How many whims do you have to go through before you have an action that comes to mind?

A "villain in action" like me, who fishes for a day and dries nets for more than a month, will be knocked down by me in the long run, even if I have a "giant of thought" in my mind. Of course, if one day the "giant of thought" is knocked down by me, then after he falls, there will definitely be a very tragic result - I, the "action villain", will be crushed to death by him.

Fast forward to Father's Day in 2017, and it was an unhappy Father's Day for me.

Well, the first Father's Day in my life without an uncle.

That day, I sent a message to my dad saying, "Happy Father's Day, Dad!"

But I'm not happy......

On that day in previous years, I would send the same message to my uncle, saying, "Uncle, Happy Father's Day!"

Well, I was really happy......

But now, I can no longer see his familiar smiling face, I can no longer take a joyful selfie with his shoulder, I no longer want to do anything with him, no more ......

Xiaoshi comforted me: "Since Uncle is gone, then put your love for Uncle into Dad......"

It's different, there's no substitute for that feeling......

Originally, I was not happy.

Unexpectedly, there was an even more unhappy aunt......

That day, my aunt said something to me on the phone, and then asked me to meet in the small park next to the bus stop.

As soon as I met, what came into my sight was an extremely haggard aunt. I don't understand why she's so upset all of a sudden.

Auntie's emotions at that time were more complicated, including anger, sorrow, loneliness, and helplessness......

I sat with her in the shade and listened to her in silence.

She was angry because some of my second brother-in-law's actions broke my second sister's heart, and it also made her feel cold;

She is sad because Uncle is gone, and she feels that the world is full of sad colors;

She was lonely because she felt that her family was no longer home, her uncle was not there, Xiaoshi and I lived outside, and the second sister and second brother-in-law had a marital crisis again, and she felt so lonely and lonely in her heart;

She was helpless because she didn't know how to face the future without her uncle, and she felt that she didn't know why she was living, and she didn't know what she was going to do......

My unhappiness is not on the same level as hers.

She burst into tears as she spoke, not caring at all what the people next to her were looking at, her voice was so loud that the old grandfathers and grandmothers ten meters away could hear it, and they all thought that what was happening to us, and cast curious looks......

Say it, talk about it as much as you like, as her son, since you can't solve her sadness, then share some of it for her, even if it can make her feel better after speaking.

I chatted with her, ate with her, walked with her, and for most of the day, although I couldn't completely restrain her sadness, my mood was much more stable.

The first Father's Day without an uncle, and the first Father's Day with a father.

Does it matter if I'm happy or not?

How about being happy and what about being unhappy?

Life, you have to go on.

People have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny, I can only understand, I can only understand......

Do you understand?