Do you feel worried?

It's not fear, it's just worry, just worry, like before, the damp worry is constantly emanating from the inside out.

Obviously, I'm still interested in something, and that's why I'm worried. But in fact, it's the fear of losing or the fear that something won't go the way you think, and it develops into worry.

It feels like the cousin who is afraid of that bewitching woman, and the fledgling methods are not mature and rigorous.

As if you can control it, and then it's a little uncertain, so it causes worry. It was not as strong as fear, and it was directly knocked to the ground and trembling.

Ridiculous, this is the result of the distortion in my mind that I still believe.

I knew that I didn't get out of the role because I was still clinging to something. This worry is slowly eroding the whole body, and it seems to be whispered in the ear.

Inadvertently, it will be mistaken for the trend of life flow. I still don't dare to let things go, and the most ridiculous thing is that I can't do anything effective except for worry, that is, this worry is simply nothing.

Of course, any fears are justified, but only on the distortion of the mind. Anything can happen, and that's the support point for all worries.

Yuan Changwen felt very uncomfortable, as if another mountain was pressing on him. Intellectually I know that I can solve it, but I will still be in an uncomfortable state.

It's like everyone knows that you can't die on a roller coaster, but there will still be corresponding physical reactions, such as a rapid heartbeat or feeling a bit of tension or something like that.

This concern shows that there are still people and things that are presumptuous in my head. I'm still worried about the future, and I'm still thinking that something has to happen that way.

Can't get rid of it?

It seems that I am not what I thought I was, I don't care about the role of Yuan Changwen, and I don't care about this false dualistic world.

Sure enough, keep going!

I thought about it before, and I felt so strong that I was wrapped in a sense of ease, as if I had left the control of fear. Now it seems that I am still far from it. Do you want to sit down and rest? Do you want to choose whether you want to move forward or not?

No kidding, any act of not seeing fear is a sign of dishonesty. The character wanted to deceive me, and it was not too easy. Over the years, which time has it not been a success for the role? How have I ever completely broken away from the role?

God is with you, every time you hear this sentence, you will subconsciously think that God is a person, and then always be with me, always bless me and so on. But in fact, if "I exist" is the only truth, then I am God.

Anytime, anywhere, "I exist" is with the character, and God is with me. My essence is God, and no one can change that. The character has been through so much that I don't think I'm a character at all.

Once I am separated from the role of Yuan Changwen, I am "I exist", I am "super VIP", and I am that awareness, which is just another way of saying God.

I don't know what else can distract me, as if what could be more important than slashing?

Why don't you continue? Why do you keep the role of Yuan Changwen? Continue to bear the pull of emotions? Continue to be played with falsehood?

The sudden discomfort hit Yuan Changwen, and even in the depths of the lake, he seemed to be able to feel the malice from the universe. Because the whole universe is in your mind, and all you have is virtual data in your head.

What else is worth remembering?

I always thought that even if the protagonist went through the ordeal, it seemed to be a matter of an instant. Or, you just need to express to the magistrate how painful and persevering it takes to cultivate this divine skill. There is no then, and the magistrate will not be willing to take the time to see how the protagonist is tortured.

As a result, I thought the killing would be painful, but I didn't expect it to last so long. With so many chapters of slashing, every time I thought there was nothing to kill, I was afraid that the bewitching woman would tell me not to be too naïve.

Thinking that the killing was easy, thinking that it was about to end, this was completely insulting and fearing that bewitching woman.

I don't understand? Hmph, what's the use of talking about understanding!

In this world, there are too many ties that belong to the role of Yuan Changwen. Think about family, think about friends, think about the people and things you've experienced over the years. Killing, there are only two words to say, in fact, how many are difficult to do? How many can touch the real one?

Like, it's easy to climb to the highest peak, just follow the road and climb all the way up.

Is there something wrong? Absolutely, and very rightly. But mountaineers understand that in fact, the difficulty is somehow higher than the difficulty of this sentence. Even, this phrase is completely insulting to mountaineers.

Shatter it!

I really don't want to work hard to do anything for the role of Yuan Changwen. Falsehood is falsehood, even if it can be brilliant, even if it can shine brightly, but it is still false after all.

There is no point, there is no point in slashing, but am I choosing my behavior by whether it is meaningful? Is it a shit trade-off in my head?

If you want to live a good life, then you can only keep the false. If you want to be true, you must destroy the falsehood and leave nothing behind.

Who put such words in my head, "Really is good", and why did I believe it without thinking about it? Am I a pig brain? Oh no, it's insulting a pig, I'm just a template character with brainwashing mode on.

I believe what others say, no matter who this other person is, there will always be such a "other person".

The killing is not only pointless, but from my point of view, very contradictory. As I thought before, the character of Yuan Changwen will never be able to reach the truth, so who will reach the truth in the end?

The logical answer is that there is no one, and the existence of the character must be false, so the existence of "no character exists" must be the existence that reaches the truth.

What is the existence of "no characters"? Who knows what the hell this is?

The killing, in essence, is the suicide of the character of Yuan Changwen. Thinking belongs to the role of Yuan Changwen, so it is part of the role of thinking, how to kill the other part of the role. But in the end, the part of the character that carried out the killing will also dissipate, because this is also part of the role, and it is also false.

And truth, there is no room for falsehood.

I was scared, even though it wasn't obvious. I'm scared that it's all a lie, I'm scared that so many chapters of slashing have gone nowhere, I'm afraid that there's nothing real at all, I'm afraid that the end result will just end up in suicide.

Really, if you want the character to have a good life, why do you have to embark on this road of killing?

I tried retreat, cut off all contact, didn't even cook rice, only ate steamed buns and drank water. Buy seven or eight steamed buns in advance, and then lock yourself in your home for 48 hours. From the initial worry of killing, to the later indifference, and then the discomfort after the customs is even better than before.

Let's move on.