Dear yourself, have a little talk with me......

"What's wrong? It's not like you!"

"It's getting colder, add some clothes, don't catch a cold......"

"Uh...... Is there something wrong with you not taking the medicine?"

"Oh, no problem, no need to take medicine. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"Well, it looks normal. It's just that it's a little abnormal......"

"I'm a little confused, let's undo me......"

"I can't think about it!Well, it's not impossible for you to explain, please me?!"

"If you don't ask you, won't you explain what I mean?"

"It's drip, it's drip. ”

"Okay, tonight after reading three hundred pages, copying fifty poems, and drawing five paintings before you can sleep......"

"Nani?!, okay, I'll just get you out. Call...... Come on, some puzzled problem, hit like a storm!"

"Am I making a fool of myself?"

"What do you mean?"

"I know there are things I want to do and I have to do, but why can't I do it? But I also want to make sense of my disgust with the motto 'Nothing is in vain,' and I feel that it's just an excuse I use to make myself better." I began to feel that my spiritual world was created virtually by deceiving myself, as if an inadvertent impact could make it a dream of Nanke. ”

"Well, that's the question. Hmmm......"

"No solution?"

"Yes! ”

"Forehead ......"

"The root of this problem lies in your mindset. One is a mentality of low self-esteem and laziness, and the other is a mentality of thinking too much but being negative. You want to do it but don't do it because you have low self-esteem, you are afraid, you can't believe that you can do it well. Running away fuels your laziness and makes you more unscrupulous to escape. It's as if the center of gravity is reversed. What should have been bravely faced turned out to be a ridiculous thing to be brave enough to escape. Such a state will naturally not be what you want, but you can't break through the shackles of inferiority complex in your heart to change. So, you can only think too much, think about why, think about how, and then the more you think about it, the more messy it becomes. Negative thoughts begin to creep away at you, and slowly, you begin to doubt your own spiritual worldview, and even the light that once shone on you. Well, therefore, you are who you are. ”

"So, what am I going to do? I feel like I'm so powerless, and I feel like I'm going to feel like I've been living a decadent and wasteful life these months if I don't finish what I want to do......"

"It's normal for you to have that mentality. Because, it has something to do with your shy personality since childhood, to change it immediately is tantamount to ruining a majestic palace in your heart. So you don't need to feel like you're decadent, it's all part of life. Like, without darkness, there can be no light. Those times that make you think are decadent can not only make you seriously reflect on the meaning of life, but also find the precious things in life - some love, some epiphany, some inspiration, as long as it is the thing that warms your heart and makes you happy. At the same time, you don't have to be too attached. Confusion can be felt by everyone, including those writers who write inspirational texts, and they will often be confused. Although they have been aware of a problem at one time, it does not mean that they will not be confused when they encounter the same problem. Therefore, when you encounter confusion, what you need is to calm down and look at the road with your heart, not your mood. If you really want to know how to accomplish what you want to accomplish, I can tell you - be the most natural and authentic you. People are very strange, the more you want to get something or the more you want to accomplish something, the more your mind will start to become too attached, and the more you are attached, the more you will not be able to grasp a natural degree, and then you will be lost. Think about your 2b optimism, that's really your rare wealth! Maybe it can be said that it is an important indicator of your balance of mind, when it is there, it proves that your mindset is normal, if it is invisible, it proves that your mindset is not normal. It's like you just asked me a question about negative energy. Well, that's 2b optimistic you can't ask at all......"

"I ...... Can it really be...... Be a natural and authentic ...... Yourself?"

"Well, absolutely! You're a righteous soul that I couldn't defeat when I was a student! Otherwise, this body would have been dictatorial to me a long time ago, and would there still be this scene where you ask me questions?"

"Whew...... Well, I'm so good. ”

"Although you are a bit clumsy by nature, and you are also several years slower than normal people, that is not the point, because if you are willing to work hard, you can be self-taught. If you can cherish the hard work of accumulating in the years when you are slower than normal, then by the time of the corresponding period, you will find that you have already been reborn!"

"Haha, so I'm so good!"

"Uh...... Well, it's a bad guy! Give me some sunshine and you'll be brilliant. It's nothing to be splendid, but you want to be so brilliant that it's about to rot! Alas! Can you not be inferior or arrogant at once? Give me a dazzling self-confidence, okay?"

"Okay! confident, that's how dazzling! yes!"

"Uh...... Well, it looks like you're normal again......"

"Don't worry, I understand what you're saying. I'm a bit clumsy though...... Haha!"

"In this way, I am relieved. Had a good night's sleep......"

"Did I ever say that I could go to bed without reading three hundred pages of a book, copying fifty poems, or drawing five paintings at night?"

"You, you, you......"

"Haha, don't worry! Just kidding. ”

"Hmph, you don't dare!"

"Yes, yes, I really don't dare...... Hee-hee!"

Thank you, dear self, that I can think about it again.

Whew, remember, the weather is getting cooler, remember to add clothes!

Forehead...... If I add clothes myself, isn't it the same as helping him add clothes? Oh, yes......

Clumsy ......

It's okay, God loves stupid kids. Yes!

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