What, I didn't hide it, he just graduated from graduate school." ”

Her fiancé is not very good at talking, he just loves to laugh, and he always smiles warmly and doesn't say much when we say anything.

Chen You left City A with our full blessings, and she said that she would not sell her house and might come back in the future. But we regarded this as our final parting, hugged each other and wept bitterly. Eventually, we watched her and her fiancé get on a plane and leave City A......

The parting continued, and a week later, Zhang Hui said goodbye without saying goodbye and left suddenly. She left a letter, saying that she didn't want to involve Wang Haoran, and she was completely tired of living in City A for many years, and she wanted to go to a quiet place alone, incognito, and start a new life, and told us not to look for her in the letter, she would take good care of herself.

After Zhang Hui left, Wang Haoran drank wine for three days, drunk and unconscious, and shouted Zhang Hui's name every time he drank and vomited, complaining about why he didn't marry her earlier, I couldn't comfort him, because no matter how much I said, it was superfluous, so I could only accompany him quietly, waiting for him to digest that emotion by himself and slowly calm down.

Soon, Wang Haoran also left, he said that he was going to find Zhang Hui, and he would find her at the ends of the earth, marry her, and let her live happily in the rest of her life. He set off resolutely, and before leaving, Wang Ling and I sent him to the station......

The parting of life and death again and again made us all numb, and no one said a word when we went home with Wang Ling. Spring is coming, the trees on the side of the road are sending out buds, Wang Ling suddenly said: "It's spring, everyone has begun to reborn......

I said, "yes, in the blink of an eye, it's just the two of us." ”

She smiled: "This is a good thing, although everyone is going their own way, they are also going their own way." There will always be a day when there is no feast in the world that will not be dispersed......"