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Because I wasn't in the mood, I didn't eat anything all night, I kept retching, and my head was dizzy from tossing.

Xu Yi dragged me.

He asked, "Are you okay?"

I pointed to my throat and shook my head, turned around and continued.

Still unable to throw it up, I said, "I probably drank too much." ”

Xu Yi looked at me and didn't ask, he took off his coat and covered me, which was a very gentlemanly gesture, and pointed to the car, "Let's go." ”

I looked in the direction that Chen Zhi had just left and nodded.

I was still uncomfortable when I got into the car, and I leaned on the window and shouted to Xu Yi, "No, you stop." ”

I got out of the car, ran directly to the side of the road and continued to vomit, there was a convenience store next to it, Xu Yi went in and bought two bottles of water and came out, handed me a bottle, and a small package of things, it was Huamei.

The very sour one.

I look at it, I do have a little craving for it, I didn't like sour before.

I ate several grains of that bag of plums in a row, and drank water to feel better.

Xu Yi said that I might be suffering from motion sickness, and I listened to this and felt comforted.

Because I thought of other possibilities, I didn't need anyone else to mention it, and I was already skeptical. The menstrual period was postponed for more than ten days, and I didn't care about it before, I always thought that it was because of the water and soil tossing in Beijing and Guangzhou Dali in the past few months.

But it wasn't so uncomfortable that I had been home for more than ten days, and besides, I really didn't do anything when I was with Chen Zhi before.

Xu Yi drove me home, passing two twenty-four-hour pharmacies on the way, and the light box was very bright.

I watched with a blank stumbling eye, wanting to get out of the car, but I didn't know how to speak.

In front of the second pharmacy, Xu Yi still parked the car.

I got out of the car, pushed the door, walked in, and told the pharmacist on duty with a pale face that I wanted a pregnancy test.

After paying the money, I stuffed my things into my clothes and walked out in a covert way in fact there was no need to cover it xu yi parked the car here to show that i thought of him earlier.

We didn't say anything except to give him directions along the way, and when we arrived at my house, I thanked Xu Yi and didn't mean to ask him to go up, my mother is at home these days.

My mom hasn't slept yet, or she's woken up when she hears the door open. She knew that Chen Shi had returned to Tianjin, so she asked me why I wasn't with him, and I panicked and said that Chen Shi lived in Xu Niya, and I didn't know how to explain the breakup for the time being.

I didn't rush to use that pregnancy test because my mom was at home and I was afraid of being seen by her.

The next day, I went back to Beijing, I bought a ticket in advance, and I planned to go out to find a job on the eighth day of the new year, and after paying the rent, I had less than 500 yuan left on me, and if I didn't work, I had to drink the northwest wind.

But now, it's happened again.

I touched my belly, and there was no panic that other unmarried girls had when they found out they were pregnant, but to be honest, I was not pleasantly surprised.

I have always been prepared for pregnancy, including taking folic acid in the summer, at that time Chen Shi and I were thinking, it would be good to be pregnant, and we would definitely get married when we had children.

But now, we've broken up.

Once on the phone, once face-to-face.

This is not a child pretending to be a family wine, you can say it casually, or you can take it back casually.

What's more, breaking up, I never took it as a joke. Seriously, I really don't want to be with Chen Zhi anymore, not because I don't love him, but because I'm unhappy, and I think he's probably not happy either.

What is the point of two people consuming each other, tormenting.

I don't think I want to fall in love like this, and I've never thought about my future plans.

No one plans to reconcile when they break up. Either divide or be good, thinking that there will be other girls standing next to him in the future, he is a little unwilling in his heart, but there is no way to do it.

Now, not only do I not want to fall in love with Chen Shi, but I don't want to be with anyone.

Because of this, I broke up with Chen Shizhen, I didn't have the pain I imagined, but the whole person calmed down, like a person who had nothing to do, except that I didn't know how to deal with my mother, except for worrying about whether I was pregnant.

The results of the test came out, two bars, my hands trembled, and I threw the thing in the trash.

I knew that I was 80% pregnant, and although I still had to go to the hospital for a check-up, the results were already obvious. Faced with this little life, I thought it would be nice if he could have come earlier, maybe he would have been born by this time.

Maybe Chen Shi and I don't have to torture each other like before.

But it is also possible that Chen Shi will stay for me and for this child, and when he sees all kinds of opportunities, when he touches his most precious guitar, he will feel uncomfortable from the bottom of his heart.

That's why fate plays tricks on people.

Since I know about pregnancy, I don't plan to hide it from Chen Zhi.

I really can't decide whether I should be born or not, this is Chen Shi's child, I have in my mind what he looks like after birth, with a small nose, small eyes and small feet, will he be the same as Chen Shi, then he definitely doesn't like to laugh, always purses his mouth and pretends to be cool.

Anyway, I think I'd better tell him first.

But Chen Shi's phone couldn't get through, and it kept being turned off, and I called like this for three days, almost five or six times a day, and it was always turned off.

I didn't have the heart to look for a job, I didn't have a computer, and the environment was not good when I went to an Internet café, I was in a very chaotic state, as a girl who was pregnant for the first time, I really didn't know what to do now, and I couldn't look it up on the Internet.

I was sure to go to the hospital, but I didn't dare to go myself, and there was a feeling of resistance. It's like when I went to the gynecologist myself, and that's fine, but when it's like pregnancy, I start thinking about what if the doctor asks me if I'm married, and if someone else sees me and asks about my boyfriend.

A week after returning to Beijing, I fell into an unprecedented depression, and Chen Shi's phone call never went through.

I only know that whether this child is going to be born or not, at least I have to treat him well when he is in my body, I can't starve myself, even if it is uncomfortable, I will get up and cook porridge and boil eggs for myself.

Xu Yi called me, maybe he was free to greet me casually, but I had been waiting for Chen Shi's call, so I answered it without even looking at the number.

When I heard Xu Yi's voice, I was silently disappointed.

He told me directly that the editor-in-chief of the HB magazine I interned at before was going to return to China, and while she still had some rights, should she arrange a job for me.

I listened, and said okay, my mind was completely off that.

Then suddenly a small qiang popped out of the wall, and I yelled and threw my phone aside. It's also the nature of girls to be afraid of these, and I'm really not as brave as I thought.

I slammed and jumped for a long time and then I thought I had to take this thing east, but it kept jumping, it was so nauseous, I started to feel bad again, I wanted to throw up.

I threw up, tossed for almost twenty minutes, and was still there when I came out. I went to rummage through the cabinet, and I remembered seeing the insecticide in it before, and when I found the bottle, I sprayed it on the ground, knowing that Xiaoqiang was motionless.

I was afraid that it would not be clean, so I sprayed a lot on other floors and corners.

Then the doorbell rang, and I covered my nose and mouth to endure the choking smell and went out to open the door.

I didn't expect that the person who came to the door would be Xu Yi. He looked at me and frowned, "What are you tossing about?"

I let go of my hand and coughed a few times, endured my nausea and said, "There are bugs." ”

Xu Yi walked in, took the bottle in my hand and glared at me, "Are you going to die?"

He took me by the arm and carried me to the balcony, opened the window to ventilate, and went back to the kitchen. I saw him cover his nose and mouth when he came out on his own.

I still have my phone in my hand that I just threw aside because I was afraid.

It turned out that Xu Yi came to me because he thought something had happened to me.

I explained that I was nothing.

Xu Yi said, "You are nothing, have you ever seen a pregnant woman spray herself like a bug?"

This sentence, he said it too quickly, not because the tone was bad or anything, the key was to directly tell me about my pregnancy. My nose was so sore that I almost cried again.

I didn't cry, I just felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.

I've vomited enough, wash my face out.

Xu Yi hadn't left yet, he kindly asked me to clean up the kitchen, the doors and windows were still all open for ventilation, and there was no smell in the room anymore. The porridge I had boiled before was also thrown away by him.

I walked over and I said thank you.

Xu Yi boiled a kettle of water, and when he saw me, he suddenly raised his eyelids, and he said, "Shouldn't you have gone to the hospital yet?"

He was right. I guess I will know what I can do and what I can't do when I go to the hospital.

I didn't make a sound.

Xu Yi asked again, "Chen Shi didn't come either?"

This time, I'm really depressed.

Xu Yi was also a little anxious, he stared at me, as if he hated iron but not steel, and without saying a word, he wrapped his clothes around me and dragged me out.

I pushed him, and I said what are you doing?

Xu Yi said, "Go to the hospital, what do you say." ”

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